and thats my class.

oh so LADIES.

PRESENTING PEE BUDDIES!

look at what we can do.

so crazy, so silly.

PEE BUDDIES ; me, wene, ahmad, yonghow, chris, sheena

and with that, i end my post for today.
VESAK DAY feels so not like a hols.
i sleep in till late.
came online and stare into my screen.

if only u know.

blogged at 2:58 PM

damn this whole world.
their cold stares turn me off.

i just wna tell my toe i love my toe.
i cant bear to cut the chipped nail.
and the cut doesn't hurt at all.
ahahahs.

chris gave me the very pain feeling when i told him.
lols.
IT'S NOT PAINFUL AT ALL LAHS.
bleedin is NOT equals to painful.

laughs.
my poor friend sam is struggling with his work in SP.
and i couldn't help him cause his course is like aviation or something?
lols.
i know nothing about it at all.

if u ask me whats wrong.
i'll tell u very clearly im disappointed.
capt's ball, sentosa.

i dont blame those who cant make it due to overseas trip.
like henry who told me early.
but what about those we told me can and now tell me see first?
COME ON w14m!
im sure we can do better than it rights.

my jaw is still locked.
and today marks the 3rd day its lock.
PLEASE UNLOCK FAST.
it's killing me.

okays, i need to go sleep.
TOODLES.

blogged at 11:38 PM

walk down the dark road.
im not afraid because u were my light.

class blog created.
class photo album created.
class outing timing confirmed.
EFFICIENT!
and thats because i've a very good class.
UNITED i would say.

we were so ON that we decided and set a class outing.
over less than 15 mins time.

and hols is coming! (:
let's say just endure another week.
and let all hell break loose!

anw, PEE BUDDIES.
cannot camp my house ehs.
my bro not going msia with my parents.

let the photo say how much fun i had during class.
and what i and big bro do in class.
plus the photo i took with babe ystd.

thats my babe! (:

3 pee buddies!

my mates in class.

and thats what me and big bro do in class.

blogged at 10:42 PM

we hold on to this.
and rmb them for life.

im a happy kid.
trust me, u wont wna hear me going on.
about what i went through.
the laughter was enough to stop every sad cells.

i enjoyed today.
super loads.
i kept laughin at clar playing monster's psp.
she cant find the gate like always.

sat is always fun.
(:

and now is already 0052.
which means its 27 may.

HAPPY 18th BDAY JERAMY!

im waiting for the photos from monster.

if this late night talk continues.
i'll be in my dreams.
which all felt so light.
the smile u brought.
was just everything.

blogged at 12:19 AM

are u happy now?

i wont say today went all well.
neither did it went very bad.
b'cause i had fun!

when i was talkin to my bang bang sisters.
i sat down hard on my butt.
which yahs, as a matter of fact.
HURTS NOW.
sucks.
lols.

i came down with flu since morning.
sneezing all the way.
non stop.
and when it did.
it lasted less than 1 hour.

then i continued sneezing.
RARRRRRRRRRSSSSS.

i realised i have a blueblack on my knee.
and i couldn't find the belt i wanted so badly.
):

im talkin to my pee buddies now.
and its super super funny.
all the TNMT, draw circles.
AHAHAHHAS.
I LOVE MY PEE BUDDIES!
but if wene and ahmad was online.
it'll be more fun!

and i always laugh at the song.
BANG BANG.
lols.
that it has now become our pee buddies signature song.
and the name for my bang bang sisters.

i should sleep early.
DO RJ DO RJ!

once upon a time.

blogged at 11:09 PM

im waiting.
waiting for smartie's return.

i cant believe how down it can get when he's away.
awwwwww, smartie.
u're impt lehs.
LAUGHS.

i dont know how to go on from here.

blogged at 10:51 PM

just walk on.

today wasn't all so nice.
mag's pissed.
and we all felt annoyed.

and i dont know how to do my RJ.
serious.

i hate today.
fri please come faster.
i want huat's lesson.

dont ask me, cause im moodless.
screw school.
got that?

i finally got my 1st A from faith.

in disbelief.

blogged at 8:36 PM

the oil spatters, the fun increases.

and thats my very funny gf for u all.

much loves.

ohhhhhs, its fun.

there u go, my METAL-LESS SMILE.

this is nothing new when u put 2 mad woman together.

