I just wish all these would come to an end.
let time show everything;

I dont know if it's me thinking too much.
or was it getting real.
there was no reply at all.
and I wondered if it's because I did something wrong.
but still I couldn't find myself an answer.

someone tell me whats going on?
why does this happen?
I dont know.

if we could all just brace ourselves together.
if there wasn't anything known as unhappiness.
we'll all be jumping in joy.

i realise how easy it was for u to make me smile.
and how diff it was to make myself smile on my own.

monster always win.
why?

blogged at 3:40 PM

Hold my hands and walk me down the empty streets.

I got a B for computing.
FINALLY!
no more C. (:

msn's tryin to be funny.
im angry with it.
cause they break down on me.
and refuse to let me msn binhe.
which leaves me to smsin him.
):

i tried something from gf's blog.
see.

audrey's lame-ass excuse to break up: "Our love is like a lollypop - we've licked it through" 'What is your lame-ass excuse to break up?' at QuizGalaxy.com

laughs my ass off lahs.
okays, i think im going to bed.
NIGHTS.

blogged at 11:59 PM

its not okay at all.

im totally not happy today.
why?
the USB cable i brought to charge my phone wouldn't work.
and thus, I had to off my phone.
so whats now?
IM UNCONTACTABLE.

im so going home to install the prog later.
and IM FREAKIN ANNOYED WITH SCIENCE.
it feels like im back at mdm ee's physics lesson!
ANNOYING LAHS.

& a dead phone means i cannot wake monster up.
no, he's already in lecture now.

freakin bored.
ROARS.....

[EDIT @ 2224 hours]

i went back holy with the thought of getting my cert.
suzzie chased us out.
likw what the hell.
and so my day has been worst the full whole day.
with no one capable of makin me smile.
NOT EVEN my happy pill kinder bueno.

i should blast daniel powter's song, BAD DAY.

nvm, cheer up.
u're meetin ur best friend tml!
ehhhs, hopefully?

ahhhhhhhhhs, im still annoyed.

blogged at 10:16 AM

im annoyed, dont mess with me.

RJ : Reflective Journal.
we'll be given a topic and complete them by 2359 hours of everyday.
* GF! is the explanation clear?

im in no mood for bloggin.
im feelin USELESS, SHITTY, ANNOYED, TIRED, DRAINED.

screw this world.
screw u.
ASSHOLE.

blogged at 11:59 PM

please don't turn ur back on me.
i need u to be there with me.

computing & maths methods module today.
STRESS LAHS.
i swear my head is goin to be bald.
know why?
i kept pulling my hair when i understand NOTHING.
MICROSOFT VISUAL STUDIO.

nothing but trouble! ):
whats more?
shixian the babe in my group didn't come.
so im the only girl in the group which leads to even more stress.
binhe was sick and there wasn't anyone to cheer me up.
weiyang and me was damn stressed up!

AND, david said my HAPPY PILL KINDER BUENO was SOLD OUT in 7-11!
):
CRIES OUT LOUD!
thankfully they have ALOT in the bookshop.

so my group was literally the most STRESSED OUT group.
with super loads of last min rushing.

dissmisal was late.
it rained the moment we were out.
like !!!!!!!!!! ):
so hop onto a bus and to int.

baby's drainin me out super badly.
she cried super loud just now when i placed her down.
im terribly tortured.
):

my RJ today was the longest i take to complete.
i left it there and stare at it for almost an hour
before thinkin what to write again.
pls give me a B?

tml's enterprise.
i hope huat's entertainin tml.
if not im so gna cry!

it wasn't easy.
i really wished u were there to go through it with me.

blogged at 8:05 PM

If there's a hero, I hope u'll be the one.
So u'd hold me on when I'm feeling all so drained.

Starting of week 2.
and my laptop feels lighter now.
weishan said its because i'm used to the weight.
and so I told her im not gna carry anyone else's.
IF NOT I'LL COMPLAIN HOW HEAVY MINE IS!

yesterday was cognitive problem solving module.
which as a matter of fact is getting more difficult.
so the process gets more and more DRAINED OUT.

but I must really say today was very bad.
communication module.
faith is nice but strict.
so we had a terrible time meeting her requirement and all.
the ppt process killed millions of my brain cells.
nothing was right, nothing came out.
so its like blank mind against blank mind squeezing a ppt out.
and obviously i started getting bullied.
WENE U BIG BULLY.
PFT! >:[

and so they snap a photo of me when i was in my already struggling with out ppt mood.

