the road that i walked so far hasn't been all smooth.
whose's will.?
nobody.!
went training today.
had friendly with seniors.
OKAYS.
i was dying already during training.
i couldn't breathe due to the flu i had.
but i didn't wna disappoint maine.
so i tried to go back to training after some rest.
but i ended up getting breathless.
my oxygen level never seems to be filled.
and im grasping for air.
my throat hurt.
i thought jiao lian wouldn't be asking me to play when he knows im UNWELL.
but he did.
he made me play through second quarter when SUE fell sick.
i couldn't make it.
they were fast.
and i was grasping for air.
whatever.
im returnin to training on fri as promised.
clar objected.
she didn't want anything to happen to me.
but the time left aint even enough for us to train.
im still going do the training.
i know i may die.
but i wont know when i'll.
i contracted bronchitis two years ago.
if i didn't return to the doc.
i may have alrady contracted pnuemonia.
its seems like im dying so so soon lehs.
tht NS guy cont with his MSG.
one in the mornin.
one afte he finished work.
one after his dinner.
i replied the first one.
i ignored the rest.
pester pester.
im clearly showing no interest.
who cares.
i seems like her girlfrnd.
to whom he report whatever he's doing.
NEGATIVE.
im sorry to hve to treat him this way.
i didn't wna it too.
but things wont work.
and i would never start things im NOT confident in.
MY LIFE BEFORE 2006 seems a bit UGLY.
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