the way my life is.

moved.

2008-02-13T17:20:00.003+08:00

i've moved.

hellos hellos world.
i've shifted to live journal.

i've moved HERE .

see you there. :D

relink me if you wish to.
much appreciated.

CJ 7.

2008-02-13T00:08:00.000+08:00

the music played for forever, but the pain continues;

all i can say in this post is.

GO WATCH CJ 7.

it's freaking nice.

bye.

im lazy to blog.

2008-02-12T00:00:00.001+08:00

fawahhhs, you're meeting the laziest person on earth.

ystd was great.
finally met wen and mabel after school closed.
they came over along with syong.
mahjong at my place.
:D

today,
went to watch ah long pte ltd with boyfriend and his family.
the show is so hilarious!
then dar's mummy brought me to have crab at TPY.
WOOOOOOOOO.
crab is my favourite, i can don't have abalone or shark fin.
but crab is a MUST.
yipee!
then got a ride home from uncle.

i think i should go to bed soon.
because i need to wake up early tml.
or rather, charlotte will wake me up early.
it's movie again for the boyfriend and me.
:D
i've decided, let's go catch CJ7!

im going to set off looking for job soon.
I NEED MONEY FOR SHOPPING.

TOODLES.

CNY.

2008-02-08T22:45:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

hellos hellos world,
today is the 2nd day of CNY and so far it has pretty much been B-O-R-I-N-G.
i don't know if it's me thinking too much,
else it got to be the fact that this year's CNY hadn't been that interesting as before.
but i got to agree that it isn't.
let's talk about what had happened then.

CNY DAY 1.
woke up pretty early to prepare to go to 3rd aunt's place,
another reason for being early is that i won't fight the toilet with bro.
went to 3rd aunt's place as usual,
meal was settled there too.
the pork rib was so nice but i can't eat more of it because my relative hadn't arrive.
BAHHHHHHHHHHHHS.
waited till around 12 plus and my relative were still not there.
2nd auntie was at mama's place,
4th aunt still at home in CLEMENTI.

1 plus, dar came to pick me up to head over to his place with his dad.
:D
that was when boredoom ended!
went over his place and ate some food before heading to visiting with his family.
it was fun, but confusing in a way because i couldn't remember who was who.
played blackjack with his relative, mom, sister and daddy.
but i don't think this year i should gamble at all,
there wasn't any luck at all!
dinner at his place before his dad fetched me home then send silly boyfriend to work.

momsie and daddy fetched baby to our place in the night,
she's super adorable.
& i love her so much!
when i go to work, i'm going to buy her cute stuffs.

CNY DAY 2.
got woken up by baby who came to my room and,
started calling me loudly.
no choice but to wake up and prepare to head to gram's place.
first meal at gram's place was always nice and this year there was so much abalone.
:D
pooled money to see who's card was the biggest.
played 3 rounds and lost all 3.
thus concluded that i shouldn't gamble at all for this year.

thought sheryl and ian would be going to great gram's place.
but ended up, auntie cecilia told them to head home.
then carmen and all headed to her mom's side.
so i've no where to head too and they all left,
so it was only me at gram's place.
decided to pack some food for the poor boyfriend who had no food to eat.

daddy fetched me to boyfriend's place.
then spend time with the boyfriend and took a cab home.
bought mac for dinner and came home to rush my bro for work.

tomorrow's gonna be a long day to go.
got to wake up early to head to temple since this year fan tai sui.
then meet boyfriend up for visiting and then back to my place.
so, i shall end this post with photos i took along the week.

--------------------------

CNY shopping at chinatown, boyfriend being ahmad. LOLS.

CNY DAY 1, at aunt's place & saw lots of VESPA!
* AINUL, are you seeing this?!
(: and oh, i miss you already. hahs!

off the vespa goes, vroom vroom!

thats hmmm, day 1.

my to be god sister.

ADORABLE & a HORROR!

okays, got to end this post here.
TOODLES.
& oh, i miss my besties!
& mel, wen and mabel!

oh, i changed my blog's photo!
classic.
:D

i miss the boyfriend too!
so much in love.

CNY eve.

2008-02-06T16:29:00.001+08:00

fancy dresses, walking down the winding road.

hellos world,
i hadn't gone missing so no worries.
so far i hadn't touched the internet for quite some time.
the last time being, playing dai dee with PD and William.
maybe there wasn't much that i wanted to write,
thus i didn't blog.
but now, guess it's time to clear up the dust and cobwebs here.
cm'on, after all it's my blog.
:D

last day of school was filled with fun no doubt.
but missing out of mel cause she took the flight and flew to Taiwan.
we had another round of photo taking before mabel and i went over to bf's class.
i joined bf and his classmates for badminton.
it was so much fun!
dinner was at school's opp and we discovered good food!

i cleaned out my room on sunday,
initial plan was to meet up with besties to get out for some walking around.
but something happened to bestie's cousin and so it was cancelled.
my room is cleaned BUT it's still messy enough i would say.

we picked baby up to see the doctor last night,
my poor baby's down with high fever and like me, is on the same kind of medication.
i'm still down with sore throat and cough.
but what to do when CNY is around the corner?

boyfriend is going to work on tonight.
BAHHHHHHHHHHHHs,
& he's sleeping now.
no idea what besties are doing.
oh!
melvin told me he's leaving germany for attachment.
& he told me he'll miss my bday.
so sad, come to think of it.
I MISS MY MONSTER CLIQUE!
wonder how i should plan out my 18th bday this year.

i can't upload any photo.
thank you huh.
):

BYEBYE.

ps/ I MISS MY GF!

crazy moments

2008-01-30T22:35:00.000+08:00

if forever really meant forever.

2 more days to end of year 1.
and the start of a 8 weeks long holiday!
:D
in the holiday, i'll be able to have 3 chalets.
yays!

today the class did something under the prompting of wen.
TAKE PHOTO AHS!

so we took some photos and will continue on tml!
hahahs.

that two on the extreme right is a COUPLE!

JJ super spastic look to suit us.

they're my HAPPY PILL in class. :D

LA LA LA LA.

let's bully 'AINUL.

bye world.
:D

finally in school;

2008-01-30T12:05:00.000+08:00

it feels as though im drunk;

i thought i went drinking but actually it was my medicine.
thanks to all the drowsy medicine that i had.
today should mark the last day of my medication!
i'm feeling better no doubt but still having irritating throat or a cough.

i'm going to look for a job soon.
my holidays are so look that having a job would be the last choice.
bestie kim!
are we still going together to find a job?
i'm so broke?
i need to work when new year ends.
BAHHHHHHHHHHHHS.

i'm alone in school.
besties not in school,
boyfriend is at home because he's tired.
and all that i have is wen, mabel and mel.
:D

okays, off to continue trying to do today's problem.
it's about jellyfish and roses.

BYE.

i'm ending year 1 very soon, YAYS!

im at home currently;

2008-01-28T12:32:00.000+08:00

when serenity drives one insane;

i'm feeling better right now at least,
i've been to the doctor with the companion of the boyfriend.
call me a lousy because i couldn't handle the pain in the throat anymore.
it got so painful that i practically just felt like sleeping it off.

i was AWARDED with :
. cough mixture
. antibiotics
. fever / bodyache medicine
. running nose medicine
. eye drop
. lozenges

thanks doc.
BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHS.

& i went to cut my hair after the doctor ystd & i rebonded my hair.
my fringe been a bitch since ystd.

so today i've decided to stay home and continue resting.
because all the medication that i had was DROWSY BASE.

looking at the list of people online, i found alot of people missing.
. besties
. wen, mabel, mel

where's everyone?
i only rmb replying wen's msg this morning to tell her i won't be in school.
hahs.

i went msia on fri.
with my relatives and parents and the boyfriend.
:D
we had fun of course.
me trying to be funny so i could not think about my sickness.
we're heading back again one day.
but this time, we're going to stay for a night so that it won't be that rush.
& i bought nothing during my trip there.
except STREPSILS.

sat was a stay home day for me.
the boyfriend came over and looked after me.
:D
he cooked marcroni for me as my 1st meal of the day.
then bought me herbal tea as i was still having fever.
constantly stuck at 38 degress.
sponging was the last resort and it was so COLD.

BYE world.
this entry is so junk up because i'm so drowsy.
& my momsie is behind nagging me.

BAHHHHHHHHHS.

im sick.

2008-01-26T14:01:00.000+08:00

the beeping sound that never stops.

im sick.
yes, terribly sick yet again.

my temperature hadn't stop flucturing up and down.

38.8, 38.3, 37.7, 39.2.

all these been measured since thurs.

