back then,
i was totally excited about my
BRACES.
because it meant i would have
nice straight teeth.the ordeal was crazy.
with me losing weight because i couldn't bite.
and that meant i would eat lesser.
the braces got me
ulcers in my mouth.
dental appt is like battle witht the dentist.
where i'd squeeze myself whenever she hurt my mouth so badly.weeks after weeks.
month after months
year after years.
and i thought after today's appt.
I"LL BE ABLE TO HAVE THEM OUT.but the
worst news i ever heard was on today's appt.
my dentist is goin to insert a metal implant on my last tooth on the bottom.and she would not be taking my braces out for the time being.plus, she wants me back at the NDC next week.my whole mind went blank.
and sentence after sentence came out.
"SHE'S NOT TAKING MY BRACES OUT?!"
"SHE'S INSERTING METAL IMPLANT IN MY MOUTH?!"
"SHE WANTS TO SEE ME AGAIN AT THE CLINIC NEXT WEEK?!"
fear that is overtook me after the whole appt ended.
i kept questionin my mom.
on what she meant by metal implants.
and what would she do?
and lastly the big fear came.
WOULD SHE INJECT MY GUMS?
i know this cant be compared to those who extracted their teeth.
but i really had enough of my braces.
certain times i got pissed off by them.
because i cant eat.
im a glutton.
I LOVE EATING.
and now,
when i thought the ordeal and battle with STRAIGH TEETH is over.
it announced to be an extended battle.
by actual fact, after today's appt.
the braces will be gone on the next appt.
which on my dental appt card wrote
17/4/07 2.30PM DR -- L5 (30 mins) DEBAND.but now?
dreams shattered.
i have another appointment on next week.
which they'll mail/phone me about the time and date.
i still am stuck at the thought of what she'll do to me.
and what i detest most.
NO INJECTIONS ON MY GUMS.
i aint kickin a fuss over my minor implant.
im only worried.
because i dont know what's the procedure like!
im really worried. ):
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