♥ shan's.

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

in a few moment time I wont be home alone anymore.
my dad called to say they've reached s'pore.
but they're waitin for the gates to open!

so no more havin to get super hungry in the middle of the night.
and findin people to go eat with me.
yeahs!

went to clar's place just now.
and MIKI's totally so adorable.
she licks my toes and jumps around me.
in hope i'll give her my food.
DAY DREAM. (:
see how adorable she is?!

on my way out.

MIKI!

Clar was like busy watchin her show on youtube.
so i kept flippin through my Seventeen magazine.
then helped her with her earring.
then I couldn't do anything to it.
so I suggested we go mall and fixed it.

so we did.
and when the person was doin the fixin.
clar was grabbin my arms.
and it went red!
hahs, she even ask me to take a photo as evidence.

bought LJS back for dinner.
I want my contacts soon!
ohhs ohhs, cousin called me to ask what im wearin on CNY day 2.

GREAT MINDS THINK ALIKE EHS?
we're all dressed in DRESS.
LADYAYE!

okays, i think i STRAINED my ankle when im on my way to clar's.
I slip at the stairs.
SUAY.
i think its chain reaction.
BECAUSE, gf injured her TOEY ystd at the train station.

im off to watch soccer.
SINGAPORE VS THAILAND.

why do people ask me to find a bf?
they feel i wont be that blur and clumsy anymore if i have one.
but i disagree.
I'll still slip and fall and be clumsy when im alone without my bf.
so here it explains all.
maybe i'll see how things goes when im attached.
HAHAHHAS, so lame.

blogged at 7:40 PM

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

alrights, my gastric's acting up.
I dont know if im hungry or I'm really unwell.
I've no answers to eat.

porridge for dinner.
which left me coughin.

it felt so cold.

27.5 degrees.
WOW.

and im blessed.
alex called me in the noon to see if i wna lunch.
and he can get them for me since he's reaching point.

my bro called me to ask if i'd eaten.
my 3rd aunt phones me everyday to see if i've eaten.

vincent msged me to rmb to have my dinner.

thanks people.
and it was really nice of alex to accompany me for my supper.
THANKS!

blogged at 11:22 PM

no no, its not vincent my next block neighbour I'm talking about.
its my NEXT DOOR NEIGHBOUR.
thanks so much man.
drilling away whatever shit they're doing for the consecutive past 3 days.
and till late night some more.

and when I tried to take a nap to cure the headache.
they drilled AGAINS and even louder.
so I couldn't sleep anymore.
and have to sit here blogging about how vexed that it really feels.

I slept at 3 again.
thats because I went out for super with alex at 12 plus.
then the kaya bread and teh si kept me awake till 3AM.
so I watched Miami Ink on Travel and Living channel.
and I woke up at 10AM.

I woke up to the slightest noise ever now when I'm home alone.
and it's super creepy.

this mornin, I got awoken like ystd morning.
the pri school in front of my house created hell of noise.
just because their recess is over.
!!!!

my bro called again today.
yeahs, totally cared about.
and I told him bout my supper last night.
he went, "so hungry ahs?!"

I reckon my aunt will call me at 6PM.
and ask if I'd eaten or not.

my gastric is spoilt.
so I dont feel like eating anymore.
everything taste yucky.
includin Macdonalds.
but I'm hungry.
shit ass.

what's for dinner later?

I only know my nose's runny now.
detestable!

my mom should be in phuket now.

blogged at 4:58 PM

Monday, January 29, 2007

im very hungry now.
I am I am.

dont think and i wont feel hungry.
BUT, i ate dinner at 6PM.

CRIES!

blogged at 11:57 PM

there's four walls cornering me.
everything stares blankly at me.
no matter how hard i scream.
no one could hear me.

that kinda speak what im feelin now.
BORED.
extremely bored.
pentium went off already.

and steven wont be comin tml.
cause he had trainin to attend.

RWARRRS.
home alone without anythin to do.
IS BORED TO BITS.

the adults should be in penang now.
hello, pls buy me something pls.
THANKS!

im frettin about dinner now.
the tom yam I ate just now taste awful. ):

someone, pls cook something!

such a meaninless entry.

blogged at 5:05 PM

I'm home alone already.
thats OFFICIALLY.
bro booked in at 10.30PM.
and the dvd recorder dont wna work.
so I couldn't record the soccer match for him.

