I hadn't arrange with anyone to head on to NP for their open house. But thankfully, I settled tml's outing already. WAY TO GO MANS! (: It's foursome tml which means my daughther CORENEneo, my ex wife CHUANLIAN and hmm, clarissa. I'll think of her satus some other day. HAHAS.
If not, CHUANLIAN! u can help clar think of her status.The sky looks so good today and it's a good day to get out. BUT, i don't feel like lifting my butt up to get outta home. SHHHEEESH.
Okays, I need to scoop rice for dinner already. It's dinner time dudes.
TODDLES.
i kinda miss him.[edited at 22:43]
Sometimes, I do feel kinda useless. The feeling that I can't do anything to help out. Silly rights? But this feeling gets stronger day by day as i slack at home. Can't blame myself for being sick now, can't blame myself for not taking care. It's all too late to regret isn't it?
Uncle Wilson woke me up this mornin to ask me one question. "aunty shan, when we take results ahs?" Crap, I was still half aslp. But when I woke up, I realised its getting nearer day by day. So near that it freak me out.
I'm feeling down now but I don't need anyone to tell me to cheer up. Because I know this insecurity better than anyone. Nothing will help and I'll be fine. I aint anyone's burden. No ones. (:
too little too late boy.
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