LAZY BUM
the sky was dark.
filled with heavy clouds.
and i wasn't myself.
standing next to the window.
i stared blankly at the open space.
nothing was worth thinkin for.
all i need is some good souls.
to bring me out from this place.
pressure flows in my blood.
i'm not normal like everyone else is.
the dark past.
often filled with tears.
the regretful moment.
which left me hurt.
i lost the battle to continue striving for the better.
just so drain.
just so tired.
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became a lazy bum today.
didn't go to service w/ xuanming.
didn't go for training at PL CC.
didn't watch the match in the morning in school.
i was all along at home.
watched the women double table tennis finals.
one gold one silver.
watched the encore telecast of the women singles.
seem so easy to get to game point.
wahahas.
whatever.
i procrastinated today.
DONT U MESS AROUND WITH ME_
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