somethin's stirring in me.
and it painfully feels horrible.
if u wna have a specific name for it.
i think it could be named as heartache.
im trying very hard to feel fine and be fine.
but strange enough.
i couldn't do it this time.
blasting those songs on my MP3 didn't help either.
something's wrong with me.
very wrong.
yes, i was alrights after the talk with bro.
but things started filling in again.
where's that friend i'll always find?
has he like disappear or something?
i don't know.
i felt i have drifted from yt.
somehow.
and we've nothing to talk now either.
i wish i had magic.
so i could be at the beach now.
just sit and stare at the pitch black sea.
i just wish i could be at the beach now.
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stop this thinkin.this isn't meant to be.and it can't be.I'LL BE FINE.
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