it looks nice though.
STRESS HORS.
tml's computing and maths.
oh god, please bless me. ):

i wish i had wings that can fly,
so it'll lead me to u.

blogged at 10:16 PM

it doesn't matters anywhere.
u know its just too little, too late.

im sad, because i got a C for my computing and maths module.
C?
but well, I'm so gna work hard for this module on comin wed.
by hook or by crook, i'm goin to understand the module!

my mom claims my room is getting messy.
hmm, im too tired to clear up the mess.
ahhas!
library books which are dued tml.
the voda voda bottle.
assorted items.
lols!
messy!

& so W14M is havin a BBQ soon!
hahs, bonding bonding and bonding!
its schedule to be like on 30th april.
the day before labour's day.
at ben shao's hostel after school.

and clique chalet is comin up!
wilson cannot stand studyin!
hahs, he miss our chalet last nov!
i miss it too.
just that, can i dont share a bed with yj?
i scared i end up like clar, got pushed down the bed.
ops.
and norman the very impt man must also be present.
MUST!
hahs, actually its all guys with me and clar the 2 ladies.
LOLS! (:

i wna watch movie!
):
awww, school's startin tml again!

monster went to dyed his hair.
I WNA SEE SEE SEE!

u know its just too little too late.

blogged at 4:01 PM

Whisper the sweet nothings in my ears.
U're all that I needed.

I had the sleep I needed so much.
but netball was cancelled for this mornin.
clar had blister and ankle muscle pull.
so poke sq said to cancel.
and ALL THE BEST FOR THE TRIAL POKE SQ! (:

I met my babe clar for town.
topshop at scotts.
then after that was plain walkin around.
CIE 6 is so united lahs.
christina which is clar's friend told me so much just now.
like WOW!
okays.
and when clar and me was in TOPSHOP.
she saw the stuffs she wants and me too!
IM A HAPPY KID seriously. (:

PHOTOS!

heys monster.

blogged at 10:39 PM

finally feeling slightly better.
BUT, clar says she's not comin for ball tml.
HUHHHHH, 3 people how to play?

my grades are out except computing & maths, science.
RJ works million lahs.
hahs!
and talk about that.
im going to remind binhe to go home now and do his RJ!

dont say u're doin this for my sake.
it wont work.
dont say u like me, because its not real.

I FREAKIN HATE 2 TIMERS.

blogged at 10:24 PM

I'm in class now.
and im havin a super f up gastric now.

TRUST ME.
im so painful, i wna cry.

blogged at 1:23 PM

stand by me, protect me.

i love thurs.
because my facilitator is so good.
he gave us 50 dollars to buy food and drinks.
and my group was in charge of it.
so literally being the only female.
im the KOPI AUNTY.

but today wasn't all smooth sailing.
there were times when i just blast the speaker.
signs of being vexed.
but well, yonghow, binhe and weeyang saved the day!
i got kinder beuno from yonghow! (:
KINDER BUENO IS MY HAPPY PILL!
i found out that my school's 7-11 is selling starbucks bottle caramel frap!
OMG! super happy lahs!

im fine after talkin to the 2s.
like i sort of know what i should do.
and today while waitin for meeting 3 to start.
we were watchin 300!
like hahs, M18 lahs.
nvm, we've alot of above 18 in our class.

MONSTER MONSTER MONSTER.
(:

im HUNGRY.

blogged at 10:03 PM

The drinks start pouring
And my speech start slurring
Everybody start looking real good

I can't eat anything.
only liquid and SUPER soft food.
the chain band is killing me.
I skipped lunch today.
drinkin soya drink only.

module today was so stressful.
whatever it is, computing and maths is CRAZY.
i dont have the software in my laptop.
so i had to install it.
and it took super long.

so i had no contribution.
which kinda make me felt super useless.
thankfully, my new team is understandin.
well, i still dont feel happy about it.
dumb laptop.

my teeth hurts alot.
and im startin to love my class alot.
even changin team doesn't makes us all unhappy.
how friendly can we all be?

KINDER BUENO is my new love. (:

not the limelight please.

blogged at 9:49 PM

spell the word L O V E.
and u'll understand what it feels.

