its a dilemma to decide what to do.
but i did it without asking him.
i told the truth out to someone i know i dont wanna lie to.
it was a mistake right from the start.
often, i would ask myself if i should clarify.
but the more people know, the worst it'll get.
i dont wanna drag anyone down anymore.
not those bunch of guys that i hang around with from cls.
prelims this week pulled me out of that dilemma.
but when there's spare time to rest.
i think about everything.
that includes the lie.
white lie as wht others said.
but even if it is a white lie, i shouldn't have lied to tht someone in the first place.
so i told the truth.
i dont know how tht someone felt, but im feeling guilty and bad.
guilty of hiding things for so long.
but since the truth is out to tht someone, what matters most is to look forward.
:)
spent the rest of the time waiting for him.
telling him what i wna say.
and hang out with him and his bunch of joker friends.
nice people but always makes me laugh.
its now or never.
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