):

BYE.

lesson 15 for science

2008-01-23T20:27:00.000+08:00

this tired yet cheerful soul longing for a long rest.

i did alot for today's SCIENCE MODULE.

&

ARSENAL LOST 5-1 TO TOTTENHAM!

):

BYEBYE.

1 more UT to go;

2008-01-22T18:14:00.000+08:00

if this music plays any longer, i'll do anything to stop it.

woke up at 7.06am.

&

I DID MY FREAKING UT ON PAPER.

bye world.

to move or not to?

2008-01-21T23:35:00.000+08:00

the wind blows and shatters all the dream.

i'm thinking of moving to livejournal.
so i can locked up entries.

i'm only considering.

tml's UT.
& i better head off to sleep now.
BYE.

some things are better left unsaid.
thats how i felt.

TO LOCK OR NOT TO LOCK?

bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs.

shopping day.

2008-01-20T00:42:00.000+08:00

If you're happy and you know it, clap your hands.

hellos hellos world.
i'm sucha happy kid today.
though i woke up only when the boyfriend called.
then i rushed all the way to meet him at compass.
was late and i was super guilty with it.
but still, late with good reasons.
his drink that i made and i took a cab to meet him.

i seldom take cab to meet people.
unless, i don't want to make the person wait super long.
else, it's that i just want to rush off.
okays, i don't know what i'm talking about.

then we took 80 to bugis.
oh my, bugis was so pack that it made it so stuffy.
i couldn't find any dresses that i like there.
tried one, but it was far too girly that silly and me couldn't take it.
BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHS.
he got 3 tops for me at bugis.
then bought his top and berm before heading to TOPMAN.
got another shirt there.

off to clark quay,
i so love the central!
it's got everything that i need!
bought my 2 dress there and a heels from charles and keith.
total damge?
$107.90.
WOW.

surprisingly, momsie didn't lecture me over the spending.
instead she was rather happy with what i bought.
she even told me to get back to the shop where i bought my dress in future.
it's worth the money it's what she said.
:D
the heels?
she loved it too.

bump into bro and jie at serangoon station.
i was super glad to see them.
guess i missed the monster clique too much.
someone, a gathering please?

then home and went to mac for dinner.
(:

FOR BESTIES :

besties!
next week meeting up on break time.
mon, wed and fri.
i'll be going for sure.
thurs maybe meeting up with u guys too.
it's got to be either thurs or fri.
or maybe mon change to thurs.
cause kim MIGHT want to leave.
LOLS!

this week hadn't seen laoda at ALL.
when i met kim on wed, she wasn't in school.
):
monday i left after UT cause LAPPY CRASH.
tues BOTH besties not in school. - )':
wed met up with kim.
thurs got food to eat in class.
fri too tired to go school.
and i only met bestie ONCE this week.
next week alrights bestie?

okays, ending here.

BYE LOVES.

BAHS BAHS BLACK SHEEP.

2008-01-18T23:12:00.000+08:00

Love's the WORD.

hellos world.
i've skipped school again on today.
no, no one's sick again or what.
BUT, i was too tired to drag myself out of bed.
what's more i've a grumbling gastric.

the boyfriend didn't go to school too,
reason was super like mine.
but on top of it, he still had his fever.
he was online till pretty late doing his stuff for the interview.
then we both slept till around 6 plus am where i woke him up by msgin him.
asking him if he still wanted to go school or not.

seriously, i was so tired all i wanted was to sleep and sleep.
then plop and sleep till around 9 plus am close to 10.
the boyfriend came to my place with porridge.
shocked because he gave me no msgs and instead.
he msg my mom and ask her to open the door.
HAHAHAHA.
ganging up.

i missed 2 lessons this week.
BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHS.
i've got no mood to study anymore, it's so BORING.
2 more UTs to go.
1 culture the other, enterprise.
and i skipped enterprise today.
nice try shan!

next friday, the parents are going to msia to get CNY stuffs.
good one.
because they'll only be gone for a few hours.
thus, i've decided not to follow.
so BORRRING.
take such long hour ride and yet, return home on the same night.
i thought of following too.
but didn't know what to buy, so skipped the thought of going.

okays, im super tired already.
but just finish bathing and couldn't sleep.
going to buy my CNY clothes on tml with the boyfriend.
we've no idea where to head to for the shopping.
SINGAPORE IS TOO SMALL i guess.

silly's sleeping now.
okays, guess i'll go continue talking to mabel.
then go play game.
else, ask PD and the rest to start the match rolling.
I'M BOREEEEEDDDDDD.

:D

bye world.

i love you.

wow.

2008-01-16T23:19:00.000+08:00

for you to feel better, even if it'll takes anything, i'll do it.

waking up at 0640 today is a miracle.
because it's WEDNESDAY.
wooooo, half a week has gone by.
2 more days till it's WEEKEND which also meant.
my CNY SHOPPING DAY!

:D

silly bf didn't go to school today cause he was sick.
i went to the bus stop alone & met up with mel to class.
facil said she wanted to mark me present instead.
so, I participate all that i can in 1st meeting.
then GOOD BYE, im gone from class.
fancy waking up at 6.40 to go for just an hour's lesson.
i must be INSANE.
but worth it the least.

sam the good bro came to RP with his friend to study for exam.
then met up with him around 11am till i finally can execute my plan.
not say smooth sailing cause i was so afraid.
hahahahahs.

then i finally did it.
my plan went successful and silly was so happy to see me.
HORRAY!
:D

stayed till dinner, made cheesy cupcakes with silly and his sis.
now i understand why they say.
jiang hai shi lao de la.
never underestimate the elderly.

then got a ride from silly's dad & home sweet home for me.
(:
i'm a happy kid today.
but the thought of UT tml drives me INSANE.

PS/ I WILL RMB TO TAKE TRAIN ON TML!

if this isn't love, i must have been blind and dumb.

cognitive was fine.

2008-01-15T22:46:00.000+08:00

tiring day.

11.09pm already and i hadn't bathe at all.
i fell asleep while waiting for the boyfriend to do his RJ.
woke up to found him done with his RJ.
okays, i'm dead guilty.

im done with my RJ.
im going to bathe now and study for science UT.

cognitive lesson was alrights today,
i find my old self coming back.
HORRAY!
:D

okays, im in no mood to blog.
BYE.

hungry fella.

2008-01-14T22:45:00.000+08:00

3 more UTs to sit for.

i took my UT on paper today.
b'cause my lappy dislikes me and decided to go on strike.
had to go off after UT to fixed it.
amazingly, i was done before 10.
-.-"
but beats better than staying in class and risk my grades.

i was dead right about cognitive and etp grades.
B, B, B, B, B!
wow.
mel and i was saying we so need to bring our old selves back.
the 3 weeks hols was nothing but prelude to sufferings.
though i had plenty of fun. :D

damn it, so tml is going to be the start of mugging.
or rather serious shan in class?
okays whatever it is, it's still going to be me.

i went to boyfriend's place and napped after mealing with wen they all.
then some dinner over there.
& i came home to find baby smiling so sweetly at me.
gosh, i miss her so so much!
she's sweeter than before.

plop and sleep while the boyfriend went to play ball.
baby came over beside me and kept calling me "jiejie"
but i continue sleeping.
till i notice my phone rang.
ohhhhhhhhh~
im picking up my phone on tml!
:D

okays, enough of this entry because it's so long winded.
TOODLES.

no words to describe.
b'cause we both felt how important we are.

2 more weeks to endure.

2008-01-13T23:04:00.000+08:00

weekend's over

no doubt, my weekend was the nicest one.
i had fun since fri midnight till today.
weekends are always fun and relaxing,
because there's no PBL method, no problem to solve.
argh, the thought of studying.

after the 3 weeks holiday, im being such a lazy beanie!
guess it's probably too much fun during the holiday.
the heart and mind doesn't want to study now,
instead it's filled with the energy to play.
i better start pulling up my socks.

3 more weeks left to give the last shot for better grades.
horrendous were mine when i check on it again.
this week was already filled with 2Xs,
i think my cognitive and enterprise module would be B.
sad enough.
BAHHHHHHHHHHS.

there's UT on tomorrow, but why is it on TOMORROW instead of TUES?
i hadn't study a single thing, bet it'll be a gonner.
i heard UT4's a life saver,
so i think it'll be smooth sailing.
cross fingers and pray is the only thing i can do.

this morning, i went tanning with clar.
the sun was shinning so nicely, im tanned!
but i think the tan is enough, i still want to wear dress during CNY.
the talk about CNY!
i'm so going to go CHINATOWN soon.
:D
i'm a happy girl whenever i go chinatown before CNY.

goodies and food and all stuffs to be brought.
i have a few things to do,
cleaning up my room,
going shopping to get my clothes for CNY.

