Saturday, February 25, 2006
it was just a mistake.
everyone make mistake.
who dont.?
and do u have to scream at me.?
some parents talk to them so nicely.
but mine dont.
they communicate with me through SCREAMIN.
GET OFF MY BACK LAHS.
i'll pay back.
by not eating everyday.
WILL THAT SOLVE THINGS.?
YES YES.
I ACT SMART.
I DO THINGS MY WAY.
IM ALWAYS IN THE WRONG.
F* OFF LAHS.
IM NOT GOING OUT TO EAT WITH THEM.
IM NOT GOING ANYWAY.
IM JUST NOT GNA EAT.
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I WNA RUN AWAY FROM HOME.
THIS AINT THE LIFE I WNA.
TEARS ROLL.
I CRY.
F*
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Friday, February 24, 2006
another week down.
next week's gna be hell.
5 tests.
lynniie have 6 cause she has A maths test.
ahahas.
poor her.
ystd was disaster.
nothin was done.
and we had to rush everythin today.
ss mindmap is still half done.
LCE project is 1/4 done.
off to lynniie's place tml to complete the proj.
yes.
just us.
clar has guides and need to bring wach to the optician.
jiahseng has national competition.
just me and lynniie.
celebrated cia's bday on wed.
she's touched and near to tears.
we surprise her.
and she knew nothin AT ALL.
ahahs.
but i felt guilty though.
saw cia first thing in the mornin but yet.
im not suppose to say happy bday.
so all i sad was.
HELLOS.
ahahs.
lame.
but hahs.
who cares as long as the celebration in the afternoon was a sucess.
(:
esther seem sad this few days.
she didn't say what happen.
but i could sense it out.
i asked her and she said she wasn't even sure what happen.
but she am sad.
bought choc for her.
hopin that she'll not go hungry and sad.
but not sure if she ate it.
i got unhappy in class after that.
chuanlian said it was cause esther's not feeling happy.
pretty true.
but she's my PRTY SIS afterall.
i just wish she'll be HAPPY EVERYDAY.
celebration on wed.
and with that.
i wish cia.
HAPPY BELATED BDAY.
HAPPY FORVER.!
(:
LOVES.
always my greedy PARTNER.
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Sunday, February 19, 2006
i kinda miss OBS now.
ahahs.
chuanlian is going to agree with me.
hahs.
the reluctance to go before had turn to MISSIN now.
wahahas.
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im hungry.
someone please pass me my fav.
ahahhas.
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i had this dream.confession.its all so real.which i believe that it'll never happen in the reality.yes nicholas.that was all i wanted in my life.hmm.not all.but i dream for it.well o well.i just hope god will make it real.HAHAHAHS.
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Saturday, February 18, 2006
esther's back on ystd.
but i hadn't got to see how dark she got.
HAHAHS.
what a bad sis i am.
u promised so many things.
but which would come true.?
i told myself to trust u.
yes.
like how i always do.
but i cant help but think.
will u still rmb the stuffs u promise me.?
do i have to always drop hints.?
nahs.
i shouldn't be thinkin so much when things are so fine now.
too much of sweetness.
i hope the circle wont come.
i just wna live forever in this dream.
(:
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Friday, February 17, 2006
one week down.
mock CHINESE papers in two weeks time.
and the MARCH HOLS is COMIN.
to be exact i aint very happy at all.
i've 2 days of chinese remedial.
which i still couldn't figure what we're gna do during the remedial.
*gags.
im so proud of myself for ONCE.
i manage to get all the chem notes into that slow and malfunctionin brain of mine.
HAHAS.
we need to rush 2 projects and hand them in on fri.
i need to do TWO geog mindmap and the POPULATION worksheet.
i need to complete E maths paper 1.
wow.
a packed weekend too.
and the team cant meet up on the weekend.
doubt so that we can hand in a good LCE project.
AHAHAs.
who cares.
(:
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Sunday, February 12, 2006
im starting to get worried.
what will happen if the pain never cease.
i still wanna attend PE.
i still wna play ball with that bunch of girls.
well o well.
tests filled my next week schedule.
craps.
geog.
e maths.
chem.
ESTHER's leaving tml.
that sweetie pie.
i said im gonna pray for her everynight.
and i SHALL.
it'll be so funny w/o her for FIVE DAYS.
hope she really take TONS of care over there.
hope she doesn't get a cold in the night.
