As we go on, we rememberall the times we'd been together.I HATE SCHOOL.
literally my school.
the configuration got into such a bad mess.
they had to reformat my bro's laptop.
WHICH CLEARLY NEITHER MY BRO NOR I HOPE TO EXPECT.
so I felt super guilty that is.
& am annoyed with the school.
for causing such woes.
& now my bro has to install back SO MANY THINGS.
norton antivirus, wireless reader, printer, canon camera software & MORE.
which take zillion years to load forever.
IM BUMMER.
IM ANNOYED AT THE SCHOOL.
IM GUILTY FOR CAUSING IT.
IM SAD TO DO THAT TO MY BRO.
as I walked into sch today.
I clearly felt no excitement for school.
neither do I look forward to orientation.
SCHOOL JITTERS i call it.
I started wondering if I'll be able to adapt well in my new environment.
if I'd be able to interact.
& if I'll be fine all alone.
but I found myself lacking the confidence I once had.
yes, I may have my school mates studying in the same school as me.
but how often are we able to hang around?
I held back my thoughts about me being all okays in the new school.
I call myself having lack of security now.
& I don't wna go school.
dont wna have anything configured.
AHHHHHHHHHH.
I felt so much like crying.
& the monster godsiblings are comin over to my plae soon.
I'D BEEN AWAKE SINCE 3.58AM till now without a nap.
IM DYING SOON.
seriously.
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my nose is blocked.
terribly blocked & the 2 monster kids are CRAZY.
the gays are playig games now i suppose.
because there's no reply & neither of them all are online.
GAYS lahs.
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