i dont want another pretty face,i dont want just any one to hold.i have nothing to do on a warm sunday.
the weather feels just so nice.
but here i am with nothing in mind.
i have no mood for any studying.
momsie and i had a talk just now.
i kept the thing from her about me getting a C for communication that time.
its best for her not to know.
i dont want someone kicking a fuss out of a molehole.
its over isn't it?
the thing about my godma is such that she cant be bothered.
i skip going to gram's place on sat.
its not just that im too tired to go over.
but the fact that i didn't wna be the one with full responsible looking after the kids.
though i miss charlotte alot.
i just didn't wna go.
i couldn't say no everytime keefe and jolene ask me
to bring them out for cycling.
i would just stand and look at them as the play.
with occasional shouting at them.
this isn't my ideal saturday.
ystd was just another fine example.
which left momsie and bro pissed to the neck.
im really skipping gram's place unless we have a major gathering.
like a function or something to celebrate about?
if not i wouldn't wna go.
home alone is fine with me.
then we talk about auntie's maid.
i still dont get it and felt whatever jiejie did was right.
life's so complex and why wouldn't anyone think it the simpler way?
im readin a book titled "32C That's Me"
human complexity.
they wear a facade to everything dont they?
SMARTIE!
are u back from jakarta?
im pretty bored without u entertainin me online.
wow, important ehs.
hahash.
i miss her.
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the feeling of nothing.
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the feeling of nothing.