2 days of school has just gone by like this.
yeahs, im startin to enjoy things.
like my classmates are cool and funny peeps.
W14M's coolios. (:

waking up every mornin's a kill.
5.30AM.
ahhas, i dont even wake up that early when im in sec sch can.
so im out everyday by 6.30am.
my 3.8kg laptop just worsen everything.
hahs, draggy feets and all.

dental was on today.
and my dentist used the chain bands.
i cant bite.
how good can that be huh?
I WANT MY CHOCOLATES!

my team mates say i got too high after eating choc today.
ahahahs!

monster said he's suave.
LAUGHS.

i just hope someone would pluck my nerve out.
so i wouldn't feel my teeth aching.

blogged at 9:48 PM

spread your wings & soar up high.
this sky which has no limits.

an all clear sign given.
ahahs!
haven't lahs.
it's just that im told by the doctor
im only having allergy rash!
(:

super high!
cause which means im no where near havin any chicky pox.
yayness!

i still believe my team mates are nice people.
though wene likes to tease me and all.
im lookin forward to sch tml.
OKAYS, SHAN'S LOOKIN FORWARD TO SCHOOL ALREADY!
but i dread early mornings, long bus ride, presentation everyday.
hahs!

1 thing i DREAD most.
my 3.8KG LAPTOP.

i love quiet nights.
just like the night at the playground.
okays, im a happy kid now!
totally am. (:

hey u suave.

blogged at 1:04 PM

u got my heart thumping hard whenever i saw u.
so hot was u.

someone out there please tell me i'm gna be fine.
my "rashes" got totally out of hand.
which leaves me near to my verge of crying.
BECAUSE i can't scratch them.
it'll spread if i scratch.

so im banned.
im totally dependin on calamine lotion now.
like whatever.
first i depend on panadol to curb my migraine.
now i have to depend on calamine lotion & the itch medication.
ahhhhhhhs!

went gram's place despite the itch.
but i really wanted to go home.
for the sake of dinner, i couldn't.
my 2 aunties both claimed my "rash" is fake measles.
my uncle says i might be havin the same thing as huifen when she had dengue.
DENGUE?
but im not havin a fever.
*huifen's my cousin's gf.

whatever the heck the rash is.
im goin to the doc on tml mornin.
in 3 weeks, im seein the doctor TWICE.
annoyed lahs hokays.

im feelin super itchy now.
BUT no SCRATCHY.
if not, DIE......

ahhhhhs, feel so much like crying!
stupid body, stupid immune system!

be my hero, will u?

blogged at 11:01 PM

the day felt so cold,
let alone the brightness of a lamp would helps.

emo emo emo.
b'cause skinny shan is sick yet again!
awwwww.
i guess i hadn't fully recover.
plus now i dont know if im havin rashes or what.
because my neck & my body has red itchy patch.

im tryin not to think about them.
so i wont have to scratch them.
thankfully im at home today.
orientation is till late night today.
and i think CIE rocks.
at least all the OGLs were better than SEG's.
benny boy was complainin all along.

hokays, so im down with cough & some slight flu.
nothing looks too good.
& school's startin on monday.
guess im meetin zinn to go class together.
& get bullied by wene!
okays, kiddin.
my team mates are nice people.
except for the missin one we dont know.

it felt so nice to be able to sleep for so long.
but now, im still tired.
& itchy.
argh.

clar's called human monster.
b'cause MONSTERS are my best firends. -but not applicable to my GFs!
so clar has to be something monster.
and tada, she said she's human.
so human monster!
(:

& the monster group has gone out to play.
clar the human monster is gettin out for dinner with chloe & jiamin.
awwwww, im super bored!
i just wish the itch stops.

nvm, pentium says he's visitin me today!
(:

[EDIT @ 2259 hours]

dinner with pentium.
awwww, i miss seein him so much.
& definitely make me feel better from the itch.
mac was so noisy.
playground was so much better.
i see stars!
5 of them only.
YAYNESS, i love quiet moments.
& moments pentium spent with me.
they feel so happy!

im thinkin of ways.
to cheer my babe up.

im sleepy again.
okays, if anyone were to have a referance for being a pig.
i think it'll be me.
definitely.
HAHS.

i dont think im all happy as yet.
[/EDIT]

ANW, today's "bf"'s birthday.
so here's to him.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEX YEO!

thanks for helpin me carry my 3.8kg baby to school! (:

hold my hands and tell me i'll be okay soon.