& i don't know why i have to urge to go overseas.
feel like it though.
okays, enough of ranting.
i guess it's time to head to the PPT and study awhile.

PS/ I'LL REMEMBER TO TAKE TRAIN ON TML.

the others needn't know anything;

oh, another rotting day.

2008-01-13T01:05:00.000+08:00

i repeated a thoudsands of misses in my dream.

supper with the bf and his friend at midnight at point on fri night.
yuppies!
i don't know why but i got so hungry.
my dinner was huge enough, but still i grew hungry.
& the bf says he wanted to cycle to my place with his friend.
so supper supper supper yo!

thn home at around 2 while the bf and his friend cycled home.
watched tv, waited for the phone call.
thn plop and sleep.

woke up around 2 plus pm.
chicken rice for brunch.
thn everyone else left for gram's place.

the bf came over for dinner with me.
:D

tml's sun tanning with clar.
yooooohoooooo.
darker darker darker.
ahahahs!

okays, stopping here.
TOODLES.

yohuuuuu!

2008-01-11T23:14:00.000+08:00

1 week down.

it's been a tough week to pass.
but also a super happy week.
:D

my phone's just like mel's phone the other time.
wheeled to the "ER".
E-O-E-O-E-O-E-O, beep beep beep.
the "doctor" says it'll take 2-3 working days.
& data will be lost.
)':
pls don't erase my msgs!
please please please.

finally today's friday.
etp lesson but i have no idea what the problem was all about.
until 6P.
fa wahs wahs.
meaning no A for the day.
):
went for SHL talk today.
the facil was super FAGGOT.
she went around telling everyone to close their laptop.
-.-"
then we cannot copy down for RJ.
nice try.

supper soon!
:D
im going to eat desert!

iloveyoumorethanwordscansay.

i've been MIA.

2008-01-10T22:49:00.000+08:00

no im not dead people.

2 days missing from school.

wed - tired like shit.
left school on impromptu decision.
didn't manage to tell anyone about it.
cause i was so tired, my mind was all on sleeping.
plus, i was having either cramps or tummyache.
and so i didn't feel well.

went to bf's place and rested.
thn we went out and brought our monthsary stuff.
:D
something that'll carry through till forever.

thurs - missed UT, phone spoiled.
took the 161 earlier.
but got stuck in a bloody jam.
reached woodlands at 9.05 am.
forget it, was late for UT already.
and i don't even rmb i always take train on UT days.
to think i actually took bf to take bus.
-.-"
my fault.
then my phone died.
menu aka okays button doesn't work.
back button doesn't work.
clear button doesn't work.
that leaves me to cannot msg, cannot call.
cause i cannot go phone book.
& when i type a wrong word in a msg i cannot clear it.

thn went out with bf since we've already decided on so.
k box on sudden decision.
i won dar on daytona!
:D
thn sing sang sung.
off to novena for a walk at velocity.
thn to TPY for manicure.
the bf is super happy now.
he really am.

tml im going to school.
and all im hoping now is to feel better.
no, not physical.

fcuk.

1 more day to go

2008-01-08T22:30:00.000+08:00

i want to sing a song, a song where only we know;

cognitive was okays but what that wasn't okays was myself.
im oh so tired!
)):
woke up late this morning, not only me.
but silly was late too.

mel was tired,
mabel was sick,
wen wasn't in school cause she's still in thailand.
okays, i miss her so much.

tomorrow tomorrow!
where everyone is back together, we'll have a hell of time.
but hopefully mable wakes up in time and gets better.
so is mel!
faster recover okays ladies?

break time was spent with the besties and zinc.
i highly think they're launching a brainwash session on me soon.
that's what i think.
but kidding lahs bestie!
:D

dinner at Pepper lunch with silly.
then off home.
i was so full b'cause that silly boyfriend kept telling me to finish my food.
now, i feel bloated.
ahahash!

okays, enough said.
thurs is the 1st UT4.
last try to get better grades.
way to go shan!
:D

ohhhhhhhhhh, the boyfriend is online.
yays!
& i bet bestie is online watching her show.
reason being, she's not talking online with me.
HAHAHAS!
i know her too well, off to talk with the bf!

LOVES & TOODLES.

it's just tml silly. (:

day 1 passed.

2008-01-07T23:41:00.000+08:00

6am in the morning and tearful eyes.

i made it through the day!
but not a very good experience though.
started the day off with a red and itchy right eye.
then it kept tearing, i don't know what to do with it.

next, VB for computing!
nice try RP.

thirdly, MSN died on alot of us.
one moment u talk to someone, the other.
u CAN'T.
hellos hellos, what's wrong with the school which is tech savy?

LASTLY,
i practically rot my way through because my lappy has no visual studio.
nice enough, there wasn't any programme under run advertised.
why oh why?
i hate going to IT helpdesk.
I ALWAYS DO.

the class was extremely quiet except for a few laughters.
thank god mabel, mel, PD and JJ were in class.
i won't know how to survive without them.
PARTLY B'CAUSE MSN DIED & I CAN'T TALK TO BF & BESTIES.
screw u school!

i took out my contacts during 2nd break.
my eyes couldn't stop crying.
after taking it out, my eyes became so so small.
sad enough.

& now it's 1146pm.
my hair's still wet, silly boy has went to bed.
which meant im alone.

tomorrow is cognitive and i need to be filled with energy.
it's so difficult to get As.

okays, off to read book or maybe watch 公主小妹。

TOODLES.
2 more days.

school's starting yo!

2008-01-06T23:59:00.000+08:00

my school's reopening on tomorrow people.

it's 12.04am now.
the hot bath i had just now was so nice.
super duper relaxing.
but the thought of school's starting tomorrow, it just drives me nuts.
it'll be yet another 6am in the morning kind of stuff.
don't question why 6am, because i live so far from woodlands.
and no doubt, im slowpoke people.

tomorrow's computing and maths module.
but wen's in thailand, so it's only mabel, mel and me.
break time is with mabel and silly bf.

* BESTIES, sorry ahs!
couldn't be with u guys for break on tomorrow!
tues alrights?
i'll be there with u guys on tues!

when i was bathing just now, the silly bf did something super sweet.
he typed, 999 i love u into our conversation.
i counted, exactly 999 of them.
:D

I LOVE U TOO silly!

school starts, which meant RJ in the night.
BAHHHHHHHHHHHS.
4 more UTs to sit for!
strive!

so far, the grades were not bad.
which meant my goal might be reaching soon!
:D

TOODLES;

new blogskin.

2008-01-06T01:12:00.000+08:00

with a little peck on the lips, it sealed my fate.

it's 1.19am now.
& why am i only blogging now?
cause i slept in till say, 2 plus pm.
i woke up around 8 plus if i didn't rmb wrongly to reply the bf's reply.
pure surprise to him who didn't expect any reply.
(:

thn momsie brought dimsum & i only had siew mai till 7 plus pm.
totally hungry like a pig!
silly boy came over at 7.30 thn off to buy dinner back.
every moment spend is loves!

he stayed with me till momsie and dad came back from grams.
:D

oh and i just changed my blogskin.
absolute love!
audrey hepburn is pure diva.

the lesson makes me realise his importance even more.

i love u.

2008-01-04T21:43:00.000+08:00

i just want to say,

I LOVE U DAR.

in the heart, there's only a you.
this i assure u.

last day of 2007.

2007-12-31T15:50:00.000+08:00

let's take a look back on this year 2007.

within a blink of eyes,
it's the end of 2007.
2007 has yet been another memorable year.
where it seen me grow yet again.

out of secondary school and off to poly for me.
at the start of the year, i still thought it was doom's day for me.
given that i only have 18 for L1R4.
the hope of getting into NYP's business management was thrashed.
& hokay, out came the result of myself getting into RP.

but now, i don't think i regretted getting in there.
because in there, i found alot of things i won't missed out on.
my besties, my pee buddies, my silly boyfriend, my current group of loves one i hang around with (wen, mel, mabel)
(:

2007 also was a year where I got back close with my monster clique.
when they went poly and im still stuck in holy studying my ass off for O's.
we drifted because it was pretty hard to meet up.
but all thanks to melvin the monster.
then it's chalets and meet ups very often and studying together.
they celebrated my bday with me.
and thn on, everyone's bday we met up and had fun.
:D
they're on bunch of monsters i don't want to miss being around me.
xavier (bro), dine (sis), fusheng , melvin, chuanxun, songming, jeramy, emily, terry.

next person is someone that's damn close with me.
GIRLFRIEND.
we've been with each other from pri 5 till now.
sticking through everything with one another.
being with her was hell loads of fun.
endless laughter, silly moments!
GIRLFRIEND, u're the best!

one more person,
CLARISSA LING!
hellos girl, are u surprise to see ur BIG NAME here.
though this yr was somewhat rough for us.
im still pretty glad we made it through.
we're going to spend more time together alrights!
i havent celebrate ur bday for u yet!
loves u girl!
i'll still be there for u no matter what happens.
true friends stick with each other till the end.
(:

last person,
my bro also my buddy!
SAM!
hellos hellos bro!
thanks for helping me out here and there.
& thank me for helping u with ur report okays.
LOLS, kiddin bro.
don't go around thinking anymore, it's not worth it!
enjoy this last moments of 07 happily!
cheers!

sem 1 in RP was duper fun given the time spent with pee buddies,
not to forget near to the end of sem 1, the 5s!
PEE BUDDIES :
we skipped school together when the problem sucks.
else, when we screwed up out UTs.
we go sing Kbox else party world.
amazingly we grew so strong together.
I miss those days.
I miss everyone.
yonghow (bro) , chris (bro) , ahmad, wene, sheena, david (daddy).

