momsie came home.
scream at me.
out of no reason.
i sat there.
eating my KFC feeling sad.
why am i always her venting machine.?
WHY.?
she asked daddy to fetch her to great grandma's place so she can pass the herbal tea to grandma.
but daddy had to go for his part time job.
and so he couldn't.
momsie debated saying just drop her and he can leave.
sometimes.
i really wish im just not around.
to hear all those nonsense.
to be strong.
i told myself not to cry.
yes.
i am lazy.
i slept till 11 on weekends.
but cant i just pamper myself for 2 days when i've to wake up early on weekday.?
i thought of walkin out just now.
but realise.
i dont have any place to go anymore.
i need to be independent.
the feelin that i dont like.
it all hurts.
ups and down.
happy and unhappy.
i loathe it.
pls hold my hands and walk me through.
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