one week has just pass.
tada.
the new year everyone's looking forward to is coming.
i seriously dont look forward to.
hahs.
PMS.?
NO.
im still living in the past.
the past where granny is here.
i know im STUPID to keep like thinking about the past.
who doesn't.?!
the thought of granny am no longer here makes me wna well up at home on everyday.
no visitings.
BUT oh well.
life still goes on.
and as usual i've no choice.
i dont care about the money i have this year.
however, im bothered by the fact this is different from LAST YEAR.
grumps.
can i really well up at home momsie.?
this week was kinda tiring.
maybe its VERY tiring.
i drop A MATHS.
im not cut-out to study.
E maths will do.
so im paying 200% during ms kok's lesson.
but i always YAWN during her class.
hahas.
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that past.i no longer wna think about it.its forever so tiring.i felt i couldn't talk to u anymore.u were so different now.is it b'cause of ur work.?i wonder.i felt that i couldn't trust in u as much as i do.i cant explain why too.but its over lets just say.i dont wna have to always shed tears.im tired.songs make me ponder bout that past.the caring days.i shed tears.but im gonna be strong from now on.i bid goodbye to that past.
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