♥ shan's.

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

sigh-
who say happiness last long.
BOO BOO BOO.
momsie say its my chinese bday today.
SO WHAT.
i was merely happy for that few hours.
but i was overjoyed.
THANK U.
doubt u'll see it lahs.

time flies.
and i hate studyin now.
maybe boon was right when he told me those stuffs during hols.
LALALALLS.
whatever dude.

MY WANTS FOR THE BEACH.
will u.?

blogged at 9:49 PM

Sunday, May 28, 2006

HAPPY BDAY MR SEXY.

pentium's finally online.
i dont know why but i love talkin to him.
like two lil kids jokin and having fun.
hahs.
we're PENTIUMS.
lols.
but i love his dp more.!
and he promised to keep it online whenever he sees me.
hahs.

didn't get to play with charlotte today.
too bad.
it was totally BORED at grandmom's place.

lessons as per normal from 30 may to 9 june.
dismissal at 1.30.
unless there's A maths if not i cant leave early.
tml shall marks the start of my revision.
no more slacking.
ITS BAD TO SLACK.

i dont know whats wrong but i know its not right.
this is so not right.
dont tell me what i dont wna hear.
just stay the way we used to be.
please.
dont tie me down.
cause it aint the right time.

blogged at 12:05 AM

Friday, May 26, 2006

wed 24 may 2006

LYNNIIE's bday.!
celebrated her bday with a cake in sch during recess.
the whole canteen seems to be like singing along.
our bunch , alston that bunch and cant rmb who else.
but it made lynniie touched.
lols.
and came our surprise celebration in the night w/ the help of deane.
deane called lynniie to open the door with jiamin standing next beside him.
LYNNIIE WAS DEAD SHOCKED.
lols.
jiamin says her expression was so funny.
then the whole bunch came down from the stairs singing bday song.
LYNNIIE WAS TOUCHED.
we went in and sang another round for her and her mom.
lols.
so that means the photos should be up.
YES.

-----------------
took back report book today.
nothing much.
lols.
momsie bought a watch, 2 tops and a pouch for my phone.
and its my chinese bday on like next week.?
forget when but thats what momsie said.
went marina sq after ptm w/ momsie and bro.
SHOPPED.
ate dinner at the imperial kitchen restaurant.
its very delicious.
the spicy and sour handmade noodle taste nice.
everything's nice.!

Mon's chinese O lvl papers.
lucks to everyone (:
dil and int has geog test on next sat.
how cute.
SATURDAY u know.
lols.

till then.

i dont mean to harm u.
but i wish u would stop.
dont wait cause i wont go with u.
moment of foolish.
its not the age that matters.
but i didn't want history to repeat.
yes, i'm being selfish by not givin chance.
but all i can come up w/ is a sorry.
i'm sorry cause i cant bring myself to say yes.
maybe there wasn't fate at all.

blogged at 11:25 PM

Sunday, May 21, 2006

yet another typical sunday.
8 MORE DAYS TO CHINESE O LVL.
i dont like the way i feel.
its another insecurity i know.
why cant we get up and party till we drop.
forget 'bout everything.

my heart skipped when i saw u coming online.
its another sign.
but right now, i'm hearing nothing.
seeing nothing.
where's u been.?

this entry is so JUNK UP.

blogged at 4:46 PM

Saturday, May 20, 2006

grandmom's place.
i kinda felt fustrated in there.
seems like somthing's missing.
the two kids were noisy.
charlotte was awake most of the time.
ADORABLE.
but she was crying.
the weather.

went to have sting ray.
i swear i'll never go if keefe's going.
today weren't that nice after all.
my phone were quiet.
it seems strange.

what about the words u told me last night.
i wonder if u were fine.
i wondered when u didn't reply.
yes, i'm falling.
it felt strange.

blogged at 11:03 PM

Friday, May 19, 2006

i'm all sleepy now cause i hadn't sleep in the afternoon.
guess i'm so used to afternoon naps now.
what a pig.
sleep and eat.
sleep and eat.
i'm getting fat.