ARSENAL 1 BOLTON 1.
toure scored the goal.
header somemore. -hahhaha

anw, its late now.
and Im very hungry.
worst still, VINCENT tempts me with his bread w/ BUTTER.
ahhhhhhh!
he still wna makes funny faces at me somemore.
what a next block neighbour I have.

okays, I wont be alone in another few hour's time.
(:

which means im goin to sleep now.
and wake up in time.
if not nobody's gna open the door.
HAHAHAS.

hugs & kisses.

I hope you would be the one.
who would tell me I'm all that u ever dreamt of.

blogged at 2:10 AM

Sunday, January 28, 2007

the fact for now is such that my PARENTS are out in the sea already.
and here I am, watching Flags of Our Father with my bro.
actually, we weren't watching it at all.
it just kept playing and we didn't even bother to watch it.

so now, here we are.
watching the encore telecast of last night's soccer match.
SINGAPORE VS MALAYSIA.
I watched it last night at gram's place.
EVERYONE was watchin it.
3 generations together in the living room,
watching the match.
HAHAHAS.

I knew the scores already,
which is such that m'sia lost out in their last penalty shoot out.
so, S'PORE WON.

lets talk about ystd because I've loads of photos to post.
TYPICAL.

gram's place ystd was alrights.
because i had my lappy to keep me entertain.
& of course charlotte.
she's trying to stand on her own without any help.
and we reckon she'll walk very fast.
BUT, her crawling is still not that great yet.
HAHAHS.

charlotte fights the umbrella with me.
and the photos of her.
& some photo of my godsiblings - jolene & keefe
with me. (:

see, she's fighting the umbrella with me!

jolene.

she's my LOVE, always.

see! my mom even help her file her nails!

with her cast and in my arms.

keefe.

us three, they're my half bro and sis.

she looks cute here.

while waiting for half time to finish. (:

yeahs.
so i had fun ystd.
and im still strugglin with what to do for tonight.
after my bro booked in.
HOME ALONE?
not my fotre.

ahhhhhh.
keep me companied.

blogged at 4:17 PM

Friday, January 26, 2007

DISCLAIMER : IM NOT BEING A RACIST IN MY ENTRY BECAUSE MY BEST FRIEND ARE MUSLIM AND I RESPECT ALL RACES.

the new pumps is killing my toe nails.
and i met a freaking woman.
who totally spoiled my day.

now i understand why people tell me they dont like this race or that race.
i think it has nothing to do with the race.
its the personality.
the first impression is always the best.
and this woman totally makes up the image of a MAD WOMAN.
or they call it PO FU in chinese.

I was waitin for my bus with mom outside SERANGOON STATION.
and this woman was already disgracing herself.
by shouting to her friend.

so my bus 43 came.
and we board.
HELL lahs, I was like stuck there on the steps.
and she kept pushing me.
LET ME SAY THIS FIRST.
I'VE TWO FAT MAN standin in front of me who couldn't move too.
so she kept pushing and askin her friend to go towards her.

then in the bus she kept talkin so loudly lahs.
and continue using her BIG ASS to push me.
freak, I know i'm skinny.
BUT, DOES SHE HAVE TO TURN ME INTO PANCAKE?

then mom's area was kinda empty.
and that WOMAN was talkin to her friend and i walk next to mom.
and told mom in chinese.
"IF THAT WOMAN PUSHES ME SOMEMORE, SHE'S GETTIN HELL FROM ME."
fact know, she UNDERSTANDS CHINESE.
big deal?

then when i got a seat.
she STARED AT ME because she understood what i told mom.
and said, do u have a problem?
so i said NO.
then she hell wna fight with me and said.
"DONT THINK U SPEAK CHINESE I DONT KNOW."
so i was like, SO?
and she said "U"VE A PROBLEM WITH ME?"
and I said, U WERE PUSHIN ME ALL ALONG.

so she went like this.
"ITS SO CROWDED. I TOUCH U ABIT U NOT HAPPY, U THINK ----- SKIN NICE TO BULLY? ----- SKIN IS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL, ----- SKIN UGLY"

her personality RUINED her.
and i do think she's from IMH.
so she kept ranting that im racist.
hello hello?
I HAVE FRIENDS FROM ALL RACES.
if i were a racist, would i be like this?
i would ahve curse her upside down if i was.
she was at fault first alrights.

