♥ shan's.

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

this broken heart no longer beats a beat faster.

that little tyrant is over at my place.
and she's very sweet yet clumsy and am a TYRANT.

actually i have nothing to blog.
but okays, this is just to stop people from complaining that I don't blog.
CHRIS, u owe me one.

outing on tml.
wooooo, i miss sal.
it feels weird not to see your classmater because you are so used to seeing them DAILY.
okays, that's for me.
i'm dying without my daily dosage of the the Pee buddies and the 5s.
plus dydy, shann and jas whom I'll see everyday in the interchange.
dangs.

gna watch dead silence on tml.
aahahahs, scare my ass off.
coool.

laptop on next week.
:D

i feel so noob when i was playing maple.
dots, maple??
shan's playing maple.
shut up, b'cause my very own bro told me to go play with him.
ahahahahs.
i think my teacher songming is coughing out blood very soon.
ahahahs!

okays, this entry is freaking RANDOM already.

TOODLES.

if i had a chance, i wouldn't let this end.

blogged at 12:10 AM

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Quiz 1
Rules and Regulations:
1) Each player of this game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves.
2) People who get tagged needs to write in their blog of their own weird things as well and state the rules clearly.
3) In the end, you’ll select 5 people to be tagged and list their names

6 weird things about me:

1) I sleep like nobodies business
2) I USED to not play online games till my OWN bro ask me to. -.-"
3) I DON'T drink alcohol and WON'T in future.
4) I don't eat steam fish and steam prawns and BEEF.
5) I'm always hungry but eat very little.
6) LASTLY for SHEENA, her science is SUPER OMG, she understand it while i go huhhhhh. THUMBS UP for you pee sis. (:

Selected people to do this quiz:
NONE, I shall be nice and let it ends with me.

Quiz 2
Answer the following questions...
The person who tagged you is: Sheena.
Your relationship with him is: My Pee sis.
Your 5 impressions of him: Smart, eyes very big, eye lashes is so long ( im dead jealous) , eats ALOT, very good presenter.
The most memorable thing he had done for you: Celebrate my 17th bday for me.
The most memorable thing he had said to you: HMMMM, her COLDEST joke.
If he/she becomes your lover, you will: I'm not a les please.
If he/she becomes your enemy, you will: I don't do anything to my enemy.
If he/ she becomes your enemy, the reason will be : DEAD JEALOUS OF EYELASHES.
The most desired thing you want to do for him/ her now is : hmmmmm, secret.
Your overall impression of him/ her is : She's very cold.
How do you think people around you will feel about you? : ehhhhh, VERY SLOW.
The characteristic (s) you love of yourself is /are : Always smiling.
The characteristic (s) you hate of yourself is/ are : Dead stubborn.
The most ideal person you want to be is : NONE, I like being myself. Fullstop.
For people that care and like you, say something to them : Thanks for standing by me always, LOVEs load.

END.

blogged at 11:17 PM

Sunday, August 26, 2007

this heart wrenching moment is so sour.

I don't know how or what to say anymore.
But the news definitely wasn't just plain news anymore.
It felt so close because I knew gabriel or rather sort of know him.
Never had it occur to me that I would be hearing such news.
Given he had a long way to go and that his future is so bright and colourful.

Yet, he wasn't given the opportunity to fulfil them.
Mixed emotions was all that I felt because he taught me an important lesson, to treasure life.
And that I shouldn't give up on my dreams either.
This lesson learnt is painful and heart wrenching.

Lord, you've called upon him to return to your side.
Lord, I ask this in your name that he would be well taken care of and that his family would be all fine.
Amen.

blogged at 12:45 AM

Friday, August 24, 2007

I'll be lying if I say i won't miss anyone;

today marks the last day of sem 1.
only 9 people turned up for the lesson.
and everyone wasn't listening to ah liang.
we didn't do any ppt except to stare hard and try to know what the worksheet was saying.

16 weeks has pass.
& the class went from very united till maybe cliques united.
i don't know.
maybe bystander could see it more?
this week wasn't easy I would say.
since it's also the last week.

throughout this period of time, i made good friends, cliques and a good bro.
i'll miss everyone okays minus those that i didn't like.
we know who, so i don't have to name them out.
HAHAHAHS.
& now, this entry goes out to these people.

PEE BUDDIES.

yonghow and me.

he's none other than the good bro i made in these 16 weeks.
always there without fail.
we have great mind so we think alike very often.
it wasn't easy to keep a friendship going.
maintaining is even difficult.
i rmb what bro once told me.
"no matter what shit happens, our brother and sister relationship must stay."
bro, I can promise u it'll never end.
thanks so much for always being there! :D

chris.

the gey khiang king of us all.
he seemed so quite initially but ended up becoming a talk cock king.
-.-"
ehhhhs, thanks so much for the being the late night listener.
emo-ing with me in the night for stupid reasons.
solitaire is fun okays?

sheena.

pee sis!
didn't know we'll all be able to go so far.
from people we don't even bother to care about.
till we hang around so much now.
don't eat so much le!
if not i'll feel so sad cause I always cannot finish my food!
):
i hope you'll have nice classmates in sem 2. (:

