I CANT BELIEVE THAT IM LET WITH ONLY THIS WEEK.
AND THAT MARKS THE END OF THIS YEAR.?!
its so fast.
yars yars.
im starting to worry.
BIG FAT O's.
i dread it coming now.
contradictions.
i hope it'll end soon.
HAHAS.
im so tired.
i suddenly just wanna talk to somebody.
blahs blahs blahs.
but no one am here.
i wnt to pass esther her books.
BUT.
she cant talk to me.
i wnt to take my books from yeowting.
he's like he wna go home fast.
BOOS okays.?
i tried to make myself happy so i wont have to talk to peepos.
im getting tired.
i act sometimes.
to show that im happy.
but sometimes im not.
love has got no age gap.
but im simply just a lil girl as compared to him.
he's in NS.
im still studying for sec sch.
he completed his A LEVEL.
im still working hard for my O LEVEL.
its never gonna work.
but im advised to try things out.
it seems different like what i used to have.
i dread it whn he msg me.
i wnt "hur" all the time when i replied him.
try is what i always tell myself.
but i'll turn around and regret awhile later.
shoots lahs.
i aint in any mood to go on and search for some sweet doveys.
i just dont seem to wna move on to next year.
my BDAE FALLS ON THE FIRST DAY OF TERM 3.!
cries-
and it's getting closer to the O's.
will someone study with me everyday.?
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i told myself." NG HUISHAN.! u better move on hors. there's like so many good guys still available out there. dont go and think about the past. move on. im sure there's always a guy u'll meet."but.i cant seems to.its like this devil and angel thing peepos always see on the tv.I HAVE TO TRY.TRY JUST TRY PLEASE.IM HYPNOTIZIN MYSELF.
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