I UNDERSTAND its crowded.
but nobody could move and inch, so why continue pushing me?
damn lame.
so i was super angry lahs.

that i started cursin that woman after i alighted.
and i told mom, IF SHE THINK SHE'S A BIG DEAL.
then HELL GO CATCH A CAB INSTEAD OF SCREAMIN HER ASSES OFF IN THE BUS.

people have a lot of character.
and from hers i reckon no one wna be her friends.

point to note.
present urself well.

and im really not being racist.
I respect races very well.
but its the personality of the person that turns me off.

BE POLITE.
PRACTISE BASIC COURTESY.

blogged at 7:17 PM

Thursday, January 25, 2007

went NYP for their open house.
IM NOT LOST.
its like once in a blue blue moon i get my routes rights.
the rest of the time i spend my time finding where I was.
and TODAY, i spend my time walkin where I know I was.
YEAHS! :D

when chuanlian and I step into NYP.
the first thing we said was.
"ehhh, pretend u know this place. don't look lost!"
chuanlian said that to me lahs.
BECAUSE, im always the one feeling so lost.

so we kept walking CIRCLES.
to the SBM, then engineering sch, thn back to the entrance.
until we met sandra, tzewei, alvin tan.
that we headed down the IT sch.
a breakthrough alrights.
been to so many poly.
BUT, I never went to the IT sch before.

so while the lecturer sat us down in CIRCLES.
and explain the courses to us.
all 5 of us were bored to death.
REALLY REALLY!
because chuanlian and I were more into business.
sandra into nursing.
and alvin and tzewei I forgot.
LOLS.
so we were really bored.

so when we got out of there.
I saw someone I knew.
MR STEVEN KHOO.
I thought my eyes were playing a trick on me.
BUT, it was really him.

I saw jeslyn too!
and I was overjoyed.
BECAUSE, I don't know who went NYP from holy.
so it was kinda sad to keep wandering around and being so left out in the area.
so seeing people I know makes me so happy.
FURTHERMORE, chuanlian and I were dead hungry.
so we left around 3 plus 4?
not sure what time we left.

I ATE ICE CREAM!
and its the first time since i recovered from diarrhoea.
MC FLURRY.
but if there's float.
I'll be smiling so WIDELY. :D
chocolate chip ICE CREAM with COKE!
SLURPS.

and suddenly.
I feel like drink banana milkshake frm MACDONALD.

pentium's sick AGAIN.
or rather he hadn't recovered?
so no more chocolate desert when he comes.
let me recall what he said he had.
flu + no voice + headache + fever(soon).
thats what he said.
HELLO HELLO PENTIUM!
u're suppose to take good care of urself u know.
i reckon its the studying that got u so sick lahs.
curse JC and their exams!
never mind I shall heal u when u come.

my phone's been very quiet today.

I PRESENT TO U, my LOVE. - CHARLOTTE TUNG.

It's all accordin to different months.
AND, with that I end my entry!
so its another 5 months and 1 day to my 17th BDAY! :D

blogged at 10:45 PM

im goin out for 3 consecutive days.
I went KOVAN today.
I'm going NYP tml.
I'm going PS on fri.
I may be goin VIVO on sat.
and im home bound from SUN.

damn lame rights?
got the art piece.
and be my mom's maid today.
came home and fixed the present just so it'll be in time for the BDAY BOY.
i didn't know drawing name on the sketch is so tough.
then came the card.
my eyes almost sticked together.

anw, I CANT WAIT FOR MONDAY. :D

now its 0026 already.
and so,
HAPPY 22nd BDAY STEVEN!
glad u like ur present.
though i felt it lacked a lil sincerity lahs.
but am glad u like it.
HAVE FUN ON UR BDAY!

TOODLES;

blogged at 12:03 AM

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

yeap!
I continued cleaning my room till its spick and span.
climbed to the top to clean my trophies,
which as a matter of fact is meant to collect dust.
BUT, it does brings back memory.
that I do particpate for SPORTS DAY and competition.
awww, I miss primary school now.

my room is DUST FREE NOW.
which means, my flu should start getting better already.
and my jaw doesn't hurt anymore!
so i just continue sleeping and all.
then a phone call came and woke me up.
here it goes,

Hi Huishan, this is ---------- from recruit express.
Are u still looking for a job?
hmm, whats the job like?
Its actually a promoter in BANGAWAN SOLO.
Are u interested in it?
hmm, where's the location at?
Oh, It's at CLEMENTI and it's next to the train station.
oh, I see.
But, my home isn't very near to any train station and Clementi is kinda far.
Thanks anyway.

