FINALLY.
my hols are here.!
yars yars.
and so.
im gna HIBERNATE myself @ home.
yars rights.
DEC is gna be so CRAZY for me mans.
cls chalet.
bball trainings.
im jus making myself numb.
clar knows wht wnt wrong.
im sry girl for turnin so quiet suddenly.
she says shes used to those accusation.
but im not.
im never used to it.!
whn bro wnt to france to study.
i was tht GEM in ur hands.
nw tht bro am back im tht rubbish in the dustbin.
yars yars.
bro's leaving for ARMY soon.
and soon things will go back to a full circle hurs.?
im so tired lahs.
whn i wnt seperate ways w/ clar.
i so much wanted to cry.
i really wanted.
tears just wna drop.
but im afraid of peepos seeing.
the sky gt dark.
i was glootin.
at least whn it rains.
no one will know tht im crying.
but it didn't.
sour o the inside.
but a fake smile on the outside.
no one understands.
do YOU.?
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