suddenly, i feel like a deflated ballon.
flat and of no use.
the air escape.
bawahhhhhhhs-
my brains are exploding soon.
VERY SOON.
HOMEWORK I'VE NOT COMPLETED.1. History SBQ and SEQ.
2. Chemistry TYS and alkenes & alkanes worksheet
3. Physics TYS
4. Locus worksheet
5. Social Studies SEQ.
6. Pure Geography map reading.
to add on to it.
there's a pure geog test on tues.
i highly doubt my ability to complete everything.
disheartened.
can i have another year.?
just grant me another year.
i hate myself for being slow.
for being lazy.
for being whatever i am.
i wondered if i ever achieved anything big in my life.
its not study but cca.
and its pri sch somemore.
what have i done to be proud of.?
nothing.
negative negative and negative.
esther's not here.
bro's not here.
sis's not here.
chuanlian's not here.
where have all the motivation gone to.?
THIS IS JUST THE O LVL.
THERE ARE HARDER TASK TO ACCOMPLISH IN FUTURE.
DONT TELL ME U'RE GONNA GIVE UP NOW.?!
WHAT ABOUT YOUR DREAM.?
HUISHAN, WAKE UP.!
IF I CAN, I WILL.BUT NOW, I CANT.
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