dont expect me to type those few words here.
because i'm not at all keen towards the start of this year.
2007.
so?
i was watchin devil wears prada, chinese movie and charlie and the chocolate factory.
my first half of the day was perfectly fine.
just like the weather.
bright and sunny.
but a moment earlier on.
my mood went from damn high to damn pissed.
no doubt, only my mom could get me this pissed off.
i don't get it, maybe i'll never do.
its all over already.
why bother to start blaming the one who started it?
she's in cast already.
and thats the final statement rights?
so whats the point of telling others that, "ohh, so and so started carrying her."
stop blaming others and keep saying u're not blaming.
then if someone wna start the thing going.
then why not blame the one who arranged for a BBQ?
if there's no BBQ.
there wont be any big gathering.
there wont be people getting injured.
thats the end aint it?
so why start when its over?
and why can't u understand what me and bro's tryin to tell u?
its no one's fault.
okays, if u wna pin point someone.
then i'll pin point those who wna have a BBQ.
like i said, if there's no BBQ.
jolene wont injured herself.
think back.
when i fall from those flats of stairs.
who do u blame?
the one who put the toys there and trip me?
or blame those who started playing?
its the same aint it?
u just wont listen.
why?
then from preventing something else from happen.
no one goes gram's place on sat then.
only u adults go.
NO ONE GETS INJURED.
everyone can just sit by the table and play cards.
everyone can just sit by the table and play mahjong.
have anyone ever wonder how much a maid i am when im at gram's?
nobody bother to look after keefe and jolene.
only i do.
why?
because i'm their godsister.
and because no adult would bring them out to cycle.
i'm the only one.
no one understands that do they?
the one that kept me going was charlotte.
smiling at me so sweetly.
thats it.
i'm not going gram's anyone.
will u ever try to listen?will u ever try to understand?
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