BESTIES :
i'll never forget how much u 2 stood by me.
never foget the times we spend together.
and remember what u guys said!
my bday next yr is already planned.
(:
i'll never forget how u 2 took care of me whn im sick.
given that im the youngest too.
ai si ni men le lahs!
we'll be friends till forever!
eewen (laoda!) , kim.

sem 2 came and it was a complete new class.
but we bonded slowly and now, it's like chaos in class.
another 4 weeks more to study and thats the end of sem 2.
where we'll all become yr 2s.
can't believe 16 weeks pass that fast in this sem.

GROUPIE IN CLASS W24P:
yes, thats u!
wen, mel and mabel!
we can get so crazy together in class!
share every jokes and secret that we had.
furthermore, we never left anyone alone.
never will.
LOVES U GUYS!

lastly, this silly boy.

the one who stood by me, understand what im going through.
but no one ever thought we could be so alike.
we knew what each other were thinkin.
2 hearts beat to form 1.
:D
i'm sorry for letting u down so often.
for making u upset.
and rmb what i told u last night.
my 2008 resolution is to not repeat them.
LOVES U!

my new yr resolution!

NOT REPEAT THE MISTAKES I DID IN 2007.
GPA 3.4 at least for sem 2.
Start excising again.
Be a super good daughter, girlfriend, bestie and friend.
Be happy throughout 2008!

okays, got to go prepare now.
LOVES U GUYS TONS!
toodles;

im sorry.

2007-12-30T22:03:00.001+08:00

im sorry for all that i did silly boy.

):

a little of everything;

2007-12-28T21:18:00.000+08:00

i'll be lying if i said i didn't miss u a single bit.

ystd was meeting up with the besties!
:D
we had fun and the weather was nice.
literally meaning cloudy, windy.
BUT, we all 3 were burned.
why oh why?
if someone is kind enough to explain to me.
thanks so much.

something wasn't rights and BINGO.
i got whatever that was on his mind rights.
we were both thinking about the same thing the whole day.
amazing?

today was outing with momsie.
firstly, i redeemed kim's voucher already.
BUT, im still sick. )):
secondly, got a new specs and purchased monthly contacts.
lastly, im not all happy.

HAHAHAHHAHAS.

im angry with myself for still not recovering.
the flu's driving me insane.
and partly of something else.

okays, the boyfriend's asleep because he's BORED.
and he has to work on tml and on monday!

MONDAY EHS!
new yr eve.
)):
hopefully, work doesn't tired him up.
else, i think i'll cancel countdown.

TOODLES.
im slightly lazy to upload photos now.
HAHAHAH.

2007-12-26T00:35:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS
&
HAPPY BOXING DAY!

oh, santa didn't grant my wish.
& santa, didn't drop money for me to go on a shopping spree.

BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHS.

boxing day = plenty of sales!
dangs, i wna go shopping!

the silly boyfriend is loads of loves!
:D

1 more day to meeting up with besties!

):

2007-12-24T16:26:00.000+08:00

IT'S SO MISERABLE TO BE SICK!

):

will my nose recover soon?
will my throat stop itching and hurting?
BAHHHHHHHHHHHHS.

will someone tell my bf i miss him?

and im in need of my daily dossage of my besties & gf.

im annoyed now by the fact im still sick.

sick still.

2007-12-24T01:12:00.000+08:00

it's 1.13am now.

i don't know why but i can't talk to kim online.
sadded.
LOLS.

i miss besties!
my 2 crazy ladies who makes me smile & laugh.

hadn't had enough sleep but after bathing just now,
im wide awake now.

woke up at around 8 plus am b'cause got to meet silly bf at 1020.
went point to get some presents then rush home to prepare.
BUT still i was late.
lols.
K box with the silly boy and his parents and sister.

nice try shan.
now i really must learn from lessons.
AVOID SINGING WHEN SICK ESPECIALLY WITH FLU.
furthermore the day after eating steamboat!
lols!

but still had fun and all.
pizza hut @ kovan after that.
thn off to city hall with the silly bf.
walked around.
we ended up catchin a movie at 1915.
National treasure is so nice!

can anyone explain why is engwah theatres so cold?
blocked nose every now and then which gets me on my nerve.

im having blocked nose now AGAIN.
irritating piece of poopoo.
BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHS.

ohhhhh ohhhhh,
it's xmas eve now.
not gna meet the silly bf tml b'cause he got to work till around 8pm.
picnic on xmas day!
(:

im so bored and sick now.
the bf is asleep because he needs to be up early for work.

BAH BAH BLACK SHEEP HAVE U ANY WOOL?

complete trust. :D

BORING;

2007-12-22T13:34:00.001+08:00

3 more days to xmas;

hadn't been able to sleep well during the night.
blocked nose and shifting positions to "unblock" the nose.
up at 9am cause my nose got so blocked that i couldn't fall back to sleep.

the clique's meeting up around 5 plus at kovan.
waiting for fs' sms now.

im still sick.
i don't know if it's better than ystd or i seemed worst.
the only thing i knew was that i sounded worst.

the silly bf is working now.
& im god damn it bored.

okays, i think i shall go watch 公主小妹 now.

TOODLES.

tons of photos plus a sick girl;

2007-12-21T23:06:00.000+08:00

his heart sank and went soft when he noticed how sick i was;

im SICK.
that's the last thing ever to happen in a holidays.
the weather was so fine for some shopping with momsie.
instead, i rolled up in my bed.
fever, flu, sore throat.
i wondered what i've done to fell ill.

must be the good food i ate ystd.
else, it's got to be the walking in the rain ystd.
but am i such a weakling?

silly boyfriend came and met me up for dinner just now.
he gave up the chance of meeting his sec sch mates.
i think he got scolded by them or something?
big hug for the bf! :D

came home after the dinner cause im sick.
BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHS.
hate to be sick.
worst still, tml's melvin's bday!
and it's BBQ at marina south!
i cannot eat anything.
told melvin about it and he's being super nice by offering to get me porridge.
monster clique's the best!
:D

okays, ystd's was gram's bday celebration given it's a public hols.
lunch at keypoint.
the food's nice.
but they had fish which always ISN'T my favourite.
my cousin was damn cute by asking me this.

elephant : audrey jiejie, why u don't eat fish?
me : cause they got the fishy smell?
elephant : but nice to eat mahs.
me : it's okays, u can have my share then. HAHAHAHS.

then after that, i was being super random and told this to my closest cousin.

me : jiejie, i thought we said to go K box during dec with Ian? we've beeing saying it since Ian went to taiwan and now he's back already!
sheryl : i thought is u arrange one?
me : no, Ian was the one who suggested it.
ian : no lohs, sheryl is in charge of arranging, she's forever so busy.
me : then why not we go on TODAY, nothing on after lunch rights.
ian & sheryl : nopes, okays lohs. we go later.

im being super random.
always has been.
like impromptu arrangement for K box.

sharkfin.

the steamfish which i hated so much!

duck.

godpa passed me 2 oat prawn from their table! (:

i had 2 bowl of yam paste! (:

carmen, charlotte, sheryl.

elephant, carment, baby, sheryl.

baby looks extremely like my little sister.

i love her so much!

jolene, my god sister.

the wu mummy with the wu jolene.

23 present, missing : alvin (my bro) , ben.

jiejie and me at k box.

elephant took this.

me and elephant.

then so me, jiejie and ian and elephant went to amk to sing.
after singing, elephant and me went back to gram's place for dinner.
and charlotte is super adorable!

this was tues' outing with the boyfriend.
he bought a dress for me and now, he's so interested in getting me dress.
he claims he want to make me more girl because the dress looks nice on me.
LOLS.

munching food cause we're so hungry and tired.

