Saturday, July 29, 2006
30 days to prelim.prepared for it.?
NO.
firstly, i hadn't been revising when i'm home.
secondly, i'm too tired to do so.
screw the school who made us stay till so late everyday.
i feel my time table is a bit useless.
everyone needs a good rest.
but its only 100 days to o lvl.
hanyong reminded me today.
sheesh, he's making me so nervous now.
TYS are so empty.
i need to do them.
NO MORE GOING OUT FOR SHOPPIN.
its no more than 4 months before i can enjoy all i want.
CHIONG AHS.
im tellin my mom i want to go cruise in jan'07.
and my mom's tellin me she wna go macau in dec'06.
i wish for boyfriend's ankle to recover soon.
i wish for
him to get well soon.
she who wish everything was alright.
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Friday, July 28, 2006
what an emo week.
come to think of it, its silly.
if granny were still here.
the hug i wanted the most.
climbin up after u fell is never gna be easy.
so im still stuck there thinkin to stand up or not to.
i know its dumb.
but why has thing got to reach this stage.?
if i said no earlier.
things wouldn't have gone this way.
he gave in, i gave in too.
this is for real.
boy, im sorry for doing this. i said to myself that im gan endure everything with u.be there when u need someone.but i backed off.i couldn't move on.im sorry.really am.i didn't mean to break u so hard.i want to move on.
i dont wna the past to hold me back.
I DONT.
granny,
f u hear me from heaven.
pls tell me what i should do.
pls.
she's alone in this world.
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Sunday, July 23, 2006
it has yet become another routine.
wake up. go sch. come home. eat and slp.
routine huh.
get sick and u're super dead.
i stuff myself with chocs to be awake.
heehees.
another month to go and prelim's here.
drop dead.
bahs.
i miss my chance to play ball with pentium ystd.
and i failed to live up to my promise and make him smile.
when there's a will there's a way.hold on boy, we're gna work through everything.that boy who melts my heart and find a way through.he knows me inside out.SMILE.
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Wednesday, July 12, 2006
world cup's over but im still super shagged out.
try sleeping for that little amount of time.
and spent more than half the day in sch.!
anyone would go bonker easily.
where's the urge to study.?
and why are we always so noisy.?
why are we always the ones who make teachers angry and punish us.?
sometimes i truly wonder why.
if i can, i would shake the guys and wake them up.
grrrrrrr.
teachers complain day and night to each other about 4 dil.
they alwys say the same thing.
"4 dil has no sense of urgency."
"they dont even know when to be serious and mug hard"
"they create hell during lesson"
"they hand in ultimately late work"
see see see.!
every mornin.
i dragged my feet when i wake up.
knowing its a long day to go.
knowing that i'll not be able to have naps.
knowing that i need to study till late in the night.
its very tiring.
i dread going to sch now.
HUSHAN ARS HUISHAN.
CHIONG FOR THIS LAST 4 MONTHS AND U'LL BE FREE.
AFTER THE EXAMS.
U CAN GO PARTY, SLP ALL U WANT.
CHIONG.!
battling the tired eye lids.
muggin hard.
its all my own effort to strive hard.
BUCK UP HUISHAN.!
if only fairy godmama would grant me 24 hrs of slp now.stop dreamin dude.the world cup ends with italy winnin ;
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Saturday, July 08, 2006
im super tired now.
bored stiff to be exact.
sports meet this yr was a total bore and worst still.
its out to kill students.
whats up with that HI 50 that dehydrated so many people.
and cause so many to vomit.
in the end it became HI 35 cause the students cant take it.
what a stupid event.
im used to your msg now.what has happen.?have i changed.?i got uptight when u went upset.i tried my very best to make u feel better.i went all out to make u smile.prelims is drawing near.and i dont wna this thing.i know whats going on.and u knew its impossible.but still u treated me more than just normal girl-friend.tell me what to do.im at lost.u've changed from the past.and the u now is unlike what u were.an ant bite me on my leg and on my middle finger.
NOTE: pls ignore the middle finger.
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Sunday, July 02, 2006
procrastinated.
awful.
life's dull on the weekend.
i dont know why.
alrights.
enough of watching world cup.
there's nothing nice anymore.
its either germany or france that is going to win.
brazil's off home.
cause thiery henry scored the goal against brazil this mornin.
i was wide asleep.
too tired i guess.?
watching the match now.
repeat telecast.
tml's a holiday.
since today's youth day.
fri's the early dismissal.
all thanks to MOE excel fest.
uh huh.
there's still so much homework that needs to be done.
never will i enter the e-learning portal again.
its SCARY.
gna rent dvd to watch on tml.
i dont know whats wrong with me.its all crazy now.the one i needed so much doesn't seem that impt now.something's not right.boy, i dont know whats wrong.it feels like im avoiding u.my ankle hurts.
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