WENE!

ehs ehs u joker!
pls tell ur new classmates to not speak to u in chinese.
if not u will think of me speaking to u in chinese on orientation.
HAHAHAHAHS.
& u still look like harry potter.

david aka DADDY.

daddy!
woooohoooo.
mix more with the pees and u're turning into another talk cock king.
lols.
but it was so fun to be with u.
like no need worry for ppt and all.
lols!
take cares alrights?

last but not least, AHMAD!

ahmad!
woooooooo, u made the right choice and came out from the dilemma.
rmb how i used to talk things out of u?
don't think too much already okays?
i wonder how bored i'll get without u in class.
with no one to lame to and talk rubbish to.
i bet i'll die of boredoom!
wow, u're important lehs.
ahahahahhas.
take care alrights?

5s

sal.

it's how amazing we 2 can click so well and all.
till now we hadn't even figure out why.
but thanks for being there like u always was.
talk things out of me and cheer me up!
really, i wouldn't know what to do if u aint there!
sal, u're the greatest!
:D

kim!

kim ah kim.
i'll really miss u so badly in class.
no one to gossip with me.
no one to laugh with me.
no one to eat alot of rubbish with me.
and no one to prank other people with me.
most importantly.
no one emo with me at fushan garden!

EE WEN!

just like the big sister in the 5s.
i think i'll miss seeing u the first thing i come into class.
no one to go eat lunch with me.
no one to pei me to the int after school.
no one to talk nonsense with.
no one to emo with me!
no one to gossip with me.

one last person.
BETTY!
don't limit yourself alrights?
have confidence in yourself betty!
we'll always be there for u!
i'll.
so will kim and ee wen and sal.
(:
we're always behind u rooting for u!

----------------
i wish all of you would find yourself in nice class with good classmate.
no emo classmates!
(:
don't forget to meet up alrights?

with love,
shan.

blogged at 12:28 AM

Thursday, August 23, 2007

what would u do if it was me?

this song hasn't been playing in my playlist for very long.
and now im repeating it.
because the lyrics means so much.
and it has so much to say.

白色风车

白色的风筝安静的床枕
沉睡的感觉梦见那遥远
天边的海水复杂的眼泪
看你傻傻走握住我的手
梦希望没有尽头我们走到这就好
因为我不想太快走完这幸福
很可惜没有祝福但爱你并不孤独
不会再让你哭

我背你走到最后能不能不要回头
你静静的抱住我说你不需要承诺
你说我若一个人会比较自由
我不懂你说什么反正不会松手

我背你走到最后能不能别想太多
会不会手牵着手晚一点才到尽头
你说不该再相见只为了瞬间
谢谢你让我听见因为我在等待永远

白色的风筝安静的床枕
沉睡的感觉梦见那遥远
天边的海水复杂的眼泪
看你傻傻走握住我的手
很可惜没有祝福但爱你并不孤独
不会再让你哭

我背你走到最后能不能不要回头
你静静的抱住我说你不需要承诺
你说我若一个人会比较自由
我不懂你说什么反正不会松手

我背你走到最后能不能别想太多
会不会手牵着手晚一点才到尽头
你说不该再相见只为了瞬间
谢谢你让我听见因为我在等待永远
谢谢你让我听见因为我在等待永远

blogged at 12:00 AM

Monday, August 20, 2007

if you were to say you'll be here till the end.

okays, so we stayed overnight at betty's hostel.
namely the 5s.
kim, eewen (da jie!), sal and me plus the owner betty.
maded chocolate and honeydew sago for the pot luck today.
which ended up i only have less than 15 mins of sleep.
freaking tired now.

sal and ee wen the 2 warrior didn't sleep a single wink.
dots.
kim and I napped.

let the photos speak.
im too tired and have to pack bag for tml.
stayover AGAIN.

sal having her dinner.

our own treats. only for the 5s!

we're chionging to cut raisins up.

here comes the real thing.

in preparation.

TADA.

don't believe ee wen, she pattern only. AAHHAHAHAHS.

ask eewen what she did, i was so tired and she did this to me!

the pot luck day.

the 5s first photo together as a whole.

class' gays.

class girls.

& altogether.

look into my eyes and say u love me.

blogged at 10:28 PM

Saturday, August 18, 2007

everytime i close my eyes, u were all that i could see.

im freaking tired.
& i can't imagine we're actually tonning over tml night.
coooooool.

so i need to go sleep now.
no wait, i'll after i finish listening corinne may's new album!

way nice.
(:

okays.
i feel like eating gelare tml.
BUT, i don't know who to find.
evil cannot touch icecream.
im meetin the rest in the evening.
so hmmmmmmmm.

okays.
i don't know.

blogged at 11:43 PM

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

how come it never felt like this before,
this down, this unhappy?

terrible terrible KAREN.
i hate her even more now.
i really do alrights?

i never never never was this serious in computing and maths module.
but i was so so so serious today.
i got disappointed last night after seeing the predicted grade for computing.
then i tried so hard like i never did before on today.

but when class ended, she had to show us this email to pshyco us all.
damn.
in the email wrote something like this.
"getting C doesn't necessary means passing the module, possibility of failing the module is still there"

dots.
just nice, i got a bloody C for this module predicted grade.
way cool huh?
all thanks to UT3 lahs.
D. D. D. D. D. D.
crapshit.

screw u VB.
screw u shit ass alrights.