HA HA HA.

this is one of my fav photo.

my silly bf.

clark quay outside central.

fullerton hotel.

on wed midnight webcam with the bf. :D

i hope i get well soon!
:D

when mind sets wild.

2007-12-19T23:16:00.000+08:00

有人说快乐是短暂的，
但我自己却不曾想过。
可能是当时伤得太深，
有可能是自己已经麻木了。

我知道现在所拥有的都得来不易，
会懂得珍惜一切。

但有时会希望自己脑子不太会胡思乱想。

如果一切能够这样到永远。。。

when the mind set frees and starts thinking of every possible reason for the unhappiness.
i wish i hadn't know how to think.

at bf's place;

2007-12-19T17:34:00.000+08:00

dream a little dream of me;

currently am at the bf's place using my own laptop.
while he?
trying to sleep with me keep asking him to be awake!

BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHS.

i'll continue when im home.
:D

TOODLES.

this entry is for the bf b'cause he wants me to blog.
(:

a day at home.

2007-12-16T17:39:00.000+08:00

let's rejoice and jump in joy!

ystd was an exhausting day.
but there wasn't anything to do during duty for open house.
mel and me was extremely bored during the open house duty.
so we took photos near the ending of the open house.

there was this 2 star wars character.
they play the track game from CIE booth then they told mel and me.
that our car is lousy.
but they're damn hilarious.

we got entertained by some of the RP students during the open house.
super funny I would say.
LOLS!

kim and laoda came over and find me during their duty.
but at that time, there were students coming in.
and so, we didn't manage to talk much.
BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHS.
anw, this goes out to laoda and kim.

*LAODA! KIM!
xmas how?
we havent reach a solution ehs.
tell me soon soon soon! (:

I took the RP goodie bag.
taking free gift was like a norm among the helpers.
we're still like sharing with each other where to take goodies and all.
:D

when duty ended.
went to meet up the silly boyfriend for dinner.
we keep hesistating where to go for dinner.
ended up at far east eating dinner with wen.
ramen ten!
the food's nice.

mabel came over after that to meet us.
wen went back to continue working.
while we accompanied mabel for dinner at hk cafe.
super funny!
we're trying to match make mabel with bf's classmate.

but before accompanying mabel for dinner.
walked over to taka to find kim!
yays! bestie enough hors?
in town would find u for sure.
but can't stay in town till so late till u knock off.
BAHHHHHHHHHHHHS.

trained down to marina bay and then back home.
i love train rides where i can SIT.
hahahs!
pig lahs.

tml's baby charlotte is going to come over.
havent seen her in an entire week.
i miss her but soon i'll get totured by her.
she's loved.
okays, im off to go make a movie for my uncle with baby's photos.
TOODLES.

HOLS! (:

2007-12-14T23:47:00.000+08:00

when it takes to hand to clap;

i skipped lesson today, but i was in school.
paradox?
nopes, my laptop crashed.
crash in the sense, it's serious till reformatting it is the only choice left.

so yeaps, reformatted my stuffs to Vista enterprise.
and now, all my laptop functions can be used! ((:
i think it's all god's plan.
somehow.

the silly boy was upset over the fact that i was angry.
and i think i sort of neglected him given that he wasn't feeling well.
sorry silly!

it's fun to be able to draw on my touch screen like FINALLY?
lols!
so fun.
:D

on the way home on bus.
i pointed to the HUGE plane and told boyfriend to have a look.
instead, he told me to look in front at the clouds cause there was this beautiful rainbow.
YAYS!
((:

tml, im going to do duty in school for RP's open house along with mel!
:D

i think i'm feeling less worried now as compared to ystd.

rmb what we said on the bus.
(:

& kim and laoda are doing duty on tml morning!

3 more days to hols!

2007-12-11T20:58:00.000+08:00

my fairytale story.

cognitive lesson's O-V-E-R for this term.
or rather at least year 2007.
no more having to see audrey tan till next yr!
tml's science, which according to bro.
when he left during 2nd break, he still have no idea what's it about.
oh god, SAVVEEEEEEEEE ME.

mel might be skipping tml.
and i CANNOT skip cause i did it for last wed.
BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHS.

ystd went in search for momsie's cooking book.
BUT, causeway and compass don't have it.
instead the bookworm me found 2 BOOKS which i want to own.
one being the one i've dying for.
the other which i only happen to see it ystd.

the silly boyfriend bought 1 of it while i pay the other book myself.
claimable from my momsie like what i told him.
TML, im going to get my ass to hg mall and buy momsie her book.

im so tired in class today it feels as though im going to knock out anytime.
and i think i better go bathe now.
before starting on RJ then read enterprise for thur's UT.
then SLEEP. :D
i realise my best activity is to SLEEP and SLEEP and SLEEP.
oh well, im turning into a PIG.

the silly boyfriend is still soundly asleep now.
BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHS.

when faith, believe and trust comes into place.
i've been dreaming about doing alot of things with u.
:D
silly boyfriend is loves;

a proper entry.

2007-12-09T15:15:00.000+08:00

i'm a happy girl.

okays, it's time for a proper entry.
meaning with all the photos and all.

i've got some photos from nicole's side.
& okays, that reminds me i hadn't send her my side of photos.
guilty enough.

today's weather isn't very good.
it kept raining and raining.
but it was so nice to sleep in.
that i decide to sleep till 1plus PM.

ystd's night safari was fun!
stupid silly boy kept bluffin me there's snake beside me.
but it was indeed a very fun night with his classmates.
he keep saying i look like a tapir.
can anybody reason out which part of me actually looks like one?
LOLS.

and now, i shall fill this post with photos and photos and photos.

BYE!

continuation for meet up with buddy.

me, nicole, buddy, chenglong, daniel and partner.

buddy and me! :D

us all on the bridge.

super random i know.

BAHHHHHHHHS.

Laoda's Bday Celebration.

i ALWAYS take nice photo for kim. =P

me and laoda at MAC for milo.

us 3 at K box.

with our K lunch!

they sing while i eat.

food food food. ((:

what's left = nothing.

laoda, we treated her oreo crush.

at hyatt hotel toilet.

kim and laoda, on the train at marina bay.

us 3!

we got someone to help us take this.

Night Safari Trip.

after many attempts of this, this looks the nicest.

me and silly boy. (:

blog bahs.

2007-12-07T22:41:00.000+08:00

hellos, im single and not available.

paradox line.
i've decided to blog.

been blog hopping.
and chance upon a situation which i question myself.
how much a friend was i to others?
yes, damn random i know.
but it got me thinking for awhile.

i miss my old friends.
literally my sec sch clique.
yes u guys!
uncle wilson, benny boy, tek, siaky, butt friend, jiasheng, cewei!
though benny boy and butt friend are in RP as me.
but, we seldom see each other.
when's our clique chalet?
im DEPRIVED of uncle wilson's joke.
im DEPRIVED of everyone's nonsense.
BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHS.

i miss stepf!
hadn't seen that dearest since august i suppose?
let's meet up, we should!
and, i hope u enjoyed ur 18th bday on the 5th.
:D

i miss irah!
gf gf gf!
let's go out soon.
i've SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much to tell u!
yes, thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiisssssssssssssssss MUCH.

okays, enough of this.
i hurt my arm on wed's outing.
it's like aching now.
i dont know why.
BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHS.

)):

i feel like thinkin through alot of things now.
so crazy.

laoda's bday;

2007-12-07T21:44:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BDAY LAODA!

i hope u enjoyed urself today.
chickens screeching like maddies.
:D

im lazy to blog today.
maybe tml.
after my night safari trip.
((:

2 more days to go.

some entry to fill in.

2007-12-06T23:24:00.000+08:00

SLEEPY HEAD!

sherwin tells me to blog.
and so im bloggin.
but im so tired now i dont want to elaborate too much on the happenings.

all in all is.
monday and tues im in school.
wed i skipped and went out with willis and mabel.
then im in school today.
and im not going tml b'cause it's ee wen's bday!!

:D

okays, blog done.
photo up after im not so tired.
TOODLES.

just another 3 more days to go.

buddy meeting;

2007-12-03T19:31:00.000+08:00

Listening to : 梦飞船 - 不值得

I finally met up with buddy ystd!
before he flies back to aust tml morning.
dinner with him, daniel, chenglong, nicole, cia.

i miss my buddy and partner so much!
:D

come to think of it,
i've known chenglong since pri 4.
buddy during sec 1 when he came to our class.
daniel since sec 2.
partner since sec 2.
nicole since maybe sec 2.
LOLS

clark quay area for dinner.
then took plenty of photos on the bridge.
when night falls dark,
partner me and chenglong had to go off home.
while daniel, buddy and nicole went for drinking.