IM ALREADY MISSIN HER.
w/ loves.
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tell me.and im urs.
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Friday, February 10, 2006
happiness and sadness is always a line away.
its something i tell myself everday.
let urself soak in the happiness and not get out to be unhappy.
but was i really very happy when i let out a smile.?
WAS i.?
chuanlian says smiling comes from the bottom of our heart.
not from the BRAIN.
true lahs.
but im pissd off now.
so i not thinkin sensibly i MUST say.
the times where i rmb smilling from the bottom of my heart.
was when i met up with irah and yah.
back to the pri sch days.
all the nonsense.
all the crying togethers.
all the silly stuffs we always do.
i MISS GIRLFRND IRAH and GIRFRIEND YAH.
our promise.
outing on MARCH hols.
we wouldn't break it.
the inseperable girls.
we call ourselevs powerpuff girls last time.
cause irah loves powerpuff girls.
yah loks like bubble.
so thats how we stick to each other.
my LADIES.
ESTHER wants me to rest well.
sleep well.
but im more worried about her.
sick sick sick.
i wish im BLIND.
so i wont see things that hurts.
i wish im DEAF.
so i wont hear lies.
i wish im DUMB.
so i dont have to lie to myself.
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O level result taking today.
there was tears of joy and tears of sadness.
im glad some did well.
im proud of JERAMY SNG to be exact.
that someone who gave up on his studies.
but yet manage to score well.
im glad and happy.
yeowting did not too bad.
xavier did well.
terry hmm can do better.
im very PROUD of nicholas too.
guess what.
A2 for A maths.
its so AWESOME can.!
limping around the school aint a fun thing.
it SUCKS.
things weren't even on the right track today.
ATTITUDES is the word.
i cried silently.
to myself.
i ponder agains on the defination of girlfriends.
i called irah.
and cried.
she knows why.
im still that greedy partner of cia.
but this time.
i wna get back to pri sch days.
the day where i spend my one year with my two dearies.
irah and yah.
im just so not right not.
sick ass.
i made yeowting waste his two plus bucks.
i made my ankle injured even further.
just get away.
the someone to talk to am not there.
GIRLFRIENDS.?!
i ponder deeply.
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Sunday, February 05, 2006
the song that tells everything.
play and listen.
u'll know what i wanna say.
but things wont be easy.
it didn't seem nice.
tumbles and roll.
cuts and bruises.
im afraid.
forever drifting into dreamland.
it all seem so real.
but it'll disappear when im awake.
i wanna sleep.
till there's no tml.
just to live in the dream i always had.
silly and foolish.
its of no use.
things aint like what they used to be.
life's changed.
time's changed.
everything's different.
the need to start every afresh.
but it always end up the other way.
a U-turn made.
i never seem to move forard.
strange as it seems to be.
i need to change.
i seriously do.
the above mention was just for me to kill time.
HAHAHS.
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Saturday, February 04, 2006
TP or NP.
craps.
i just couldn't figure it out.
lets wait till after my prelims then start figuring agains bahs.
im so tired for today.
YAWNS.
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it felt strange today.very.i felt u were so near me.that strange feelin.pls let it fade away.
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Friday, February 03, 2006
school's seem as though it hadn't really started.
im still not learning i guess.
its time to do some good revision.
spend the three periods of A maths lesson revising physics ystd.
totally way cool.
when other's scratching their head figuring how to solve the qns.
im doing other stuffs.
HAHAHS.
okays.
stop bein sacarstic.
FLUNK.
thats the word for the science test on today and ystd.
wahahas.!
i did everything right.
BUT.
it was just some stupid careless mistake that i made.
FOR GOD SAKE.
I FORGOT TO CONVERT THE CM BACK TO MM.!
its over afterall.
chem was okays.
except the fact that all i could rmb was the cation stuffs.
and the carbon dioxide thingy.
but after the test.
i rmb the procedure of testing hydrogen.
it extinguish glowing splinter with a "pop" sound.!
dumb ass me.
no homework for the weekend.
which means it's self study time.!
geog geog geog.
(:
going to NP tml.
74 all the way to clementi.
WOWS.
psssshhh.
I PASS MY EL FOR THE FIRST TIME THIS YEAR.!
(:
that should somehow call for a celebration dont it.?
out.
GAME TIME WITH LAW CHUNFU!
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