i love this! (:

sch wasn't all fine for those who were there again.
cheer up peepos! (:
tml will be a better day.
and wene misses me that he types my name damn big in MSN.
i miss my pee buddies.
that's sheena, yonghow, wene, ahmad for u who dont know.

ugly is the new beautiful. (:

get well soon soon soon monster!

blogged at 9:20 PM

i dont want another pretty face,
i dont want just any one to hold.

i have nothing to do on a warm sunday.
the weather feels just so nice.
but here i am with nothing in mind.
i have no mood for any studying.

momsie and i had a talk just now.
i kept the thing from her about me getting a C for communication that time.
its best for her not to know.
i dont want someone kicking a fuss out of a molehole.
its over isn't it?

the thing about my godma is such that she cant be bothered.
i skip going to gram's place on sat.
its not just that im too tired to go over.
but the fact that i didn't wna be the one with full responsible looking after the kids.
though i miss charlotte alot.
i just didn't wna go.
i couldn't say no everytime keefe and jolene ask me
to bring them out for cycling.

i would just stand and look at them as the play.
with occasional shouting at them.
this isn't my ideal saturday.

ystd was just another fine example.
which left momsie and bro pissed to the neck.

im really skipping gram's place unless we have a major gathering.
like a function or something to celebrate about?
if not i wouldn't wna go.
home alone is fine with me.

then we talk about auntie's maid.
i still dont get it and felt whatever jiejie did was right.
life's so complex and why wouldn't anyone think it the simpler way?

im readin a book titled "32C That's Me"
human complexity.
they wear a facade to everything dont they?

SMARTIE!
are u back from jakarta?
im pretty bored without u entertainin me online.
wow, important ehs.
hahash.

i miss her.

--------------------------------------------------

the feeling of nothing.

blogged at 3:09 PM

I can't explain this feeling.
I think about it everyday.

enough of laziness and some serious update.
thurs was not that bad unlike what i thought it would.
faith reshuffled us AGAIN.
but she gave me a good team.
which turns to be the best team for that day.
SAL!
we did it despite the lack of info!
(:

needless to say.
fri is always the best.
why?
HUAT'S MODULE! (:
i dont know why but i really love friday.

magic show at TRCC after school.
its nice.
especially ryan my croc owner's item.
his changin Ace really amazed me that much!
job well done owner.
but we left halfway cause we felt it started to get bored.
and it we were all hungry.

went kovan mac for dinner.
or supper.
hahs, whatever its called since its already 11 plus PM.
super hilarious.
i wouldn't elaborate on.
but i guess the bunch would know.
HA HA HA.

momsie and dad came and fetch me cause momsie insisted on.
1230AM and i swear its the latest time i'd ever reach home.
hahahs.
and i've SAW 3 in my laptop.
(:
i finished watchin tokyo drift while waiting for mel, fs and his gf to come meet me and sng.
super cool.

2am - 12PM.
a full 10 hour of sleep.
yays!
puts me smiling cause it felt so great.

went to meet the bunch again for some studying.
science UT's fault.
whatever it is with the blood thing.
its pissing me off.
hahs.

dinner with fs and some walking around.

i came home and realised something.
HUAT CLOSED THE QUIZ AND EVALUATION ON ACCIDENT.
lols, i was panic lahs.
cause i clearly didn't do anything.
lols.
but thank goodness RJ is still open.

i love quiet place.
i love sitting by the beach for hours and talkin things out.

tml is couch potato day!
stay home and slack my way through.

seoul garden with gf on monday!

get well soon monster.

blogged at 10:44 PM

I'll hold on to it.
Don't let it pass u by.

during presentation.
wene stood beside me and told me communication module grade's out.
the dread yet anticipation totally caused an upset me.
a C.

Dear Audrey,
I am encouraged to see you trying to get things done in your group. I am also glad to see you handling the matter well without being too emotional about it. It's important to learn how to work in groups. Thanks for sharing with me. I hope to see you grow even more in time t come!Team work does matter to your overall grade. Don't be discouraged by this grade. Work better with the next group!

the effort and all just felt like it went down the drain.
kim wasnt happy with it too.
the teamwork ruined everything.
i told kim we'll work harder on tml!
but i think we'll be changin teams again.

to be frank, im starting to hate communication module.
she changes our team alot.
she's super strict.
how do we keep up to her expectation?

her lesson on every week never fails to put me on tenter hook.
its as if i'll die if i make a wrong move.
tml's the doom's day AGAIN.
teamwork teamwork shan!

enterprise UT is on tml.
okays, the supply and demand thing.
everything will have to be understood before i sleep.
last min study.
I ALWAYS DO THAT.
since long long ago.
okays, shut up.

i miss chuan my pampering meal partner.
because i miss the monday where we used to go eat pizza hut/Han's.
because i miss playin soccer/volleyball/netball/capts ball with her during PE.
because i miss climbing 4th storey of stairs and see her sitting outside class.