I rmb I did told her the areas which I wont really hope to have.
are like the SOUTH and the WEST area.
and she tell me CLEMENTI.
does she knows CLEMENTI is in the WEST?
nvm, at least i still know which area belongs to where.
(:

I've craves for FAMOUS AMOS COOKIES.
SOFT CHEWY CHOC CHIP COOKIE.
anyone wna buy me that?

I hadn't meet dion for the present.
and I hadn't drew the name yet.
however, i got the stencils done.
SMART, i've time to spare.
LOADS OF THEM.

CLIMB HIGH AND CLEAN.

SPICK AND SPAN DUDE.

RECIPE BOOKS ON THE TABLE.

YEAHS YEAHS YEAHS.

the recipe books are there because I said i was goin to cook when im home alone.
and i got to visit carrefour for the scallob there.
coated with cheese and breadcrumbs.
BEST. (:

I've decided what to make on the day when pentium come and study cum keepin me companied.
a soup, noodles and desert.
the scallob belongs to steven.
HAHAHS.

I can't wait to start cooking.
and im true that it seems weird today.
my dad and my mom's not talkin.
i wish my bro books out soon enough.
then break the ice.
ROTS.

P.S// I LOVE MY ROOM.

he's helpin out only on fri.
which also means he's booked by me on thurs.
my movie.
he said he's gna hold my hands if he's scared.
but i told him then i'd have nothin to cover my eyes.
and he told me he's just bluffin me that he'd be scared.
LMAO.

blogged at 5:08 PM

Monday, January 22, 2007

chuanlian was right.
ADULTS don't know how to control their emotions.
including my dad and my mom.
they just argued over the area my dad's in charge of.
and my dad just got pissed off suddenly.
so he started shouting at my mom.
and he said he's goin to quit tml.
i don't think he'll really quit.
people always say nasty things in a fit of anger.

i strongly reommend my dad to anger management course.
he's gettin irritated very easily.
and i believe MALE do not have menopause.
so he needs to attend some course to keep cool.

and i recommend my mom to some course.
that kinda teach people to watch what they say.
my mom always pisses people off.
either with her ON PURPOSE WORDS to make someone MALU.
if not its she blurt things out without goin through her brain.

Im goin to the doctor tml.
hell, SECOND TIME IN 1 week.
like so, whats wrong with me man?
i sneezed so much today that my nose is droppin off.
and currently, the area on the left side of my jaw hurts so much.
i thought it'll be better today.
instead, it took a turn for the worst.
DOCTOR.

when things goes wrong, check ur attitude.
its no point screamin the hell off.
because nothing will work.
ANGER MANAGEMENT.
stubborness brings u no where.

blogged at 10:58 PM

BAHHHHS!
my jaws were locked and i cant open my mouth to eat.
how STUPID.
and the pain on the jaw area is still there since last night.
BUT, i don't wna see a doctor.
not like the second time within 5 days?

and im still sneezing away.
HOW SAD!
):

I cleared my room just now when i had nothin to do.
rejoice pentium!
cause u won't have to clear my room when u're here.
see, im nice afterall.

im going PLAZA SING (agains!) on fri.
momsie is goin somewhere near there for the cruise check in.
BAHHHS.
i get to go with her to check in, but i don't get to go up the cruise!
sighs out loud!
if i found someone to go with me, I'll be jumpin so excitedly.
just so sun will come quickly.
BUT, i couldn't find anyone.
which also leaves me with the only option to stay home.

I AM WEEDY.
which means, i've a weak and thin body.

please chase away this flu.
i hate it very much.

hug me tight;

blogged at 3:43 PM

Sunday, January 21, 2007

im not myself, trust me.

i pissed my bro off.
feeling darn weak now.
maybe im hungry or whatsoever.
my jaw hurts because something's not right with my salivary gland.
and i freaking pissed myself too.

like how do u atually make urself pissed?
and i kinda show attitude to clar on the phone whn she rang me up.

i seriously dont know whats wrong with me.
AHHHHHHH!

i feel so funny now.
SCREAMS OUT LOUD!
and just now my wireless network pissed me off by cutting me off everything!

tell me i'll be fine.
hold me in ur arms and assure me.

AHHHHHHHHHHH!

blogged at 9:10 PM

Im getting worst.
though my gastric area felt better.
and the diarrhoea didn't come back.
BUT, i'm havin FLU and a HEADACHE now.

