♥ shan's.

Monday, November 27, 2006

wont be online from tml till thurs mornin.
HAHAHAS.
anyway, im not all very happy nw.
angry to be exact.
ROARS.

make me smile.

I MISS ESTHER SO MUCH NW.
):

blogged at 4:18 PM

i seriously dont know whats wrong with the adults today.
EVERYONE just seems to have PMS.
and just a word could turn into a fight.
dad totally ignore everyone tonight.
mom and bro was blasting and nagging all the way.
SOMETHING'S NOT RIGHT.

i finally understood where my stubborness came from.
MY DAD.
he was totally so like me tonight.
all the black face.
walking fast.
so typical of me!

when it all comes crashing down.
i rmb how u used to pushed me on.
and for that i hang in there.
u're the best friend i ever had.

blogged at 12:05 AM

Sunday, November 26, 2006

HOME ALONE.

home alone and feeling hyperly hungry.
but i've no money.
crap.
furthermore, there's nothing to eat at home!
no potatoes chips, only ice cream.
but i hadn't touch anything from the moment i woke up.
ROARS lahs.

went out YSTD.
family outing to marina square to get my MP3.
bought the MP3 then went to mizuno.
bought a shirt and its at 50%.
luckily bro's a member of world of sports.
headed down to gram's place after that to play with charlotte.

found something when i cleared my cupboards a few days ago.
so im gna post it up here.
well some of u might have already know im also called audrey.
but well, not many do know.
this thing is in french but godpa translated it for me.

AUDREY

Audrey a une personnalite asse mysterieuse!
Elle est calme, secrete etponderee dans ses actes quotidiens.
Sa volonte et sa capacite de travail sont superieures a la moyenne des gens.
Cote coeur, gran elle aime, elle fait alors rarement le premier pas...
Elle attend plutot qu'on la devine, sinon elle peut estimer que le jeu n'en vaut pas la chandelle.

AUDREY

Audrey has a rather mysterious personality.
She is calm, secretive and level-headed in her everyday acts.
Her will and her work capacity are superior than the average people.
Close to heart, when she likes, she rarely makes the first move...
She rather wait for someone to see to it, otherwise, she can sense that it is not worth the effort.

ehs, kinda true.
i've mysterious personality.
but the work capacity i dont know.
the close to heart thing hahahs.
true!

okays, im very hungry now.
gna go eat things.

hold me in ur arms when it all goes wrong.

blogged at 2:56 PM

Saturday, November 25, 2006

BORED TOTALLY.

went out today.
supposingly getting my MP3 but well.
it was out of stock.
so gna get it tml with my bro.
thank goodness he was able to book out.

so the trip out with dino today.
was hilarious and a lot of walking.
we were arguing all along.
right from the moment i met him.
i was suppose to meet him at 3pm.
but i arrived only at 3.08.
he gave me a grace time of 5 mins.
and that means im late by only 3 mins.
BUT I STILL OWE HIM A LUNCH.
ROARS.

im hyper bored now.
thats because all the usual people are not online.
CLAR's not online.
STEVEN's not in spore.
DINO's not online either.
ESTHER's out of spore.
CHUANLIAN's in camp.
GIRLFRIEND IRAH's not online.

men si wo le!

i fear of meeting up with u.
because i know u wont let me go once u meet me up.
all those words going on and on in my mind.
why?
shit, this is so terrible.
the feeling of being a third party.

blogged at 12:37 AM

Thursday, November 23, 2006

HEADACHE

lack of proper sleep lead to a not so nice headache.
had to look after charlotte when momsie prepared her milk early in the morning.
my eyes couldn't even open!
guess the trip out just tired me out.

charlotte's off home.
and she didn't recongnise her home.
ending up crying.
my mom pampered her too much.

getting out on tml.
buying my MP3 and walk around!
shall see.

alrights.
my head's getting terrible now.
due to excessive naggin from my mom.
and the headache itself.

just want to be the lady.
whom u'll say she's your everything.

blogged at 10:57 PM

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

TIRING DAY

its hyper tiring now.

i'm VERY HUNGRY and SLEEPY.

but there's nothing for me to eat.

IM STARVING.

charlotte woke up very early today.

and i wasn't home most of the time today.

went to get my hair done in the mornin.

and my butt hurts after sitting for so long.

but the end result was alrights.

except that my hair very chui now.

photos later.

came home, rested.

then went to meet clar.

off to orchard.

movie, shopping.

and the christmas lighting is so nice.

but i forget my camera.

left in a hurry.

clar's very FUNNY today.

and i really meant funny.

we got stalked even!

HAHAHS.

creative warehouse sale is on.

agreed to go with donavan this sat.

i wna get my zen neon!

AND I MUST SAY.

I LOVE THE COLOUR GREEN.

i always do.

would u hold me in ur arms when im all tired?

so here goes the photo!

blogged at 11:22 PM

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

ROTTING AT HOME.

had to return school today to collect leaving cert.
and of course to see if eligible for any 1st 3 months.
BUT.
of course i'm not.
come on, L1R5 32 thats brings me to no JC.
and im not interested in JC afterall.
plain lame when we return.
firstly i was late in meeting clar.
secondly the dumb security was chasing us to hurry go up to the hall.
the reason being?
MRS WONG VERY ANGRY WITH US, SHE'S UPSTAIRS.
faggots, when i enter the hall the was NO SIGN of pauline wong at all lahs!
liar!!
lastly, we can leave after collecting our stuffs!
i woke up early for nothing!?

came home and continue rotting.
clar went home.
crapped with steven and xuanming online.
turned nanny after that.
this basically end my day.
how bored can it goes?

good news is.
i'm going out with clar tml!
she wants to go to sentosa initially.
BUT weather forecast says its gna be thunderstorm tml.
and i wont be free in the mornin.
so decided to accompany her and watch the movie she wanted to watch.
i've finally had something to do.

gna start clearing my room.
dump those useless papers. (:
and clean everything up.
off goes the dust.

gna meet up gf this sat.
miss her so much!
jolene's gna come next thurs.
its shoppin shoppin and more shopping!
and im checking out vivocity for steven.
HAHS, too busy to see for it himself.
i'm a nice person afterall.
no, i was always nice.
BAHHHHS.
(:

those smiles that fade away fast.
my source of laughter.

blogged at 10:57 PM

Monday, November 20, 2006

HIP HIP HORRAY!
8 days of papers which stretch for 3 weeks.

hectic and tiring.

but its all over!

dump those books and burn the uniforms!

but i still have to go back sch tml to collect the leaving sch cert.

and something about the 1st 3 months thingy.

doesn't concerns me really.

lols!

charlotte's over at my place.

and she's the reason why im home most of the time.

adorable.

some photos from the late night torment.
and actually, the clock reads 1.25 AM.

what was it like when it all fall apart.

the frequent sms with nothing to talk about.

forcing myself a reply so u wouldn't bother me.

is it true when they say, that its tough to be friends after breaking off?

it sure is for us now.

though u didn't very much realise it.

sometimes, i feel i'm like a third party to ur relationship.

i wonder from time to time.

whether u would put me down fully.

i know i broke u hard.

but what has to end has to end.

the dillemma u would never know.

blogged at 10:36 PM