u said it was fate.
u said u were thankful they pulled this prank on u.

blogged at 10:53 PM

Sunday, May 14, 2006

SATURDAY
alrights.
woke up late as usual.
ans slack all the way to noon.
before heading down to PS alone.
went to buy mama's day present.
hahs.
first time all on my own to do shopping.
brought stuffs and headed down to grandmom's place for BBQ.
BBQ for the end of my exam and for mama's day celebration.

night fall and the BBQ started.
bro and cousin satrted the fire while i was playing with charlotte upstairs.
(:
she's so adorable.
puffy cheeks and extremely small body.
she loves making noisy sounds to make u think she's crying.
BUT she's not.
she just love to stretch and make lots of noise.!
SMITTENS ;

alrights.
as any other BBQ i went.
i ate and ate.
(:
thats what i'm there for.!
all the cousins came exact carmen.
WHO PROMISED ME SHE'LL BE THERE.
INSTEAD SHE WENT OUR WITH HER GUY.!!!
even sheryl came lahs.!
shall punish carmen the next time.
wahahahas.
gave god-mummy her present.
and she was shock.
(:
i love surprises for people and make them smile.
hahs.

came home and gave momsie her mama's day celebration.
cake , flowers and her CERTIFICATE.!
momsie was so touched.
just like last yr. (:
so here are the photos.

bro was such a bad camera man that he didn't take momsie's flowers.
and so the perfect one.

and with that.
HAPPY MAMA'S DAY. (:

the promise that slowly fades.

blogged at 12:54 PM

Friday, May 12, 2006

its time to reflect on what i've done so far.
NOTHING.!
so its back to study next week.
CHINESE O's IS COMING.
there's still 17 more days to CHINESE O's.
i must say yangjun's clever.
or maybe he's willing to study.
he did not that bad for the subjs.
NOT BAD.
(:

went outsie with clar ystd.
she's officially my tanning partner.
and my PART TIME pampering meal partner.
CHUANLIAN'S the full time pampering partner.

my own bro's going to sentosa tml w/ his army friends.
and he asked me if i wanted to go when he first step into the house.
hahs.
OF COURSE.
but he later denied acess for me.!
cause he says its all guys.
fine.
but i just wna go out and buy mama's day present for momsie.!
):

the promise.
the everything.
its all fading.
just let it fade away and i wont think of u.
just let us go apart.
just let us walk in diff direction.
how i wish we didn't know each other.
and that we've never cross each other's path.

blogged at 12:11 AM

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

YES YES YES.!
MYE is OVER.!
hip hip hurray.
the tired days are over.
and now.
its BREAKTIME.!
hahs.
but soon i'll hit the books agains.
MAY 29 is CHINESE O LEVEL EXAM.
uh huh.
and MAY 26 is PTM.
how horrible is that.
okays.
i admit i'm gonna do very badly for MYE b'cause i'm not prepared.
and i hadn't study enough.
yes.
its NO ENOUGH.
so i guess my motivation came too late.
right nicholas.?

according to pauline wong who wasted our time for some minor stuffs.
we're gna be able to see our papers from thurs when we're back in sch.
oh.
i DONT HAVE TO GO SCH TML.!
how cool is that.
ipure geog students have finished their papers as from today.!
but its GOD DADDY, MICH TAN and CORENE'S bday.!
hahs.
i'm gna party tml.!
its a break i've dream for since i mugged hard.

emotional. jealous. silly.
its all me.
these few weeks.
so much of everything.
a little of this and that filled up everything in me.
i was drained and tired.
who isn't.?
but who would wna know what is goin on in me.
no one would.
and i wouldn't wna say.
dine sis said to me before.
dont shut urself.
tell me if u need someone to listen to u.
but right now.
my doors are closed.
with me inside my world with four walls.
i'm still emo now.
strange.!
hahs.

*i guess i'll start saying sorry to those whom i promised i'll do good for mid yr.
i'm sorry to
xavier bro , nicholas , junjie(nanny cant make it this time.) , serena and yeowting.

blogged at 2:40 PM