I bet im crazy.
u gotta be kiddin, a flu in this SUNNY WEATHER?
i am in this weather sneezin like nobody's business.
why why why?
do i have to get sick now?
it better get well before im home alone.
I DONT WNA BE HOME ALONE AND SICK.
but at least my friends would be here to keep me laughin my ass out.
maybe some crashin at my place too?
depends on my mood.
not to forget, pentium's gna help me clean my room whn he comes.
that is to help me pack my table.
IT ISN'T MESSY ANW.

we're all gna go visit charlotte later.
BECAUSE she had diarrhoea.
trust me, diarrhoea is non contagious.
she's growing teeth.
THATS WHY.
and i didn't stay very near her most of the time ystd.

we talked last night.
and it wasn't at all like how it used to be.
it felt so distant.
and i realise i don't understand u anymore.
the one i used to understand a lot.
the one that knew me too well.
BUT now, he knew nothing.

who knows me best?
who was there when i need someone?
THANKS PENTIUM, CLAR, STEVEN(though he dont fully know alot of me), CHUANLIAN.

I wna go watch Ghost Tunnel.
movie anyone?
and i wna play ball.
I WNA STUDY TOO.
how lame.

hold my hands and let me feel the warmth that's remained.
baby, i know u're some where near.

yes, can i help u?

thats what i see everyday MORNIN like 7?

blogged at 2:22 PM

Saturday, January 20, 2007

I barely had enough rest before I knew I had to leave home.
8AM and i'm outta home to board the LONG JOURNEY BUS.
met gf at tampines interchange.
walked around to spend some time.
then, headed to TP for their beyond O' level seminar.
it's all fine except the Q & A part got me realy stonnin.
I feel totally still in my own world here and then.

GF and I got lost while on our way to IKEA.
and landed ourselves in punggol.
SO we went PS.
met bro, pentium and 2 other of their friends whom im not close with.

I GOT TOTALLY DRENCHED when it started pourin in.
my shoes were wet.
and i feel so tired and sleepy and uncomfortable.

head down to gram's place.
STEAMBOAT.
ai zai, i cannot eat it the nice way.
only soya sauce.
NO CHILLI, NO OIL, NO MILK, NO FRUIT.
that also meant I couldn't eat the ICE KIMO ICE CREAM.
took a nap there and woke up feelin bad.
I GOT AWOKEN UP BY MY GASTRIC.
and it told me to eat my medicine because its time for it.
the rest was happily eating ICE KIMO ICE CREAM! ):

asked bro to call mom to get home.
so we headed off first.
BRO FETCHED US HOME.
dad was away in a wedding dinner.

CHARLOTTE MADE MY DAY.
photos as evidence. :D

i was barely awake, i swear!

his ur SI, HADY MIRZA.

thats the best gf anyone can find. :D

she's busy on the phone, im self entertainin myself.

see! she smiled all on her own.

i didn't make her smile!

she melts me totally alrights.

LAST ONE BABY.

she's telling me she's tired.

i told u i was tired.

they ate and ate, while i could only look on.

see hw sumptous it actually was? abalone somemore!

the kids that are totaly underage.

i like him more now, TUNG JIA JUN.

SHE TOTALLY MADE ME FEEL SO MUCH BETTER.- she's sick too, her eyes!

how many would care for me like u do?
none.
thanks so much.

blogged at 11:51 PM

Friday, January 19, 2007

I think it has got to do with the curry i ate last night.
even momsie had a tummyache too.
but I think im slightly worst.
DIARRHOEA!
so I felt super uncomfortable on the way to outram.
PLUS, I've no place to sit.

BANDS are changed to GREY.
my bro say i hiao, always change colour.
but, I've to what.

DOCTOR after dental.
I couldn't stand it.
and the doctor knocked my stomach and said.
I think there's nothing more for u to pass out.
CRAP! I only had milo in the mornin.
but, my stomach still hurt after that.

went NP for open house.
I SAW LIL SIS there.
I saw so many holy people there lahs!
like charlene, lilin, guanling, zhiyan, esther, shirui, jasmine.
dine and bro were dismissed late from lecture.
so i went off first.
back home, PLOP and sleep.

SOME PHOTOS.

I took this on the sly.

im not lying, her cast is PINK.

im tired and i want a hug badly.

my gastric still feels funny.

doctor says too much gas.

CURRY's FAULT!

TOODLES;

blogged at 9:48 PM