♥ shan's.

Friday, June 30, 2006

the blues stayed.
i dont know why.
life's so tiring sometimes.
but it still has to be continued.

bro was so sweet.
a e-mail and it made me feel better.
thanks bro.

my two lovely tortoise is no longer with me.
someone else is helpin me lookin after it.
the guy's called jack poo.
and the girl jill poo.
nana came up with jack and jill.
and i wanted their surnames to be POO.
cause they POO-ED the moment their tank was clean.

mon was ultimately unusual.
u tried so hard to make me smile.
and i let u down.
u knew i wasn't okays.
and u took time out from studying to keep me companied through msgs.
u sang me my bday song.
everything u did were just to see me smile.
u wanted me to be happy on my big day.
i failed to live up to what i used to tell u.
its diff this yr boy.
u touched my heart and hang me on.

blogged at 4:27 PM

Monday, June 26, 2006

INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Do the following WITHOUT complaint.
2. Choose 5 person to do this after you completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this.

I'VE BEEN TAGGED!:)

Favourites
Favourite Colour: everyone knows i love green.
Favourite Food: calbury fruit and nuts choc
Favourite Song: feng by jay chou
Favourite Movie: king kong
Favourite Sport: bball
Favourite Day of the Week: fri - can rest abit
Favourite Season: there's only a season in spore. (BUT I LOVE WINTER)
Favourite Ice Cream: mac flurry

Currents
Current Mood: UNHAPPY.
Current Taste: nothing.
Current Clothes: HIHS green house shirt and FBT shorts
Current Desktop: adidas ali.- FLOAT LIKE A BUTTERFLY. STING LIKE A BEE
Current Toe nail Colour: none. - i didn't paint them
Current Time: 07 : 28 PM
Current Surroundings: my cosy bedroom - what do u think.?
Current Annoyances: none. - im listenin to a good song
Current Thoughts: im thinkin bout my today.

Firsts
First Best Friend: girlfriend irah and girlfriedn yah
First Movie: mulan
First Lie: not sure.
First Music: twinkle twinkle lil star

Lasts
Last Cigarette: i DONT smoke - and i dont like it (get it.?)
Last Drink: plain water
Last Car Ride: car- this mornin. bus - just now.
Last Crush: someone.
Last Movie: poseidon
Last Phone Call: xunfu - to pick up my two tortoise.
Last CD played: CD none.

Have you ever
Have you ever dated one of your best friend: no.
Have you ever broken the law: jay walk counted.?
Have you ever been arrested: NO
Have you ever skinny-dipped: of course NOT.
Have you ever been on TV: no.
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: maybe when i was a baby.?

Things
5 things you are wearing: glasses, shirt, shorts, earrings and hair clips.
4 things you done today: go sch, eat swenson, blow candle, cry.
3 things you can hear right now: my mp3, the fan, the tv
1 thing you do when you are bored: SLP

PEOPLE TO DO THIS:
1. chuanlian
2. stepf
3. esthr
4. kristine
5. LIM XUANMING.

blogged at 7:22 PM

sch.
tiring.
nothing special.

thanks to nana, chuanlian and clar for willing to accompany me to swensen to eat my free ice-cream.

blogged at 6:20 PM

Sunday, June 25, 2006

MIA.
THURS
went godma's house to stay on thurs night since my cable broke down.
so ended up slping at 5.30 in the MORNIN.
watched soccer with godpa.
BRAZIL VS JAPAN.

FRI
got awoken up by jolene who came telling godpa to wake up.
next to causeway.
had swensen.
and went back home.
played games.
pasar malam.
then dinner.
went to watch the performance at chua chu kang.
COOL.
applause to the live band who lit up everything.
if not it's gna be super dull.
fireworks came ff after that.
PRETTY.