CHUANLIAN.
lets meet up for our pizza!

i miss my clique.
that clique who came together for the chalet.
guys, another 1 coming up.
please confirm asap!
(:
money should be yanjun collect since almost everyone is in TP.

i miss my gf.
SEOUL GARDEN ON MONDAY!
good news, we can eat student meal! (:

my hols is coming which meant.
MY BIG BIG DATE with ESTHER THE LIL SIS!

soon soon.
okays i need to go study enterprise for tml's ut.

good luck shan.
good luck monster for the maths quiz tml.

blogged at 9:04 PM

big mirror is my love. clar's unwell.

she's my baby! CHARLOTTE!

first photo without my braces! (:

and this is so ystd already. NO MORE BRACES. (:

i wish to talk to u.

blogged at 10:56 PM

"Innocence"

Waking up I see that everything is OK
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great

I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

[Chorus]
This innocence is brilliant I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
Please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm, I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere

I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

[Chorus]
It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
This innocence is brilliant
Makes you wanna cry
This innocence is brilliant
Please don't go away
Cause I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by

im hooked to this song.
the song just sang how low i am now.
SCREW MSN okays.

patience.

blogged at 12:10 AM

Sit on the swing and think back on the good ol' memories.
They'll never return will they?

I thought back today.
as I was at the family dinner.
answering questions about how's RP?
and of course the oh so glam thing appeared.

through 3 meetings and 1 ppt at the end of the day.
1 problem per day.
no exams only understanding test.
godma went, thats something new i've heard.

hahs, sound so nice rights?
no way.
being in RP means,
no mornin tannin.
getting fair as day pass.
getting sick very easily.
and get pissed off very easily.

i missed alot of the past.
and i still yearn to have a time machine.
turn back time.
to whatever it is in the past.
though painful memories.
but they kept me growing.
kept me smiling sweetly.

but its no longer possible.
we've drifted all so much.
its impossible.

i miss esther so much.
but somehow im glad, i didn't drift that much from bro that bunch.
the monsterSSSSSSSS.

W14M has a peeing gang.
all the pee bros and sister.
im part of them.
HAHAHHAS.

im very noisy in class.

okays, this is so random entry.

blogged at 10:14 PM

we'll be friends till forever.

and they became close friends! sam, weishan, alex.

they share the same bday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAUGHTER!

i just wna say, W14M is really the best.
thanks for all the encouragement u guys gave me today.
I know i may be a letdown by breaking down right outside class today.
but i couldn't help it.
i couldn't think of anything for the ppt.
nothing came to my mind.
and ben's dissapearance just top it off.

maybe all of us believe it's ben's fault for always leaving a team to die.
but well, fact be know.
he's sick.
some lung imflammation.
and he was feelign uncomfortable.
its up to u whether u choose to believe or not.

i dont blame joanna.
alone in spore faraway from china.
sounds bad enough.
language barrier is even worst.
let's all give her some time.
help her in ways we can.
W14M okays?

explanations done, apologies given.
we'll start all afresh.
a new group.
communication develops.

tml is a brand new day.
and everything shall start afresh.
i hope ben keeps up to his promise.

we're all sorry for what had happend.
but thanks for helping me and kim out today guys.

