freaking maths teachers.
irritating mom.
2 full weeks of block timetable lesson starts next mon.i chose not to go for SS and EM and EL.
but freaking SS teacher wants everyone to go.
if i go, i swear i'll get hyper confuse by the teacher and do worst.
i don't wna go e maths, ms kok is driving me nuts.
and the fact that i get stuck at questions is getting me pissed off.
meet the parent session (PTM) is super horrible.
kill the tan hs and my mom!
they tag team and made me agree to attend lessons on block timetable!
truth be told, SS is a waste of time okays.
it was just plain wasting time.
i can't wait for graduation.
getting out of HOLY is the best wish i ever wna fulfil.
maybe its time to come true.
the truth may cause people to hate me.
but i only ask for understanding, its okay if u don't forgive me.
IM SORRY~fact be know.
I WASN'T TOGETHER WITH YEOWTING AT ALL.it was just a lie, a lie to cover for everything.
its because of xunfu that i had to lie.
nobody knew how much sorrow he gave me.
but deep down, i was feeling all drained up.
yes, he once made me sway.
but he wasn't able to make me feel secure.
and we didn't click.
when he phoned me, we'll always have nothing to say.
he tried means and ways to make me go over his place whn he was sick.
but he didn't think of my feelins.
when i started ignorin him, he got worst.
at that point of time, i was suffering.
BADLY.
studies wasn't making any improvement.
and i spend my nights msgin him.
replying to his msgs.
when i first rejected him, he persevered on.
thn i realise im going crazy.
yeowting was being nice when he offered to help me.
by pretendin to be my bf.
but i don't wna tell the world we "broke off".
i want the truth to be known so that it'll be fair to yt too.
so here i am, telling the truth.
i cried when i have to go on with the lie.
each night, i drown myself with tears.
so i would slp soundly.
in conclusion,
ME AND YEOWTING WAS NEVER TOGETHER.AND I WAS SINGLE ALL ALONG.I'M SORRY THAT I'VE TO LIE.
those msgs which i hesistate to delete.i wish i had the courage to do something about it.but instead, i drown myself with tears again.HE'S NEVER GNA BE THE MAN.
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