u look around and sense the world going all too fast.
would u stick around to catch up or would u just stop moving?

i don't know whats wrong with me.
but i slept till 3PM.
15 hours of sleep.
ehhhhhs, thats a bit too much.

& so i hadn't studied or understand a single thing for the upcoming UT.
ROTS.
i so need to study even if it's to the wee hours for today.
learn from past mistakes.

they asked what we learnt in RP.
i merely replied nothing related to my course.
but it's just some extra things.
facilitators said, don't question yourself why u're learning this.
we're just broadening your range of knowledge.
& letting u have better fundamental knowledge of other modules.

rant & rant so many times about studying in RP.
but does it helps?
i still have like 2 years & 1 more sem to go through.
how awful?
i always told others that i'll strive hard in RP.
but how possible to when my motivation gets lost so often?
the desire to persevere went missing?

moderation in RP for UTs has done so much harm/help.
whatever, just choose 1.
i failed my computing & maths module UT.
14/40.
okays, nothing proud of it.
but my grade shows a C+

so what if there's no moderation or something?
argh.

it may seems to be enjoying life in RP.
but think again.

1st meeting (1 hour) - see problem statement, do first meeting template (FMT)
break 1 hour - eating with classmates.
2nd meeting (1 hour) - do research, brainstorm HARD.
break 2 1/2 hour - rush out a good powerpoint.
3rd meeting (2 hour) - presentation, see facil's powerpt.

NOT.

okays, i better go start studying or something.
or maybe go bathe first.
LOLS.