♥ shan's.

Saturday, April 22, 2006

its officially less than a week.
ahahs.
didn't i say i'm not using my comp.
hahs.
I NEED A BREAK SERIOUSLY.

went stepf's place just now.
her room is so so so so so COOL.
filled with LOVE somemore alrights.
i'm dead jealous.
hahs.
but nvm.
our usual gossips.
and USAGE OF COMP is inevitable.
(:

bro gave me a msg just now.!
he got me wanting to show him good grades too.
(:
i just love the way bro motivates me.!
THANKS TONNS BRO. - doubt he'll see this.

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why are u treating me this way.?
and how are we related.?
things aint this in the past.
its sinkng deeper.
why why why.
its all contradicting each other.
i just want to be the girl beside ur driver's seat.

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i need to go get the present.!
):

ALL THE BEST FOR MID YEARS.!

DONT U MESS AROUND WITH ME.!

blogged at 7:33 PM

Sunday, April 09, 2006

19 MORE DAYS to MYE.

okays.
aint gonna touch my comp after today.
finally.
helped han yong burn his songs.
uh huh.

went studying today.
but couldn't meet up with don after that.
grrr.
i'm sorry.
had to be home by 5 pm.
oh well.
i guess i'm a little dumb.
to think now i have to even change position.
i have a GUARDIAN.
simple vectors.
yet i dont know how to do.
answers were totally different from the answers given.
oh well.
MUG HARDER THEN.

it wasn't just that simple to buck up.
find myself fighting against the "evil" side of me.
nicholas once said.
split personality are created by ourselves.
REALLY.?
no idea.

i just wanted things to be simple and plain.

DONT U MESS AROUND WITH ME_

blogged at 7:12 PM

Friday, April 07, 2006

if i can do it, i will.
i'm willing to try.
i know there's not enough time anymore.
i know.
there shouldn't be any BUTS.

i wish i was going to be all alrights.
i wish i would be hardworkin.
i wish.
tears roll.
i know u cared.
but do u know how hurtful those words were.
i didn't say i dont wna work hard.
and i aint smarter than those two u mention.
yes.
they're just normal beings like i am.
but they have brains which i dont have.

blogged at 11:27 PM

nothing seems to be right.
i dont know.
i couldn't do anyting t make junjie feel better.
and i couldn't get myself to study.
grrrrrrr.

x-country today.
walked the whole journey w/ esther.
though i still have much to say.
but there's always time for it.
three cheers.
NO MORE X-COUNTRY FOR SLOW POKE.!

napfa 5 stations ystd.
just do whatever i can.
it doesn't matters what i get.
its not that important afterall.

21 days.
MYE is coming.
real soon.
prelim's in august.
i need the motivation.
the drive.
i'm forever feelin so drain.
its dumb and stupid.

i dont wna wake up so early in the mornin tml.
i wna sleep.
dumb that plant visitin excursion.

i'm afraid of waking up and realise everything is gone.
i don't wish to lose anything.
to be strong, i tried to move on.
but ended up torn and tattered.
i looked back.
how nice it used to be.
it aint the same anymore.
everything has change.
including u me and him.

missySLOW.

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i wont give up no matter what it takes to make junjie smile.
nanny miss Ss will not give up on u.
dont ask me to leave u alone when u know i wont.
dont ask me to ignore u when u know i wont.
dont.

blogged at 10:15 PM

Sunday, April 02, 2006

uh huh.
saw from the papers there's this documentary about hitler and eva.
i wna watch.!
BUT BUT BUT.
campus finals is out.
DREAFUL.

went studying ystd w/ cia ning xin and zhi yan.
went off first to grandma's place.
heavy rain.
thunder and lightnings.
was as bad as what i saw on fri.

she wished for a fairytale relationship.
he gave her his promised.
to be there no matter what.
however.
the girl suffered badly from an illness.
he stayed beside her.
as time pass.
he got tired.

i wont ask for a fairytale dream.
all i ask for is to be loved.
u made me feel warm despite the rain.

blogged at 9:42 PM