concert last night was a blast.
awesome is all i can say.
i felt a twitch in my heart when i heard some songs.
yars yars.
but the flower we promised didn't reached her hands.
sorry chuanlian.!
i promise u for another surprise NXT YR. (:
no no.
its not for the concert.
anyway u wont be performing already.
so its SOMETHING ELSE.
i tried to be happy.
but that happiness lasted just for that few minutes.
how short.
when concert ended.
i dreaded the time to pass so fast.
how i wish we will all walk slowly instead.
i dont wanna get home.
it seems that the blames i get is never gonna end.
im sick and tired of everythin.
i told cia.
how nice it would be if i can stay by the riverside.
there's nothing but sounds of quietness.
when im home.
i dont get anything.
i kept quiet when they scolded me.
and when i do that.
they say i've no respect for them.
and when i answer them.
the say im being RUDE.
so what do they want me to do.
i LOOK FORWARD to chalet.
i hang around with friends.
and i get laughter joy.
i was smiling when im w/ my friends.
their actions.
words.
all seem so entertaining.
but when im home.
i shut myself up.
facing that cold four walls in my room.
i dont know what to do at all.
yeowting asked me to watch oliver twist.
i dont know why.
but im so not interested in anything now.
im feeling so drained.
why cant it rain.
so that i could walk in it.?
does being the youngest in the family have to be blame for everything.?
does being good is the same as being bad.?
i dont slit myself.
that wont do me any good.
or i do is SLP CRY.
neither do i eat.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
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