i think im a PUPET.
momsie tells me to wear this and i'll.
momsie tells me to do that i'll.
its seems like im a pupet.
i do whatever momsie says.
well, its being GUAI.
but think agains.
why am i not acting like im suppose to like my age group.?
im wearing clothes that makes me look mature.
when im out shopping.
momsie dislike what i like.
and i'll have to like what she likes.
its abit unfiar though.
but i'll bear w/ it.
i dont have a minis like everyone do.
im not rich lik everyone is.
i dont have a weekly or monthly amount of money.
$5 / day.
skipping meals has become a way to save money to buy stuffs i wna.
i wont buy things that i like at first sight.
i'll wait and save.
by then the stuffs are already gone.
momsie loves buying LONg SKIRT for me.
and so i ALWAYS look more mature than others do.
but i wonder.
will i be able to look like a FIFTEEN YR OLD.?
i hate it whn peepos say im a POLY/JC student.
no im not.!
even relatives ask whether im one whn i see them during CNY.
negative.
i just wna be myself.
and not what u wna me to be.
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