mom and dad's anniversary ystd.
so we had steamboat.
the haze was crazy.
getting sick soon.
the photos later on another day.
i need to go off and study soon.
gng night study later.
5 hours of maths @ mac just nw.
clar's my new teacher.
who teaches maths.
i know u saw it when u came by.that is the truth.i plucked my courage and wrote everything here.maybe to u, i may be fabricating facts.but those are all the words deep down.xf, it was the insecurities that made me said no.do u know how i felt whn so and so told me u owe them money?i wnt, why?if u could have the money and the thought to buy me a belated present.why don't u have the money to return them?this makes me totally insecure.i feel i can't depend on u at all.right now, u have the ability to buy cards.so why can't u pay them back?i may have rejected u, but deep in u're still a friend i wna help.i pulled u out whn u were sad.and i know i pushed u back in.we'll all go our own way thn.u made me feel like a fool sometimes.to be frank with u, u were the 2nd guy who made me cry besides we know who.i know he'll see this.
aint ur princess, aint ur prisoner.this struggle, this battle.FOCUS.
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