YONGHOW, SHANNON, SHIXIAN, WEIYANG, SHEENA, WENDY, BETTY AND EVERYONE ELSE IN W14M.
it shows how much u guys cared. (:
THANKS!

thanks monster for being there. (:

blogged at 8:00 PM

get away u loser.
u deserve no respect of mine.

im PISSED.
not just simple normal pissed.
BUT super super super PISSED.

am i a 3 year old kid for u to lie to?
think again if u feel happy lying to me.
i'd rather u tell me the real truth.
then to just come up with an excuse and lie to me.

im not blind, i've eyes that see.
and i saw the real truth today.
whats all wrong with telling me the truth?
and why did i feel made used of?

i dont know and i cant find any reasons to answer all my questions.
cause there wasn't any reply at all.
questions with no answers.
*just leave me alone and that will be the happiest thing U can ever do.

i dont know if huat's going to change us all.
i love my group despite the fact that im the only girl.
wene makes me laugh.
yonghow looks after me.
yongann rebukes me but cares.

this group is the perfection of anyone can ever have.
we know each other well.
we've been through all the fustrations.
and we know how to accomodate.

please, dont change us though i know its impossible.
RP SUCKS.
its not all glam.

just suddenly, i felt my world collasping on me.



smile and have fun.

blogged at 7:22 PM

Usher - Burn

Girl, understand why
See it's burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just
I feel like this is coming to an end
And its better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you
I gotta let it burn

[Verse 1]
It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's comin from my heart
It's been a long time coming
But we done been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think ya gonna change ya
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby
Plus theres so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn

[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for you except but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
You know that it was through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

[Verse 2]
Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but I want you
Cause the feelin ain't the same find myself
Callin' her your name
Ladies tell me do you understand?
Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It's the way I feel
I know I made a mistake
Now it's too late
I know she ain't comin back
What I gotta do now
To get my shorty back
Ooo ooo ooo ooooh
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my booo
You've been gone for too long
It's been fifty-eleven days, um-teen hours
Imma be burnin' till you return (let it burn)

[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn (let it burn, let it burn, you gon'learn)
Let it burn (gotta let it burn)
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
you know that it was through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

[Bridge]
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (ooooh)
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (yeah)

[Breakdown]
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oooh
Ooh ooh oooh (can ya feel me burnin'?)
Ooh ooh ooh oooh ooh oooh

So many days, so many hours
I'm still burnin' till you return

[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
You know that it was through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

my mind's in a whirl after last night.
and im very blur now.
i feel like switchin off my brain and not think.
kinda immature act, but i know i'll have to face the music.
please, just let me have a break.

blogged at 10:45 AM

RANTS RANTS RANTS.

i dont know why i cant blog with my own laptop.
which means i only can blog when i use my bro's laptop.
the HEAVY BABY.

4th week in RP.
though my class is like the most united and very ON class.
i get so drained i ask myself where all my motivation comes from.
PBL, no homework, no exam.
sounds relaxing.
BUT NOT.

try doing a ppt everyday,
try getting people not coming in ur team.
try killing ur brain cells EVERY F DAY.

on the bus home, i thought so many things.
CE points, netball, UTs.

today's science may seem easy to grasp the concept.
but when i was doing the quiz, i feel like killing myself so badly.

who's gna hold me there when im so drained?
who's gna tell me im all okays?
who's gna give me the big hug i needed so much.

i love w14m. but i dislike RP.
trust me.
its not all glam.

blogged at 9:55 PM

i can do what she can do too.

monster says (16:58):
shan owes monster 400 millios US. till the date this debt is clear.the grudges will not be over.
monster says (16:59):
it
monster says (16:59):
has
monster says (16:59):
just..
monster says (16:59):
starttteddddddddddd!~~

okays, that was ystd.
and i was laughin like a mad woman at the screen ystd.
i think if my family was not taking nap at that time.
they'll scold me crazy.
lols!

monster says (17:01):
haha horhor
monster says (17:01):
alrady 1700 02 seconds
monster says (17:01):
i want to add another case onto the previous one
shan. says (17:01):
what?
monster says (17:01):
your supposed to remind me at 1700
monster says (17:02):
and now is over by 2 seconds
monster says (17:02):
horhor
monster says (17:02):
ok u are sooo dead
monster says (17:02):
my swiftest assassin is on his way

monster says (17:04):
remember ytd u left ur wallet with me?
monster says (17:04):
hahahaha muahahahah weehahahaha.
shan. says (17:04):
hahs, yahs. but inside also no metal what. only my teeth have!
monster says (17:04):
the magnet on your wallet is as small as the smallest atom on earth but as the greatest magnectic force ever
shan. says (17:05):
-.-"

so i had a very good laugh.
since sat.
okays, MONSTER.

and on sat night, yonghow the big bro sent me this photo.
i find it very cool setting it as my MSN dp.