Labels: bored, sad, sick

blogged at 2:23 PM

behind this lies something u don't know.
its dark & lonely.

orientation day 2 was hmm, okays.
i dont know, but my head was controllin my whole function.
yes, i was participating alot of things.
and even dance the RP dance or was it CIE's dance?
okays, i forgot.
but i wasn't feeling well that is.

so i left at around 12 plus.
met clar in town.
wow, i left sch early b'cause im sick and to meet clar in town.
i must be nuts rights?
sick dont rest, still go out.
well, my babe's alone.
so there i am for her.

im currently stressed out tired and sick.
i still can't digest school in my head.
wakin up early all over again.
maybe i rested too much, i kept lazing around.
retribution.

i know im fine with my team mates.
they're nice people.
so what's the prob with me?
why do i start to detest sch?
because of it 8.30-4 system?
or is it b'cause i have friend in rp who chose to study private instead?
i dont know.

but i just felt i had extra responsibility.
& definitely gettin sick now is addin on the loads to my poor brain.
i wasn't functionin properly today.
i was laggin so badly.
that im super blur.
clar can totally prove it.

i have the urge to break down now.
i dont know why im so sad.
this sucks.
my brain wants to sleep.
terribly.
i was awake at 5.55am.
& this shall continue again next week.

IM SO DEAD.

why weren't u there?
why do we feel so distant suddenly.
its fugly.

blogged at 9:33 PM

it hurts so badly, don't say anymore sorry.
its no longer of any use.

1st day of orientation today was filled with its ups and down.
i was late for orientation but not the latest!
& my team was so quiet before 3rd meeting.
so being the only girl in the team.
i can only come online & complain to my babe, clar.
who knew everything of the inside classroom stuffs.

i felt weird before 2nd break.
like i was about to have a migraine kinda stuffs.
& damn it during 2nd break.
the before effects came.
with visual disturbance.
dangs, & so i had a damn terrible headache.

MIGRAINE : n. A severe recurring headache, usually affecting only one side of the head, characterized by sharp pain and often accompanied by nausea, vomiting, and visual disturbances. Also called megrim.

thankfully 3rd meeting lasted only for 30 mins.
& i get to go off.
but my team finally got united & get high.
coolios hokays?
wene looks alot like my bro's friend.
yong how the nice guy.
the other?
i dont know his name, i forgot.
hahs!
migraine lahs.

pop 2 panadol before leaving off to chuanlian's place.
i forgot my keys.
so had to settle my laptop at chuan's.
i had so much fun again.
well, my fingers weren't so flexible at all.
the game i played totally got a freakin E/D, i can't rmb.

met the gays/monsters for dinner cause chuan's dinin home.
sometimes i find small coach so...
okays enough of them.

im very sleepy now & wondering if i wna go to sch tml.
yawns hokays.
migraine sucks.
my head feels terribly squashed now.
panadol wears off fast.
dangs.

the pain was beyond words.
i cried silently in pain.
without u knowing.
feels so cold.

blogged at 9:14 PM

u can be my baby.

YAWNS.
i woke up at 6.30AM & hadn't had any nap since.
super tired that is.
& i have orientation on tml.
to think i'll have to wake up at 6 again.
and leave home by 7.20am.

& walk a 15 mins walk to bus stop.
ahhhhs, im so tired now! ):
i think i'll doze off to lala land even before dinner.
im super tempted to just plop & sleep now.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhs!

pentium says he's goin to msg me.
hahs, but so far.
my phone sounded more b'cause of rp's msg.
so cute.

i'll say when i feel the time is ripe.

blogged at 4:07 PM

please leave a msg after the beep tone.

im totally a happy kid today.
HAPPY TORTOISE!
(:

the weather was bad today.
& thus im banned to go jiaqi's garden.
so sorry. ):
wasted the food that she cook and all.
weishan had to stay home.

momsie cook porridge for lunch!
ahahs, simple but i like it.
was so full lahs.
satisfied tortoise!
im easily satisfied. (:

chuanlian called me when i just finished my meal.

chuan :" hello, are u stuck at home or something?"
me :"ummm, yahs. why lehs?"

hahs, & so we met up & head out to town.
smart ehs?
just a call & we're out already.
we walked around.
shopped.
and had fun talkin.

i bought my chunky bracelet with skate design.
cool huh.
then 2 earrings.
HAHAS, i needed them so badly.
while chuanlian bought a watch!
its total coolness!
i like the belt alot.
leather kind.
just like my own bro's!