& the quiz i took for today's problem scores 0/4.

RWARRRRRRRRRS.
tml's UT 4.
last UT for sem 1.
cool, get it over and done with.

I HATE COMPUTING AND MATHS MODULE.
I HATE KAREN EVEN MORE.

blogged at 9:29 PM

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

in this life, we either live well or regret.

bad luck today or something?
on the bus home.
this mother f keeps shaking the god damn seat.
& i had to on my music so loud so i can't hear him.
f off lahs.

then when i'm home, my room light dances to disco.
now that daddy has change the light.
my room is OH SO BRIGHT!

tml's computing.
COMPUTING = VB = GG = SIT AND STONE.

i don't know anything about VB at all.
so I think i'll be so dead for tml and thurs.
tml for computing module.
thurs for computing UT.

& i dislike karen.
no explanations needed.
just sit in my shoes and be her student for a day and anyone would know.

screw VB.
abf#%^T&Y@#*^RFHVBNK%&*

blogged at 11:44 PM

Monday, August 13, 2007

Arsenal's way cool!

i caught the match ystd night with my bro.
we 2 were mad kids, screaming and getting mad at the players.
Arsenal VS Fulham.
2 - 1

:D

the have this new kid that's playing.
nicklas bendtner.
he's kinda nice looking.
but he plays very well and his built is good.
he's well built which meant he could challenge defenders easily.

theo walcott is CUTE.
way CUTE to resist.
but he's lacking alot.
he could run fast, but he always lose possesion of the ball.
and he can't shoot well.

me and my bro calls sagna SAN NIANG.
and we call him mop too.
but he's a very good player.

im happy!
b'cause the first EPL match for Arsenal and they have proven they can do it.
xcept jen lehmann need to do some severe reflection!
he let a goal in.
stupid one.
that goal made me so angry b'cause it was not even 1 min when the goal was scored.
PFT.

okays, got to sign off.
3rd meeting's starting soon!
:D

theo walcott is so cute.
and im back to supporting arsenal!

blogged at 12:36 PM

Sunday, August 12, 2007

Day 3 - last day in Kluang.

morning breakfast in hotel.
then roam around.
before heading back to pack up and leave.
HOME SWEET HOME AFTER that!

we're on our way back!

she's my best companion, really.

lalallalalalalalalalalal.

i caught her not noticing, evil i know.

i anyhow tied so i could sleep and carolyn thinks its nice.

believe it, it's all charlotte's.

even more.

END OF DAY 3.

blogged at 3:59 PM

DAY 2.

woke up by 6.50am to brush up.
and i rmb i was like woken up by keefe's voice.
still drowsy and sleepy.
what to do when im sick?

headed down for buffet breakfast.
the food is very very limited.
the nasi lemak taste nice.
but i really couldn't taste the chilli at all.
my tast bud was blocked BADLY.

then off to PKH for traditional msia breakfast.
the bread i ordered tase super nice.
like always it does.
(:

then we walked around.
before godpa and keefe returned to hotel to pack up their stuffs.
went back hotel and rest.
then headed down to the coffe shop beside hotel.
wanton soup for lunch.
i ate 2 bowls.
LOLS.

send them off to the terminal then we continued shopping.
i bought myself a heel.
like i finally found 1 that i like and it aint high!?

dinner was at the dai pa dang outside hotel.
the BBQ sotong is so nice.
or maybe it was not.
because i still can't taste the chilli at all.
RWARRRRRRS.

then we walked around.
found our feets bringing us into KFC.
dots.
KFC is very very expensive.

my buffet breakfast, porridge and tea.

keefe and daddy.

junyu, auntie connie, jiajun.

on our way to PKH.

the famous traditional breakfast in KLUANG.

hungry anyone?

our battle against wanton mee and wanton soup, victory is OURS.

the takoyaki in Kluang Parade, way better than spore's.

nothing to do in hotel.

disturbing carolyn.

camwhores with me.

she got very bored and make my hair.

i don't know what she did. LOL.

look what i did for her.

Kluang's KFC is very very EXPENSIVE.

END OF DAY 2.

blogged at 3:24 PM

Saturday, August 11, 2007

DAY 1

woek up around 6 plus.
met up with the rest at kranji MRT at around 9.
then 170 all the way to msia.
msia's checkpoint was terribly crowded.
plus i was sick and all.
irritated was me.
hahahs!

coached down to Kluang in a 2 hours journey.
very cold.
my younger cousin had to lend me her cardigan.

then started walking around before cheecking into hotel.
don't be deceived by the nice looks of the hotel.
cause it's not.
lols.
it's run down and hmmmmmm.
HAHHAHhAHAHAS.
my extra bed was like sinking in the middle as if some fat momma had slept on it.

dinner @ the restaurant.
super nice food.
cake after dinner cause it was jia jun's bday.
who happens to share the same bday as spore.
truly singaporean.