& my partner has grown so dark!
and fit too, bwahhhhhhhhhhs.
i think i need to do sports soon.

today's maths.
best fit line.
tml's maths UT.
i have no confidence at all.

okays, enough.
let the photos speak!

cia , chenglong, buddy, me.

daniel, buddy, chenglong.

we're GREEDY PARTNERS!

daniel and chenglong behind, me, buddy and partner in front. ((:

me, buddy, nicole, chenglong, daniel, partner.

us.

partner and buddy.

me and buddy!! :D

partner and chenglong.

chenglong and me.

crazy guys.

nicole and delong.

partner and daniel.

stupid daniel trying to act tall. BWAHHHHHHHHHHHHS.

let's climb high and take. :P

let's pull some funny shots, take 1.

take 2.

take 3.

take 4.

take 5.

take 6.

i love this shot!

daniel is trying to be emo. SHHHHH, leave him alone.

before leaving for home.

why do everything turn out this way?
will u always give in to me?
won't it pamper me too much?
girl's have their thinking of everything.
i have mine too.
but i don't know what to say.
i wish the rain was here,
so i can walk under it and know what i wanted.
everything has a reason.

bday celebration.

2007-11-29T23:19:00.000+08:00

shan's a very tired kid now;

school was fun today.
watched a walk to remember in class today with mabel's laptop.
nice but i didn't cry, in fact no one cried.
ahahahahs.
wen wasn't in school today.
have no idea what happen.

after school rotted in class with mel, JJ, ainul, huizhen, mabel and PD.
then auntie came and clean the class so we had to move downstairs.
talked while betty do her Rj and wait for sheena and the rest to come down.

walked to CWP with them and betty.
pizza hut for bday dinner.
pizza.

went home after that with willis.
bluff me somemore.

anw, i hadn't been meeting kim and eewen lately for breaks.
i miss them!
)):
screw school, screw worksheets!

im so tired so i'll leave this entry with a few photo.
:D

shannon, i caught u on cam! :P

one group photo before we leave.

last shot.

see the thing hanging on my phone? number 9!!!!!! ((:

thanks for what u've done silly.
(:

dental woes;

2007-11-28T23:59:00.000+08:00

tired heart beats for a little survival among the mess;

science module was alrights.
i gave up doing worksheet because it was so so so confusing.
& certainly i was still very HALF AWAKE.

took the same bus with mel to school this morning.
ended up we were too early and even had enough time to buy mac to school.
helped wen buy mac breakfast.
joan is back for class!
YAYS!

course briefing was super LAME.
programme chair had already picked out the modules that we need to take.
so hannah and me was thinking why do they still want us to select our module?
lame shit lahs!

left after presentation.
rushed to dental and only to hear the person tell me this.
"your appointment is at 2.15pm, why are u here now?"
I thought it was really my mistake but no way could it be.
the letter wrote 28 nov 4.15pm level 5.
so how can it be wrong?
called momsie and asked her to confirm my doubts ended up i was right all along.
and the person had to gave me a little attitude face.

dentist saw me.
and told me that it was the register's error.
nice try lahs.
momsie called and scolded the person who attended me for registration.
I KNEW IT!
((:

back home and baby stick to me like glue.
no matter what, she don't want elephant!
lols!
something's wrong with her.
baby sat down with me and watch tv, this alone is damn STRANGE.
cause no way will she sit down quietly.

just completed RJ not long, going to study for tml's UT and then sleep.
im dead tired now!
i walk in the rain.
)):

BWAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHS.

feelings stirred.
i dont want to think about all the what if.
let time prove everything, that everything was meant to be.
like you said, im slowly accepting.
you might be rights.
i have no ideas at all.

lazy ass;

2007-11-27T20:30:00.000+08:00

RWARRRRRRRRRRRS.

i forget what i wanted to blog.
but nvm, i only rmb one thing.
my buddy DELONG is back in town.
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES.
got plans to meet him up for dinner on fri.
pls make it happen?

i miss that buddy of mine!
okays, back to do RJ all these now.

TOODLES;

town, and IKEA and a litle ystd.

2007-11-25T23:00:00.000+08:00

Listening to : Shut up and drive - Rihanna

I missed the brisk walk this morning b'cause I was so freaking tired.
actually I woke up at 6.30am but I went back to bed.
LOLS.
what else beside laziness kicking in thus resulting in oversleep?

the funniest thing is laoda called me.
then she told me this, alot of old people doing QI GONG lehs.
lols, i was still half awake when i heard it lahs!

i missed everything cause i watched soccer late last night.
a match that was so BORRRRRINNNNNG.
i went to sleep even without finishing it.
it's ARSENAL vs WIGAN.
freaking boring can.
I don't know what nation of soccer was arsenal playing ystd.
so i gave up watching.
but faggot, near the end then they scored 2 goals in 2 mins.

went town with elephant.
beard papa, ice cream, far east.
went to find wen and talk for awhile before shopping around there.
thinking if i should buy my pumps in spore or msia.
RWARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRS.
then headed over to shaw house and look for jolin.
talk awhile to her.
thn it's off to compass.

meet up with parents and bro to go to IKEA.
okays, i dont want to be remembered of how pissed my mom made me.
there's soemthing wrong with her today.
every comment she made was all pinpointing me.
it's as though i've committed a death penalty crime.
-.-"
it's got to be she PMS or whatever shit.

she just spoiled the day.
she always do.

stop saying as though i'm not bothered with my CE points.
dont take it as though i'm not doing anything to it.
ever know how tired i am before u said those comments?
do u really think i freaking want to PS kim and laoda so i can sleep in?
and then miss the CE points for brisk walk too?
come on, with all those comments, it goes to show how much u don't understand me.
in ur eyes, im forever that daughter of urs that will never do well.
all u wish is that i do whatever u said so.
come one day, if i rebel, search for the answers within u and asked what u've done.

PISSED.

figure the days out by urself b'cause i have no mood to post.
BYE.

everyone's sick.

2007-11-23T22:12:00.000+08:00

it's killing me softly.

the week is O-V-E-R!
it's been so tough to get it over given that i start off the week feeling unwell.
did i?
errrrr, whatever it is.
lols!

enterprise today was okays and the reason for me being online now?
i'm trying to do my RJ now instead of tml morning.
kim is going to scold me b'cause i told her i'm not coming online.
and i've no idea if i have the strength to get out to walk tml.
)):

today's damn terrible.
i've no appetite at all.
and come to think of it, i hadn't eaten much things today but i'm not hungry at all!
let me recall what i've ate today.
1. bread i bought from hougang int as breakfast
2. caramel oreo during 2nd break
3. 2 sushi and honeydew milk tea moment ago

)):

eyes irritation and on and off flu and on the verge of losing voice.
my eyes went super itchy and red in class today.
then i felt so cold.
naz kept telling me it's not cold.
RWARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRS.
i survive through lesson though.

went straight home right after school.
kim went off without me!
no lahs, she had to meet her mom then have something on later.
so i went off on my own.
reached home and baby's sick.
fever then she looked damn sian-ded.
my poor baby!

i slept when baby and momsie went ave 8 to have dinner.
all the way till 9 plus when momsie woke me up to eat sushi and bubble tea.
else, i think i'll sleep till 11 plus then realise, i hadn't change out of my clothes from school and i've yet to bathe and all.
STINKY SHAN!

wait, on the sake i'm sick.
im not stinky!
lame enough.
okays, i need to go bathe now.
then attempt to write long enough for my RJ.
then doze off to bed again.

TOODLES.

this is the bunch who never fails to make me laugh like nobodies business! (:

dine's 18th bday & last UT2;

2007-11-22T23:29:00.000+08:00

fickle minded.

i woke up at 6.30am and thought i still have long time to waste before leaving home.
but sadly, i was so wrong and rushed like mad to take train to school since it's UT day.
took the same bus 72 as bf then same train to school.
i was complaining to him how songwei bullied me on the bus ystd on the way home.
we took 902 to school.
then off to our diff classes.
mel thought i wasn't going to come school and msged me when i just nice,
opened the class door.
lols!