I BOUGHT COOKIES AGAIN!
yes, subway cookies!
but this time.
i ordered the wrong one.
ahas, so i had double choc cookie.
but it taste super delicious when hot.
super nice!
(:
told u im a happy kid today.



dinner at cine's pastamania.
shit, i'll so stop eatin pasta when im in town.
at least 3 weeks.
2 weeks ago when i went out with bro & the gays.
i had pastamania.
& today.
i had pastamania again.



NOOOOOOO.
chuan couldn't finish her's.
i managed to finish mine up.
bit by bit.
so hahs, im not wasteful in another way.

walked back to ps for train.
hahs, save money~
my pumps cause a blister.
it hurts.



im really a happy kid today.
and my dad bought me a 2GB thumbdrive.
when i asked for his thumbdrive on sat.
to transfer songs from my laptop to my bros.
and he actually brought me one!
im so loved.
ahahs!

the smiles was beyond words.
i wish u saw how happy i was. (:

HAPPY 19th BDAY TO DONAVAN GOH!
(:
don't be bored.
its better than last year!

much loves.

blogged at 11:05 PM

yes u got it, flown from thai.

thanks! (:

i told u she's sweet! but she's sick. ):

i've been lookin at this screen for THREE HOURS. goddamnit!

steady rights? 1 on the left, 1 on the right.

i was annoyed and bored.

HELLO EARTHLINGS.

shit, its startin to pour heavily!
i need to hurry go bathe now and leave for grams!
umbrella lahs.

ahahs.

i'll never leave;

Labels: baby, craziness, multi tasking, norton

blogged at 3:37 PM

life's a bitch sometimes.

tossin & turnin till 3 plusAM.
i couldnt sleep at all.
it just felt so much like the whole event was on repeat mode
in my brain.
dreadful isn't it?

i woke up around 6 plus AM.
peeped at mom b'cause she said she needed to be up by 6AM.
& she needs to go for chanting.
who knows she's sleepin so soundly.

okays, i need to like go bathe soon.
because i've a date.
ehhhhs, somehow a date i kinda dread.
AHAHHAS.

tortoise are SMART, not NOOB.
u monster!

blogged at 2:07 PM

too many sorry wouldn't heal everything.
its too late for regrets.

exclaim.
HUISHAN IS RECOVERIN!
yayness!
the medication should stop by today.
except the antibiotic which would stop by tml.

I can't wait to recover fully,
then I'd be able to enjoy!

sat's gym day with dino!
chase away the flu & start workin hard on the treadmil.
get back the stamina.
WHEEEES.
im buildin my lungs.
hahs.

monday's another day out.
with chuanlian & daughter.
family outing!
b'cause chuanlian's my "ex-wife"!
I CANT WAIT.
but wait a min, where are we headin to?
& chuanlian said she wna watch movie.

I'm officially not free for next week.
finally im so BUSY.
yeahs as if.
its none other than the dumb RP orientation thats
takin up 3 days of my 5 days week!

sheesh, I still hadn't manage to go out with my GFs.
but first I must get back my appetite!

I think i look skinny after this period of time.
AHHHHHS.
get fat get fat!
(:

dont think & u'll be fine.
hello MONSTERSSS.

Labels: random

blogged at 3:28 PM

An empty street, an empty house
A hole inside my heart.

I went breathless that easily.
my body system feels so much that its so crashed.
I have no appetite & im already bones & skins.
my usual plate of rice has reduce to 1/4 of the plate.
my favourite dish starin at me.
but i had no appetite at all.

what is happenin to me?!
im annoyed with myself.
WEAKEST. ):

i need fresh air.
i need to get well soon!
great, the medcines would end on tml!

anyone?
BRING ME OUT PLEASE?

i had the urge to listen to westlife's My Love now.

I HATE MYSELF SO MUCH NOW.
practise self love.
haha.

Labels: emotions

blogged at 10:06 PM

I had been sleepin wakin up & sleeping again.
its very routine.
& because the flu medicine is so strong.
I really need a sleep badly.

so here I am now.
groggy as always after I take my med.
I'm tryin to fight against it.

my mom has already call me a pig
& its merely a day after i visit the doctor.
look at what i did.

ystd.
took med at 4PM.
sleep till 8PM.
dinner,bathe, online.
medicine at 10PM.
snoring off to dreamland at 11PM.

today.
woke up at 11AM.
eat & took med at 12PM.
online, slept at 1PM.
woke up at 5PM.

okays, i shall call myself sleepy tortoise.
but its true i was sleepin most of the time.

ps:// THE WEATHER'S KILLIN ME!

monster forget to do something.

a child's dependency on your shoulder.
a tear's dependency on ur face.
you're just like a angel.
givin me dependency givin me strength.