SAT
woke up super early for flag day.
SCREW IT.
i was super sleepy can.
took the tin and went to had breakfast @yakun.
off to grandma's place with clar.
charlotte's sweet.
(:
her big NICE EYES.
but she threw up on me.
and thus i had to change to home clothings.
godpa came and picked me up.
returned the tin and had ding tai feng.
SLURPS-
had a cake in the night.
my fav BLACK FOREST.
----------------------

sch's starting tml.
but i've so many homework not completed.
sigh-
lucks to those who's starting their exams on tml.!
JIA YOU.!

blogged at 9:55 PM

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

im turning into a pig soon.
very SOON.
history SEQ - DONE.
EL concord intermediate - COMPLETED.
VETORS - DONE.
its going to be completed soon.!

soccer later.
AGRENTINA vs NETHERLAND.
i so wna watch it.!

ciaos.
my sweetheart.

blogged at 11:42 PM

i didn't wna say a single thing.
to bear with everything was what i choose.
nich says im silly.
but there's nothin i can do.
its not me if i tell him to get off my back.
cause i wont.
if only bro were to appear in front of me.
and hear whatever is kept inside.
i told esthr that i'll die if he cont to torture me.
YES I WILL.

the shoulder and the listening ears i needed.
but u were busy.
i kept everything inside and i feels like im exploding.
yes, i wna go to the beach.

the tears that i tried to stop.
but they just roll down my cheeks.

SCREW U.

blogged at 12:24 AM

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

let us all say together.
HUISHAN'S A BAD GIRL.
huishan's a bad girl.

i skipped test today.
credits to clar my FULL TIME TANNIN PARTNER.
she's jealous that she's only my PART TIME PAMPERING MEAL PARTNER.
so i shall make her be know as my FULL TIME TANNIN PARTNER.
hahs.
be happy clar.

daughter say the test was a killer.
thankfully i didn't go.
migraine came back last night.
i couldn't see and its totally irritating.
but the pain was over once i regain my sights.
lols.

talked on the phone till 3.30 AM.
its nice.
i totally forget about the agony i had before the call.
thanks mr BOO BOO.

why should this be happening.?
tell me.
millions of thoughts and words in my mind.
but none came out.
by saying those stuffs, i'll be super mean.
nich says to make my stand and show him who's rulling.?
and that i shouldn't let him climb over me.?
was it a mistake to be nice.?
was it.?
i thought we were really just being friends.
FRIENDS.
sometimes i feel like screaming.
stop all those nonsense and GET OFF MY BACK.
pls, let me off.

all i want is to lead a carefree and happpy life.
grant me that will u.?

to CHUANLIAN :
im sorry that i cant turn up for miracle weekend.
and u seem disappointed.
im sorry truckloads.
cause mon's CHU YI.
momsie need to eat vegetarian food.
so the celebration falls on sun.
i hope u would forgive me.

blogged at 3:51 PM

Sunday, June 18, 2006

i couldn't think properly.

is gorbachev solely to be blame for the collaspe of soviet union.? or NOT.?
where's chuanlian.?
the one who do well for history.

i realise its not just those homework i have to complete.
i still have to do EL which i so forget to.

updates.

HOMEWORK WHICH I'VE NOT DONE :
1. TONS of English worksheets (they need printing)
2. History SBQ and SEQ.
3. Physics TYS ( 2 chapt and 2004 paper)
4. Chemistry TYS ( 3 chapt) and alkenes & alkanes worksheets.
5. Mathematics - Locus
6. Social studies SEQ
7. Pure geog map reading

WHATS KEEPING ME BUSY :
1. Studying for next tues pure geog test
2. Career attachment at TP on next thurs.
3. Doing the above mentioned homeworks
4. Flag selling on next sat
5. Meeting xuanming and studying with him -plus teaching him.
6. Watching interesting World Cup matches - my cable's HOME.!
7. Struggling to do all the homeworks
8. Ignoring messages.

i'm struggling to squeeze something out for SS SEQ.
those questions are so not very nice to attempt.
i'm struggling to think if the fall of Soviet Union is to be solely blamed on GORBACHEV.
is he or not.?
i'm struggling to do the TYS.
a look at the qns makes my head burst.
i'm struggling to study for TUES' test.

tonight 12 am.
BRAZIL vs AUSTRALIA.
i wna watch.
but what about my homeworks.?
DARN THOSE TEACHERS.
big bad wolfs.!

blogged at 3:57 PM

suddenly, i feel like a deflated ballon.
flat and of no use.
the air escape.
bawahhhhhhhs-

my brains are exploding soon.
VERY SOON.