UT2 finally ended with enterprise module.
okays, i so don't know how to do my UT today.
calculations i'm so not sure of and the rest, is so not direct.
to think JJ say okays lehs.
faggot.
UT3 starts next thurs.
)):

culture was on gender equality.
where is it a dream or was it not.
debate for 2 team while rou's team had ppt.
debate was errrrrrrr, funny?
it feel as if we were 5 arguing with 2 which is desmond and yvonne.

then went off to causeway point with kim and laoda.
bought flowers for dine's bday!
then 161 to compass with willis.
then train to hougang to meet fusheng and songming.
lols, sorry ah guys.
because of me u 2 got to be late.
)):

dinner was fun and filling.
the food is not bad there and atmosphere wise, no need to say.
all we heard was whistle and the beeper sound.
AND1 court was beside only.
the guys bullied sis by spreading the remaining cake on her face.
next bday up is melvin's!
whip cream ahs!
else, CHEESE.
muahahahahhahahas.

monster bunch accompanied me till 112 came.
thanks!
okays, i think i better stop here and go sleep soon.
cause i have 3 morning call to make.
if i overslept, monster's going to be late.
his lesson is at 8am.
so 6am, call melvin the monster.
then 7am, songming which i have to ring till he hang up on me.
next after songming is terry.
phone calls one after another.

morning call fever.
BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHS.
& photos for sis' bday will be up after sis or bro sends them to me.
:D
finally, i have a monster group photo.
bunch of monsters excluding the ladies which is namely, sis, me and emily.
((:

etp tml.

TOODLES;

damn tired.

2007-11-21T21:33:00.000+08:00

splash of gold.

my third day of seeing relief facil.
my facils are all SICK.
lols, I almost wanted to not go to school.
but my mom don't allow.
im really getting sick mummy!
i'm not lying!

im on the verge of getting into a bout of bad flu!
bet it's the weather and the fact that i endured ystd without my cardigan.
school's cold enough and damn it when i hadn't have any extra clothings ystd!
so now goes the damn awful feelings.
RWARRRRRRRRS.
which literally resulted to poor appetite today.
):
chicken rice my fav in school and yet.
i didn't finish.

tml's last test for UT2.
WHEEEEEEEEEEES.
but it's useless too.
cause next thurs is the start of UT3.
....................
sppechless.
hate RP.
UT = useless test
HA HA HA.

msn's back to use again.
im so happy!
no more IM b'cause it's so irritating!

i'll be so broke after tml.
yes.
)):

& i painted my nails gold.
but it's very ugly because the polish is too thick and so on.
clar's helping me soon!
(:

okays, off to study for UT now.
chiong ahs!!!!!!!!!

gold has the ancient feel;

still no msn.

2007-11-20T12:17:00.000+08:00

2nd break now.
and im so so bored.

okays, Cog facil isn't here in school today.
TMD, she give me B for last week when I did so much.
fcking pissed with her too.

when the weeks before makes me turn into getting used to everything.
then suddenly, everything stopped.
abit of not used to, and a little of wanting it back.
but caught in dilemma.
everything so freaking tiring.

[edit at 2100]
Rj done.
YEPS!
:D
i've been doing RJ in class after school these days.
just so I can sleep earlier.
going to go bathe soon.
because i want to sleep, the weather is so nice!

thurs is coming!
monsters clique!

my mom's dating me to go compass eat tml.
wow.
rare.
but it can also mean i can get to buy some stuffs!
muahahahhahahaas.
shall see what i can do.

i think i should study for etp ut after bathing.
i should.

The cleaner aunty took my cardigan when i left it in class ystd!
faggot.
im so writin an email and complain.
it's not urs so just leave it in the class and keep ur hands off my things.
damn pissed.

when everything is against reality, i'm stuck in between.
searching for an answer deep inside me.
but like always, im so silly and had no answers.
let time prove everything.
if this is whats meant to be, it'll be.
but if it's not, i'll only blame it upon myself.
too much of dependency.
hate the fact but unconsciouly growing used to.
this is all so real.

[/EDIT]

good girl.

2007-11-19T22:39:00.000+08:00

play that funky music.

so my facil isn't here in school today.
they gave us a damn KUKU relief facil.
now i realised how blessed i am that all my facil is so damn good.
maybe except for one.
lols, audrey tan lahs.

bro hates her to core.
i'll if she dont give me A for last week's lesson.
and till now, she hadn't grade us.
I BITE her then she know!
okies, enough of crap.
tml's her lesson.

back to today's lesson.
this relief facil.
wow, i dont even know her name.
HAHAHAHAHHS, nice job there FACIL.
she never facilitate the class.
come in, never go through PDT, never tell us can start worksheet.
screw her.
and she talks like a bullet train.
maybe yongann understands her only.

tml's culture UT.
nothing to study.
so GOOD LUCK to me.
:D

im fcking pissed at somebody who kept coming to me EVERYWEEK for ppt.
cm'on, why not see the problem and try it urself first instead of asking people for ppt in advance.
given for me, i only will ask for problem statement.
i'll make myself do PDT at home first and understand the problem.
but diff case for people.
im so pissed.
trust me, i wont mind sending ppt when they need help.
but not like practically every week, same module.

i've been trying real hard.
to open up myself and find an answer.
but i couldn't hear or feel an answer from within.
maybe i hadn't tried enough.
maybe fate hadn't been there.
im still me.

好累。

2007-11-19T00:02:00.000+08:00

this weather is perfect for everything except sports.

im so tired of everything.
yes, everything.

one day, i'll just appear offline.
then, shut off all communications means.

okays, kidding.
((:

4 weeks to hols.
and the parents have decided not to go on cruise.
BINGO!
no need to have meals on my own.

tml's school again.
i don't even sense myself having enough rest.
stupid shan.

so many words yet i don't know how to say them out.

tired day and sucky retainer.

2007-11-17T23:49:00.000+08:00

you walk and run,
then starts to jump off and so u died.

woke up late b'cause when i was about to drag my butt of bed.
bro woke up and hog the toilet.
BOOOOOS.
then read papers before preparing to leave home.
anw, my reason for being late was really b'cause i cont readin the newspapers and forgot about the time.

bought donughts cause kim is hungry and also because that's my treat to them.
punishment for being late.
pft.
met up with them at YCK station.
then met dydy at sommerset.

took our booklet and ate free lunch before setting off to start the day!
signatures and well wishes for spore's bid for youth olympic games.
tough day but it was so fun with their companion.
especially shannon that joker.
dy and i will never forget what he say.
hellos sir, errrr, mdm.
ahahahahhahahs!

sam is super bro!
he really came and help me sign the booklet along with his gf!
thanks so much man bro!
so we don't owe each other now.
i help u do ur report that day, u help me by coming down and sign.
((:

bought my watch finally.
sheesh.
another thing from my wish list down.
then off to gram's place for 2nd dinner.

baby's damn cute.
she sticks to me like glue, but gives me up when my dad comes.
i'll so smack her butt.

and momsie they all wants to go cruise on next wed-fri.
wahs, they're OH SO GREAT.
first they've confirmed going to msia on 10 - 12 dec.
now she tells me cruise on next week.
splendid.
but nvm, lucky i have prog after school next week.
thurs is jie's bday dinner.
wed is go home chiong UT.
fri they'll be back in morning.

ohhhh, that reminds me.
monster told me about.
doopy horray!
:D

okays, i can't wait for my hair to dry now cause i want to sleep
and my retainer are freaking killing me.
blame myself for refusing to wear them.
and now, the teeth is not straight, i've to wear them to correct them.
pft, it's such a pain in the ass.

nights.
(:

friday. ((:

2007-11-16T23:43:00.000+08:00

listening to : muttons on 98.7FM

today's been rather pleasant.
changed facil!
((:
she's so nice!
now i look more forward to fri than last time.
GOODBYE CLARENCE TAN.
& HELLOS, KAREN LEE.

:D

went woodlands centre after that to buy jeans.
WEEEEEEEEEEEE.
freaking cheap.
and so thanks girls, that is kim and zinc.

dinner at home.
RJ then now im waiting for my hair to dry.
b'cause tml is another long day.

day out with pentium after YOG event!
can't wait.

TOODLES.

im unsure of my feelings,
but what u once did for me,
touched me no doubt.
thanks.

im trying.

2007-11-16T00:57:00.000+08:00

Listening to : Emotions - Destiny Child

UT 2 for science sucks like hell.
because I stared blankly at alot of questions.
then the relief facil for culture is so fierce I cannot stand her.
and feel like shaking her and tell her to stop giving me those eyes else i'll dig it out.
okays, im just exaggerating.
BUT I pretty much hates her for being bitchy.
trust me, she is!

just helped sam do finish the rip curl report.
then complete my own RJ.
and now, im going to bed.

TOODLES.

cold weather means sleepy shan.

2007-11-15T00:21:00.000+08:00

i give no definite answer to everything being said.

