today is the last day of march.
am having lots of things running in my mind now.
BUT.
i shall not think too much just in case my migraine comes and kills me.
is it just too much to ask for a little more love and concern.?
yes.
i am just a nobdy.
but i am a normal girl.
just that average girl u see everywhere.
i thought i would be better after all the things.
but i clearly wasn't gonna be.
who's gonna clear up those scars on me.
it wont be those we left it there on me.
its just me.
to fend for myself and let the scars heal.
i need a hug badly now.
i really do.
i miss esther badly now.
i miss my two girlfriends badly now.
i miss irah most.
went to buy herbal tea for esther after school.
had fogotten to do so ystd.
she msged me and told me she's touched.
that silly sis.
she's afraid of diabetes.
cause it was all too sweet.
i dont wanna go through everything again.
round and round.
its all leaving scars on me.
chuanlian says i need to open up.
but how to.?
i kept getting hurt.
it all aint getting too well.
something ridiculous happened when we were eating in Pizza Hut.
the straw poke my ear when i was eating.
but i told chuanlian.
"the straw kept poking my er zi"
in english.
it meant SON.
and we ended up laughin madly.
clar says my face turn all red from the laughin.
but she wasn't laughin.
chuanlian says its because only me and her knew what was going on.
yeahs.
DONT YOU MESSS AROUND WITH ME_
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