HOMEWORK I'VE NOT COMPLETED.
1. History SBQ and SEQ.
2. Chemistry TYS and alkenes & alkanes worksheet
3. Physics TYS
4. Locus worksheet
5. Social Studies SEQ.
6. Pure Geography map reading.

to add on to it.
there's a pure geog test on tues.
i highly doubt my ability to complete everything.
disheartened.
can i have another year.?
just grant me another year.

i hate myself for being slow.
for being lazy.
for being whatever i am.
i wondered if i ever achieved anything big in my life.
its not study but cca.
and its pri sch somemore.
what have i done to be proud of.?
nothing.
negative negative and negative.

esther's not here.
bro's not here.
sis's not here.
chuanlian's not here.

where have all the motivation gone to.?
THIS IS JUST THE O LVL.
THERE ARE HARDER TASK TO ACCOMPLISH IN FUTURE.
DONT TELL ME U'RE GONNA GIVE UP NOW.?!
WHAT ABOUT YOUR DREAM.?
HUISHAN, WAKE UP.!

IF I CAN, I WILL.
BUT NOW, I CANT.

blogged at 12:03 AM

Friday, June 16, 2006

TANK - Wo Men Xiao Shi Hou

i started wondering.
the worst came to my mind.
i'm worried.
but i know its redundant.
cause u should be fine.
but i cant stop thinking.
where's u.?

slpt through while listening to songs.
i'm tired.
struggling to keep myself be good.
BE GOOD AND STUDY NG HUI SHAN.
next tues there's another revision test.
this time its on coast.
so i better start studying on it.
all the sea caves, arch and all.

the feeling of emptiness.

blogged at 11:09 PM

Thursday, June 15, 2006

HAPPY BDAY BEN BEN.!

stuck at home.
i'm not at admiralty.
decided not to go cause i'm going to sch tml.
OH HOW GOOD.
millions and billions of reluctance running through me.
i so DONT WNA GO.
weathering is seriously driving me crazy.
nothing went in.
and i want a break.
A BREAK.

walk down the beach in the evening to see the sun setting.
I WANT.

somethings bothering me.
it dont feel good.
sort of.
but are we getting a little too close that exit the border of friends.?
i dont really like it.
but i dont wna think too much.
is it my pure imagination or is something going on.?
when u msg me day and night.
i thought there wasn't anything.
but laters.
it became daily.
whats wrong.?
i'm tired of having to report what i'm doing.
and what i'll be doing next.
someone.
tell me i'm wrong.
and that no one has ever exit that border.

i wna seek in u.

blogged at 6:22 PM

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

OUTS OUTS OUTS.
girlfriend yah cant make it due to some personal reasons.
so its just left with me and girlfriend irah.
FUN FUN FUN.
(:

marina sq. suntec. esplanade. raffles place.
it was totally fun.
we went crazy at suntec.
bought stuffs.

i started taking artistic shots of esplanade.
its nice.
then the underpass.
COOL.
lols

the picture says it all.
(:

ESPLANADE

do u get what it says.?

merlion is BATHING. hahs.

outside esplanade.

UNDERPASS

isn't it cool.?

raffles place

one fine day, i'll have my weddin photos TOO.!

okays.
enough of the photos.
i'm a little tired too.
lols.
but in the end.
i'll end off with this.
and I LOVE U GIRLFRIEND. (:

blogged at 6:41 PM

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

my cable fused.
so no more soccer for the time being.
and so.
its back to studies.
i promised chuanlian i wont whine/complain at the fact i cant watch.
cause its all fate.
yaddah yaddahs.

but i'll be back for soccer tml.!
HEE HEES.

i'm just feeling irritated.

i prayed to the lord so that u'll get well soon.

blogged at 6:46 PM

my mom think i'm no longer a girl.
BECAUSE.
i chase the world cup now.!
but no one ever said girls cant chase soccer.
i know its ironic of me to post about worldcup.
but heys.
i just watch an exciting and heartbreaking match.

