♥ shan's.

Monday, July 30, 2007

we were 2 strangers walking past each other.

pretty busy starting from tml onwards.
nahs, not because my school is having it's official opening ceremony tml.
i kinda don't like it.
they're turning the school into one pile of messy stuff.
the lobby used to be so CLEAN and SPACIOUS.
but now, there're hardly place to walk through because they place so many things there.
-.-"
PM coming so they had to "beautify" the place.

my classmates and i were like saying they pattern ALOT.
ribbons here and there.
and they recently drain the water of the "pond" then refill it and drain it the next day then refill it moments later.
RP has alot of money lahs.
u should see the number of cameras in my block.
on a storey alone, i think theres's like more than 10?

okays, enough of random stuffs about school.
im busy with trying to find time out to catch up with the following people.

doris ; pri school mate and also my close sister
stepf ; my dearest babe!
irah ; my famous GF.

& im busy doing up a present.
trying to go get another present.
& i'm leaving spore on next thurs.
WOW.

fairy, pls grant me more hours a day!

okays, off to start thinking of my present.

toodles;

blogged at 7:10 PM

Saturday, July 28, 2007

the emptiness drawing close.

stay home saturday again.
gram's went to temple and no one would be going down to gram's place.
i wanted to get out today though.
to get bro's present.
even if it mean's alone because i couldn't find anyone to go out with me.
BUT, the rain set in and i slept in.
muahahahhas.

i can play crazy taxi with my acer laptop.
FINALLY.
watch goal 2.
okays, it's LAME.
& now i have to wait for the TO BE CONTINUED......

-.-"

okays, im taking self MC on 10 august to go msia.
i want a break and since it's erm cognitive module.
and my cognitive UT4 would be over by then.
time for a little break and some shopping.
i dont care, i wna shop and see whatever i like.

toodles.

blogged at 5:10 PM

Thursday, July 26, 2007

baby, you're all that i ever asked for
all that i ever needed.

coginitive is oh so cool.
so what have I learnt?

RJ is not about QUANTITY, it's QUALITY.

im going to meet stepf up on next week.
can't wait to see her b'cause it was DONKEY years ago when i saw her.
I didn't even see her during O Level result release.

& what did I do for today?
i was playing bus driver, doing the smart thingy with smartie, then trying to make up a ppt.
& now, im given mario, crazy taxi on my laptop.

now, it's game time.
though the time says, 1131PM.

im waiting for sam to tell me when he wna watch goal 2.
cause I WNA WATCH IT SO MUCH!

okays, out.

blogged at 11:25 PM

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

in my dreams, there was only you.
till now, it's still you.

i stayed till computing & mathematic module end.
that's something to rejoice on.
karen was still asking my team.
"would i see the team during 3rd meeting?"
okays, she got what she wished for.

kinda screwed up the presentation b'cause i had spelling mistakes, slides forgotten to be added.
i actually forget to put up my hypothesis slide.
pls die shan!
):

nose getting teary.
RWARRRRRRS.
flu flu flu.
wohoooooo.
okays, i'm nuts.

& alot of my classmates are chionging bus driver now.
chris is ADDICTED to it, bro plays it b'cause he has nothing to do.
while me?
i have no time to complete it!

tml's cognitive.
pls give me a easy problem.
i don't wna die early.

hokays, im going to bed.
my nose is killing me.

blogged at 11:22 PM

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

just get the hell outta my sight,
because u irks me more.

UT 3 is OVVVERRRRR.
but UT 4 starts on next tues.
it's okays cause i don't need to go school on next wed.
HOL HOL HOL!

i have nothing to post.
but i just want to say this.

NORTON ANTIVIRUS is good.
stop the hell critisising my NORTORN U ARSEHOLE.

blogged at 11:09 PM

Saturday, July 21, 2007

Remeber who was the one that stood by you,
those memories.

hahahs, i have a new game.
and it's called bus driver.
it's a very challenging game b'cause the controlling is so difficult!

(:

nonetheless, im fine except the fact,
i need a super long break to rest well.
i'm VERY tired.

the tee says it all.

she's the love of my life.

sal's top is so cool.

sal and i.

zara top.

blogged at 12:02 AM

Thursday, July 19, 2007

im fine, but it takes nothing but time.

i'm having craving to go watch a movie.
i have a few movie which i wna catch.

Vacancy
Harry Potter and The Order of Phoenix
Goal 2
Transformer
My Wife is a Gangster 3

so many movies, so little time.
screw school.
UT 3 is coming to an end and what starts the week after next week.
is UT 4.
PLEASE DIE.
grrrrrrrrrrr.

jie and me need a job b'cause we're so broke.
):

facades are temporary.
just stay neutral and we'll be all fine.
i promise this.

blogged at 11:22 PM

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

i was once in my dreamland,
where i thought dreams would last till forever.

