behind this lies something u don't know.
its dark & lonely.
orientation day 2 was hmm, okays.
i dont know, but my head was controllin my whole function.
yes, i was participating alot of things.
and even dance the RP dance or was it CIE's dance?
okays, i forgot.
but i wasn't feeling well that is.
so i left at around 12 plus.
met clar in town.
wow, i left sch early b'cause im sick and to meet clar in town.
i must be nuts rights?
sick dont rest, still go out.
well, my babe's alone.
so there i am for her.
im currently stressed out tired and sick.
i still can't digest school in my head.
wakin up early all over again.
maybe i rested too much, i kept lazing around.
retribution.
i know im fine with my team mates.
they're nice people.
so what's the prob with me?
why do i start to detest sch?
because of it 8.30-4 system?
or is it b'cause i have friend in rp who chose to study private instead?
i dont know.
but i just felt i had extra responsibility.
& definitely gettin sick now is addin on the loads to my poor brain.
i wasn't functionin properly today.
i was laggin so badly.
that im super blur.
clar can totally prove it.
i have the urge to break down now.
i dont know why im so sad.
this sucks.
my brain wants to sleep.
terribly.
i was awake at 5.55am.
& this shall continue again next week.
IM SO DEAD.
why weren't u there?why do we feel so distant suddenly.its fugly.
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