THT BIG TALL GUY.
WHOM WALK INTO MY LIFE.
this giant whom i always see in sch.
was this typical bad boy.
but he's a nice and cute somebody.
he changed.
for the sake of me.
he cheered me up whenever im down.
things moved fast.
very fast.
i worried for him when he got sick.
he too worried for me when i got sick.
10 FEB 04.
we got together.
i got sad when they lost the match.
i got sad when i argued with my girlfriends.
but he.
make me smile.
bring me to the beach and asked for my hands.
im probably not used to the new life i got.
friends shunned me.
they think im better alone w/ my big giant.
negative.
when i need them most they aint here.
12 FEB.
two days before valentines.
i choose to say good bye.
it didnt reach him from my mouth.
instead from others.
he called.
i hanged up on him.
i choose to hide.
he pestered me.
wanting me to get back with him.
the promise i made to him.
all broken.
i told him i'll not leave.
but i left.
he slit himself.
i didn't know.
i just kept rejecting him.
a few months later.
he got himself a girl.
he asked if i regret.
I SAID YES.
that tall big guy who brought joy to me for just three days.
he was the first.
and the last.
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