PEEK A BOO people.

okays, im a happy kid in school now.
though im havin science module.
it seems not that tough afterall.
(:

blogged at 9:12 AM

we've walked a long way,
as we part i saw u lookin back at my shadows

i woke up late today.
and when i came online to do my RJ.
clar MSN me and asked me out for ice cream.
ICE CREAM! (:

so i met the babe at mall,
like always im late.
GELARE!!
large WAFFLE with caramel and tiramisu ice cream.
and sharing it with the babe.
how nice can it ever be?
it brings back memory on how we ate the
banana boat basket during O lvl result day.

went up with the monsterSSSSSSS after monster msg me sayin he's in mall too.
coincidence hokays?
then fs had so much jokes to say.
that i was laughin badly.
but cough never leaves.
):
never mind, im happy and its better than nothing.

dinner at kallang airport.
WANTON MEE, CHICKEN WINGS!
PLUM JUICE.
omg, IM LOVIN IT. (:

GET WELL SOON MONSTER!
chase away the flu bug! (:

u'll never know how happy i am today.
till u see the way i smiled so wide.

blogged at 12:43 AM

join in the fun and laugh it out loudly

ystd was communication module.
well faith changes us all.
seperated from my good ol' team.
so im with sheena, kamho!, shannon, qifeng.

me, sheena, shannon, kamho.

and so i stayed back and survive school today.
huat's the man lahs!
he treated all of us again today.
10 bucks on tidbits.
then 50 bucks for cake.
because he had craving for cake and shannon's going to causeway.

so we had a cake.
and okays, im eatin loads of junk when im sick.
i've got no antidote and so YI DU GONG DU lahs.

after school while waiting for weishan.
i took yongann's N95 and took photo.
dont play play.
5 MEGA PIXEL! OMG!

met up pentium in the night for MACS.
we went to the playground again.
but i guess we're both too sleepy!
hahs, poor pentium!
TAKE GOOD CARE!
rub on the blueblack.
it'll heal faster. (:

and here the melody goes :

aftermath of spidey with gf!

the cake we bought with thank u card for huat!

pls read what it says.

we actually sing a bday song for nothing. serious.

no, its not shannon's bday. its huat we're thankin!

me and big bro YONGHOW!

shi xian my meal partner. (:

ben shao.

poor sick zinn and me.

ahmad the man! i look so white, explain why pls?

david the smart!

hahs, we took this with the built in cam. (:

and so, we're damn united.
W14M. (:

i wna know if it's all real.
dont play with my paper heart.

photo crdeit to YONGANN's 5 MEGA PIX PHONE!
shannon's 2 MEGA PIX PHONE.
my 3.2 mega pix cam! (ohhhhh)

blogged at 12:00 AM

quick entry before i decide if i wna go home or not.
im having break now.
which actually isn't helping anything at all.
BECAUSE my head still feels damn squashy.
like whatever.

i know fever's coming.
and im having flu already.
on and off.
gf was right when i kept sneezing ystd.
FLU.

okays, i think i may wna go home.
no. im stayin put.
AHHHHHH.

blogged at 10:15 AM

GO WATCH SPIDEY!

he's so hot and at times he look like joel from good charlotte.
then sandman looks so much like frankenstein.
i end up laughin at him.

who'll watch a movie and cry with me?
my GF! (:

HOTTIE SPIDEY!

im sleeping with a wide smile tonight.

i'll blog more when im not so tired.

blogged at 11:14 PM

this is part of W14M! (:

the guys hard at work.

SHIXIAN! i love her ALOT!

i took this by accident, i've nice black toes.

waitin for the rest. LOOK AT AHMAD AND WENE!

spastic but OUTSTANDIN, stupid shannon snatch with me.

im always ready for photo takin! (: camwhore too much.

W14M with sheena, jasvi, kavitha, wendy, qifeng not here.

we unite like mad. (:

the gays guys, blur photo sorry.

the belles of W14M!

lets pack up and leave!

TODAY.

labour day which meant no school.
and yeowting's bday.
i got the present.
but that busy guy has no time for me.
):

im so gna make him meet me.
I DONT CARE. XD

babe msg me to get out with her.
but i already had plans for outing on thurs.
and if get out today.
AHHHHHHHHS, no spidey for me! ):
so, SORRY BABE!
I didn't mean to not meet u out for town.
but..... SORRY.

i didn't wna think it that way.
but i couldn't help it anymore.
please assure me that my thoughts are just fake.
i know it isn't rights.
but i dont know.
my mind's in a whirl.

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