PHOTOS PHOTOS PHOTOS.

im bloggin with these photos to show that im very much alive and kicking.
but today was one drastic day.
i hate computing and maths module.
whats wrong with VB? what's wrong with maths?
DIE PLS.
i dont know how im going to survive in sem 2.

sam disappeared after telling me he should be dead.
yes, u should die pls now for disappearing.
HMPH.

blogged at 11:22 AM

Sunday, July 15, 2007

this isn't freedom, i'm just your puppet that's all.

they believe i'm innocent, i'm a good girl.
mummy's girl.
but here i am telling the whole wide world.
i'm not.
i've my thantrums, i've my attitude.

i don't know what the hell is wrong with my mom these few days.
fine, she just dislikes me.
first she don't allow me to dine with the monsters on friday.
because she said i ALWAYS go out & would spend and uses my ATM card.
shut up, it's just assumptions that i do.
which i don't.
cm'on, how many of u have seen me really drawing money out?
not when im really out of cash then would i.
so i text mom and told her this.
im going home right after school, i DON'T WANT to go eat with them already.
then i showed her attitude in which she gave in and ask me to go with them.
why would i wna go anymore when she already spoil my mood?

next, on ystd.
i bought a top at marina square.
and there she says i'm spending AGAIN.
cm'on, the top is like 10 bucks ONLY.
I swear to heaven above that i never withdraw any money from my bank.
and it's as if my ATM card is for show.
then she come pisses me off even badly.
that she don't allow me to use the laptop after i bathe last night.
i told her im going to study for UT on enterprise in which i really am.
she says i'll MSN more.
then i told her this.
okays, then i shall not study.
fail my UT then.

i dont know what the hell is wrong with my mom seriously.
and today, she shoots me again by saying i don't eat finish the dish and brings in.
cm'on, am i to stuff myself when im freaking full?
choke myself to death and that makes u happier is it?

super pissed.
mind u, don't come piss me further.
or u're dead.
RWARRRRRRRRRS.

fcuk u world.

blogged at 2:57 PM

Thursday, July 12, 2007

my WISHLIST :

attend all lessons on next week
no skipping of lessons half way through on next week
no Cs for grades for next week's lessons.
at least 2 As for daily grades for next week.
master the VB codes for upcoming UT.
regulate my eating time ie, lunch is at 12, not 10am.
control spendings
NO MORE SPLURGING!

okays, exception post.
CONTROLLING MYSELF.

blogged at 12:00 AM

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

still lost somewhere.

nopes, i'm not out of my maze.
i'm still stuck wondering why the noob brain of mine would put RP in my 12 options.
but im bloggin to show yonghow the pee bro something.

i was so glad when i came home today.
seeing my bro sitting on the sofa watching tv.
so relieved.
so happy.
:D

yonghow pee bro!
the nightmare is over because my own bro is all okays.
im a happy kid b'cause my nightmare is all erased.

let's give me some more times to figure my way through.
it's meaningless & i'm so tired of it.

blogged at 12:27 AM

Tuesday, July 03, 2007

u've lost ur directions lady.

im leaving this place to let it collect cobwebs,
till i fgure my way out of this jungle, this maze that i got lost in.

it isn't that easy as u think it would be because u've nothing in mind.

blogged at 10:13 PM

Monday, July 02, 2007

it was b'cause of the mistakes that we make & we went diff routes.

school today was still alrights.
back to normal internet researching and all.
but the internet was really SLOW.
it's terrible!

so what did i learnt today.
meledith belbin!
okay, it's about his model of team roles.
i did do my part of work okays?

pee bro yonghow is sick.
sore throat & dying in class.
bro! take good care hokays?
cannot die!

pee bro ahmad is also sick.
fever i think.
he left the class without telling anybody.
u youngest pee bro.
TAKE GOOD CARE. :D

then went off to take 169 to AMK to yt's place.
the journey is super long.
and i couldn't sleep b'cause the handle behind me is short.
plus i want a shoulder to sleep on pls?

picked up my bday present.
and it's very nice.
but i know it's expensive.
precious moment's angel porcelain doll.

he told me he hope the angel would look after me.
it'll.
the least hold me through my poly life.
thanks so much yt!

went auntie ceceilia's place while waiting for babe to reach amk.
we went manicure together!
:D
mission accomplished.
we've been wanting to go manicure together since long long ago.
that at least made babe happier.
GIRL, dont so clumsy le lahs.
dont chipped off the thing somemore.
must treasure.
next month.
PAMPER ourselves.

came home & met momsie up for dinner.
it's her chinese bday today.
so she ate mian xian.

& whn i came online just now.
chris asked me about binomial.
totally stunned.
like since when was there binomial.
ended up that time whn i had migraine and went home.
it was about binomial.
severe good game for tml's UT.

i'll just give it my best.
even though i know i did not by giving up in the first place.
it's not me i know.
but i'm sorry.
just grant me some time to get myself motivated.
changed & accepting all these new concepts.
please?

i'm in love with this song.

Wait For You - Elliott Yamin

go listen to it!
ask me for it if u want. :D

tell me it's over because this is nightmare to me.

blogged at 11:13 PM

Sunday, July 01, 2007

nothing come out from this.

RP SUCKS LIKE WHATEVER.

i'm having a very emotional turmoil now all thats to RP.

pls die, the UTs are like never ending.

blogged at 4:16 PM