AUSTRALIA VS JAPAN.
i so wish japan will win.
rushed back home just to watch this match.
came home not long and i heard.
ITS A GOAL.!
i was so happy that i almost jump off my sofa.
MY MOM THINKS I'M NUTS.
i was still arguing with yeowting about who will win just now.
HE SO LOVE TO GO AGAINST ME.
being persistent, he kept saying australia will win.
and in the end.
AUSTRALIA SCORED 3 STUNNING GOALS.
oh man.
i lost.
and he so hope he had bet on it.
then he'll earn lots of money.
LAME LAHS.

and so, i'll believe which team yt say will win.
ohs.
tml's match are PERFECT TOO.

9pm - Korea VS Togo
12am - France VS Switzerland
3am - Brazil VS Croatia

I WANT TO WATCH THE MATCH ON 3AM.
call me crazy or what.
its an exciting match.
if i can wake up and watch the match ARSENAL VS BARCELONA.
i can wake up and watch this match too.
WEE HEEES.
i'm glued to my tv in the nights.

blogged at 12:25 AM

Monday, June 12, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARHLIN NAT.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TERRY KOR.

two precious someone.
wish darhlin nat will be very happy today.
cause i prayed when the clock struck 12 that i wna her happy FOREVER.
hope the lord hears me.
(:

i'm in love with cao ge's shu dao wu da ying wo.
hahs.
alrights.
i need to get out already.
STUDY.

till then.

blogged at 1:07 PM

Sunday, June 11, 2006

19 homeworks on elearning.
GOSH.
and sad enough.
another of maria goh's e-mail.

SUBJECT : Revision Test 3.
Hi All, There will be a test on 16th June 2006 (Friday) at 10am. Please be punctual on that day.

The test will cover
1. The work of river ( Erosion, Transportation, Deposition)
2. The whole chapter of weathering

Please Study Hard ! Time is running short ! Be Prepared !.
MGoh

WHAT.?
a test.!
and i'm not staying in hougang on fri.!
i'm at ADMIRALTY.
hellos.
its at woodlands.!
someone tell me, how am i to wake up early and GO TO SCH.!
ass.
furthermore.
its on WEATHERING.
shit lahs.
i'll be so dead.

not to mention the so many things which we have to complete.
CHEMISTRY, PHYSICS, MATHS, SOCIAL STUDIES, MAP READING HOMEWORK.
where has my little break gone to.?
this is so not nice to be in.
i think i'm going bonker.

a little walk in the rain.
bring away the pains and burden.
the beach the beach.!!!!
grumbles.

I SO DONT LIKE THIS.

blogged at 4:10 PM

Friday, June 09, 2006

cao ge - shi jie wei yi de ni

ITS THE END OF STUDY WEEK.
endured two weeks and its over.
time for a ~~long~~ short break.
but lets wait till i finish that geog test on tml.
grrr.

shopping is what i want.
girlfriends are going with me.
marina square. suntec. esplanade.
girlfriend irah wants to go esplanade. HAHAs.

----------------------
the weird feelins stir.
i dont know.
pssshhhh.
will u accompany me.?

blogged at 3:57 PM

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

Click Five - Catch your wave.

yet another boring day.
CHUANLIAN CHUANLIAN.
we've run out of places to go after sch.!
how how how.?
oh yahs.
our pampering meal.!
its coming SOON.
leave a day next week free for me.
alrights.?
i'll bring u there and eat till your full.

stupid alan goh woke me up when i merely started sleeping.
but its regarding my presents.
BIG SMILE-
hahs.
its nice of him to buy me something when he go thailand.
but i thought he said he was going to get me a boyfriend.?
thats dumb.

tml marks the last day of SS course.
yeahs.!
i'm so evil.
e maths are hard to pass by.
cause ms kok teach.
how come a chapt has to be taught for so long.?
it started before MYE.
and till now, she's still teaching.
HURRY HURRY.

river is driving me crazy.
not to mention, maria goh added plates TOO.
goodness.
river alone is enough to kill.
the erosion methods, transportation method.
ox-bow lake, meanders, waterfall...
MOMMY.! SAVE ME.!

study study study.
ohs, i'm staying at admiralty from next tues to next sat.
god-daddy's not in.
so i'm staying over w/ god-mummy and the two kids.
not to mention.
its GIRLFRIENDS day out on thurs.
i'm praying that yah and irah would make it.
if not shall meet up yangjun and watch OMEN.
is he bringing his girl too.?