Labels: drowsy, medication, sick, sleep

blogged at 6:28 PM

roses petal spead around.
lying on them starin into the sky.

shan's a GOOD GIRL.
note, GOOD GIRL.

hokays, I went to the doctor.
throat inflammation.
blocked ears due to runny & block nose.

3 course of medication.
for nose.
for throat.
for my body : ANTIBIOTICS!

the flu medicine is startin its drowsiness.
okays, I NEED MY BED.

TOODLES;

*a special note for Clar the great!

hey girl, I don't know how lonely I'll be without u today.
thanks hon for keeping me company.
& its a fact we both hate school.
HAHS, okay love.
we'll meet again.
but for town/ retail therapy.

LOVE U GIRL!

[ EDIT @ 2139 HOURS]

I've no appetite since before the doctor's.
even till now, I dont.
but what's in my mind was about CAKES.
BLACKFOREST CAKE! (:

borrowed 2 books from the library.
to keep me company.
but I doubt I'll be able to read.

the dumb flu medication has drowsy effect.
it hadn't wear off till now.
so I'm very groggy & drowsy now.

momsie would be goin down to gram's place tml.
DIE, I'm gna be home alone for some point of time.
what's for lunch?
porridge? noodles?

fight the ZZZ monster!
fight the virus!

[/EDIT]

Labels: appetite, doctor, library, medication, sick

blogged at 4:57 PM

MELTS ME.

I definitely had quite a nice day today.
even to the extent of bursting a hole in my tummy.
10 course meal for lunch at Turf City.

well, it was a sudden decision to celebrate 3rd aunt's bday in advance.
b'cause 13 april im havin orientation.
& it might not be able to have a celebration.
thus the meal today.

BRUNCH I call it.
& till then I had been eating RUBBISH.
yahs, pratically biscuits & chips! AHAHAHS.
I think I'm courting my own death.

I'm hooked onto playing the game on minclip.
where i must kill the pizza monster!
whose's fault?
MELVIN's!

okays, im off to cont the game!
(:

IM GOIN TO THE DOCTORS TML.
if clar's free, she'll go with me.
if not, i'll have to go on my own. (:

ps: I HATE MY FAMILY DOCTOR.

blogged at 9:43 PM

& on april fools day.

these few days wasn't easy to pass by.
emotionally & physically.
SCHOOL JITTERS & the configuration of laptop is just driving me
insane.

smartie asked me somethin today that got me thinkin.
why did I go holy when I'm from Hougang pri.
& most of my mates are going hougang sec.

because I didn't wna be like my mates.
I don't really like a few of them.
plus, I just dont like the thought of enterin there.
so it went into the last choice.

& now getting into RP is no big joke.
firstly it was my 2nd last choice already.
secondly, I've never had the thought of going into RP.
thirdly, it's so far away.

I remembered what benny boy told me.
COMFORT ZONE.
I had been living in it for as long as I know.
I never step out of them, not until camps.
but now, I'll have to do it once again.

the school jitters is really getting more & more stronger as days pass.
who would I meet in school?
& would I really be able to adapt well?
I only told myself this.
if I put more faith & give myself encouragement.
I'm sure I'll be able to do it.
SOCIABLE.
thats the word.

configuration so far had been super chaotic.
& if I don't get it done before orientation on the 11th.
I'll look like a silly fool on 1st day of orientation.
TOTALLY NOOB.
& I'll most probably have to share a laptop with someone.
someone whom I dont know at all.

on the site states.
mail would be sent respectively after 30 march.
BUT, I hadn't get my laptop configured.
so, I don't have my account.
neither is my outlook express done.
so how should I see my mails?
how would I know what I'll be in for on the 1st day of orientation?

CRAP LOAD OF SHIT.

physically I'm like a piece of poopoo.
since the day I had jaw lock.
my health has been on the RED LIGHT ever since.
blinkin profusely on how ill I was.
okays, not to the extreme.
but uncomfortable is the word.

& I promised pentium.
that I'll visit the doctor on monday if I see no improvement in myself.

charlotte's sick too.
my poor baby. ):

hold me tight, I lack the sense of security.
the touch from u melts me all up.

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