I SAW GIRLFRIEND YAH today.!

days pass.
to not think may be the easiest way out.
to hide out from the crowd.
to shut away from everything.
the serenity.

when everything turned nothing,
what was it that matters most.?

blogged at 11:25 PM

Monday, June 05, 2006

tick tock tick tock.
tickery tickery tock.

itchy day.
i got so itchy when i reached school.
that i even restort to asking chuanlian and weishan to beat me.
the rash the rash the rash.!

went off early to see doc.
so many people's sick.
the humid weather.
BIG BOO BOO.

came home.
ate the porridge i bought.
and went to bed.
MENJIT SINGH called my home.
asked why i skipped SS course.
so my momsie told him i'm SICK.
which is uh huh the truth.

the itch has stop.
but i've a big lump on my thigh.
appeared out of nowhere and it hurts.

i hae this feelin my bed sheets are dirty.
maybe i should change them and i'll get well soon.
how lame.

sing.
sing me a lullaby to coax me to bed.
so i'll sleep soundly.
the dream which seems so real.
so near yet so far.
i just want to be the lady beside ur driver's seat.

blogged at 11:14 PM

Sunday, June 04, 2006

its getting worst.
and i'm wondering if i should go home right after geog tml.
BUT oh well, there's this SS course WHICH I PAID W/ my EDUSAVE.
how i wish someone would tell me what to do.

right eye's swollen.
I"LL NEVER GET OUT OF MY HSE.
ny nose is just like a tap which is not turn off.
my head feels like its been squashed.
ridiculous.
how can i be sick now.?

and in conclusion, if i aint in sch tml.
someone could help me tell the TEACHERS why i'm M.I.A.
thanks a zillion.

i wanted u to know.
but i didn't want u to worry.
its all silly.

blogged at 3:57 PM

Saturday, June 03, 2006

got awoken up VERY EARLY.
7.27AM.
when i only need to be in sch by like 9.30.?
okays.
so i left home early.
brougt mac to sch for me and chuanlian.
then came the TEST.
its purely dumb.
cause i didn't memorise any plates and all.

came home and slpt till 6 plus.
went grandmom's place for awhile.

my life is purely a routine.
I WNA GO SHOPPIN.!

sometimes when the skies get dark.
lightning flashes, thunder roars.
i yearn to seek shelter from u.
i may not grown when i want to.
i may not understand as much as u expect me to.
but i'm trying hard.
to show u that i can.
and that i'll grow.

blogged at 11:52 PM

Friday, June 02, 2006

studying for tml's geog test.
its totally dreadful to even have to go to sch on sat.
PLATE TECTONICS.
my brain is filled with magma, volcanoes earthquake.
but i miss getting out w/ esther.
think she's out of singapore already.
not sure.
but i only knew she's leaving singapore.
hahs.
what a sis i am.
and when she's back, i'm going get her out to shop.
the O's are coming.

dont think i'll wna go to grandmom's place tml.
I HAVE NOTHING TO DO THAT.
but i'm also down with flu.
so its best to stay home.

went to cut hair in the morning.
and our sch's concert starting in like 4 hours plus time.?
not sure.
lucks to those who are performing.
hope everything will turn out well and that it won't rain.
so that the parade could go on smoothly.
(:

i want to watch the omen.
it seems scary.
BUT I WANT TO WATCH.
anyone.?

its shopping, movie and eating fiesta that i want.
but what i want most is to walk down the beach in the night.

to you i may still be that lil girl.
but come one day, u'll see me all grown up.
that boy out there.

blogged at 2:47 PM

survied a week of extra lessons.
and sat's geog test.
WOWS.
another week to pull through.
lets just try.

to snuggle in ur arms was what i want now.
ur warmth.

blogged at 12:08 AM