UT 2 for basic science is later on.
errrrrr, 8 hours and 37 mins more.
b'cause it's 12:23AM.

basic science module was today.
I so love my facil, b'cause she's so unique.
and today morning it was raining like shit when i woke up.
BINGO, i woke up at 6.30 = LATE for taking bus!

but ended up i still managed to take bus to school.
school was DREADFUL though my facil was damn nice.
b'cause
1. it's extremenly cold
2. the weather caused terrible flu
3. did duty for nothing b'cause zinc see wrongly
4. the worksheet qns almost killed me

okays, im going off.
to sleep yes, AGAIN.
flu sucks.

TOODLES.

they said, they've seen me reject more than accept.
i laugh at that.

arsenal my love.

2007-11-13T22:46:00.000+08:00

3 -1!

Arsenal defeated Reading.
:D

im freaking sleepy.

TOODLES.

i'll pen down these small thoughts.

rushing for time.

2007-11-13T00:25:00.000+08:00

this one last try to make it all perfect;

mel and I have set goals for tml's cog module.
we're so going to make sure we get our 2nd A.
anw, im so flooded online.

and revision of UT is still 1/3 not complete.

computung UT 1 result out.
ehhhhhhs, not what i hope for but at least i tried.
okies shan, u can do well better than that.

when pressure from self becomes motivation is loves.
thats when the drive to strivve comes!
so tml is the endurance day.
:D

lord, i pray this in ur name to watch over my clsmate jo.
may lord watch over her as she recover from her injuries, ease her pain whenever she felt them.
Amen.

just another randomness;

2007-11-11T15:51:00.000+08:00

when everything feels safe.

i just woke up not long, say barely 2 hours?
yes, i'm sucha pig.
but blame it on myself for sleeping at 2am for the past few nights,
night life is nice b'cause it's all so quiet and cooling.

but i guess tonight's got to be a sleep at 10pm kind of thing?
tml school's starting, fawahhhhhhs!
& what irks me most is that UT is going to continue AGAIN.
how much i dread UT is how much i yearn to go overseas!
which meant ALOT.

i managed to complete studying for VB.
literally ALL VB problems in sem 1 and sem 2.
kiasu is better than nothing and i need to seriously pull up my socks for VB.
& today, im suppose to be studying for science.
all bio's fault.
pft.

smartie is having his match now at the indoor stadium.
wish everything is all fine!
:D

tml school starts, and another 5 more weeks of studying.
before it's HOLS.
the talk about the 2nd hols in sem 2.
class chalet!
i don't know if everything will work.
but hopefully we can have 1 w14m class chalet.

i hope the problem is less stressful for next week.
b'cause i don't want to die right after a short break of 1 week.

i'm trying hard to let go of my past,
and to accept what's now.

stay home sat.

2007-11-10T16:31:00.000+08:00

when we know it's right;

parents are at gram's place.
bro's in camp for duty.
me, all alone at home trying to study for UT.

how I wish that we needn't go back to school on next week.
then at least I can sleep longer again!
okays, i'm a PIG.

and the talk of being a pig, I hadn't have my LUNCH yet!!!
i'm hungry so i'll bite anything!

late last night.
say 1 plus am.
ahmad thought I was emoing the shit outta myself again.
nahssssss, i'm just drawing analogy.
this is shan.
:D

okays, maybe a little emo time.
these few weeks with so many things going on.
the thought of everything unfolding into what it is now is scary.
maybe when it happened, I should have opted for a change and things wouldn't be this.

[edit]
im looking forward to next sat!
b'cause im meeting silly pentium!
WHEEEEEES.
we're going to catch BEE movie.
then to chill out as always!
i miss seeing him so much!
:D

[/edit]

aint no barcode scanner, so scandals aint for me.

friendster dies;

2007-11-09T23:07:00.000+08:00

I feel like running away from everything.

VB sucks.
and friendster's being a bitch for not letting me upload any photos.

I miss running on courts.
screaming for ball.
where has all the sports drive gone to?
what's left is a super duper lazy girl.

my dreams were all put on hold.
so, whats holding me back?

too many a times, i'm really drained.
with no wish to do anything.
it's not me if i don't smile.
it's not me if i'm not blur and create a joke from my blurness.

i think i studied VB till im bonker.
BAHHHHHHHHHHS.

im not certain of this feeling boy.

the 5s outing.

2007-11-08T23:38:00.001+08:00

Listening to : Kat deluna - whine it up

this was suppose to be like ystd.
but well, had a headache when I came home.
so tada, i'm only posting it today.

I overslept and woke up at 11am when im suppose to meet clique at 12.
so being the damn late me rushed like mad.
ended up all meeting late.
ahahahahs, kim herself was late too.
betty earliest!
ee wen also late.
muahahahahs.

they dropped off at YCK to wait for me cause my bus was slow.
pft.
then i had no idea gf was on the same platform as me.
bad me.
saw her when she entered the train.
HELLOS GF!
(:

trained down to city hall.
took them to wild hibiscus for both ice cream and cakes.
WOOOHOOOO.
they finally understood why I kept mentioning about HORLICKS ice cream.
kim had somethingflower sorbet, betty had banana one.
me?
needless to say, HORLICKS ICECREAM BABYAYE!
laoda had blackforest cake, which i say it's 2.5/5 stars.
HEE HEE HEE.

camwhore while waiting for sal to meet us.
ended up we went to bowling alley first.
we make a bet.
person who lose treat winner.
but sal anulled the bet by saying if betty score 60 and above for last game.
she no need treat.
so last game.
betty winner!
WOW.
:D
no photos of me bowling though kim snapped a damn cute photo of me.
ahahahs!
no way am i going to put that up.
shy okays.
ahahahahhahahahas.

then we transform betty to damn girly!
after bowling, we went to restroom.
then betty make up.
so we had this sudden urge to transform her.
after restroom, we brought her to buy HEELS.
hellos, say H-E-E-L-S with me.
then we wanted to buy dress for betty.
but we were late already.

so we trained down to bugis for our steamboat dinner.
my blood bro told me to go to this shop.
called 鲜得来.
very expensive.
but we had loads of fun lahs.
the food is nice too.
and now, they all know mushroom is my love during steamboat!

TOPSHOP after that follow by bugis street.
I bump into clar and esther at the traffic light while waiting for sal and ee wen.
the world is so small.
betty bought a jeans there.
and me?
im going to get them next week.
*hint hint KIM! :D

trained down to marina bay then back home.
betty slept throughout till YCK i think.
while me, eewen and kim GOSSIP.
bad huh.
ahahaahs.
sal took a bus home at bugis.

oh oh, kim was damn cute.
she blur blur ask us to take the wrong train.
we went up to lavender, then sit down to raffles then change to marina bay.
ahahahs, we were all laughin like mad!

came home bathe.
pop 2 panadols then had no choice but to offline soon.
okays, let the photos speaks!

x'mas tree at marina sq.

i present to u my clique 5's but sal's missin.

bestie : KIM.

our very cute BETTY!

bestie : EE WEN aka LAODA.

let me tell u HORLICKS ICE CREAM IS LOVE!

click click click.

us 3s.

me and laoda.

betty bowling.

sal's turn, she's damn good bowler.

kim's turn.

BETTY!

see the score for 1st game. Betty, MINE, Kim, Laoda, Sal.

me and betty.

3rd game, me and laoda all bowl into drain thus the 0 0 sign.

me, laoda, betty.

betty and kim.

kim and me! :D

us 3s again.

SEEEE! betty put MAKE UP!

hellos, im miss blur.

me and laoda.

us 5s.

betty all beautified.

see her feets, it's HEELS HEELS HEELS!

laoda and kim at steamboat.

BETTY, pretty rights?

there u go, my last member in clique, sal the babe. (:

let's all eat! :D

us 5s, this shot is by far the nicest of all.

me and kim while waitin for train.

willis wants to see his name.
so nahs, UR NAME.
ahahahahahs.
:D
don't say i bully u again.

cognitive woes.

2007-11-06T21:36:00.000+08:00

listening to 梁静如 - 丝路

I don't know what else to say.
this isn't the only time I'm complaining about RP.
tell me exactly how do one is expected to perform?
yes, I knew there would definitely be difference between sem 1 and sem 2.
but, this is way not right.

I did my job but got a freaking C at the end of it.
what is it that I did wrong?
for being freaking blur and not having a good understanding of the problem?
or me being freaking dumb?
u tell me.

no wonder bro dislikes u too.
out of the 7 weeks, i only have 1 A.
like WOW.
I don't know how to reach what you expect from me.
and I don't even know what u ask for from me.
teach me how to give u my everything.
tell me.

PBL is freaking demoralising enough.
but freaking C for an unknown reason is even worst.
tell me what am I still going to do now.
to tell myself, I can freaking do it when I'm all so drained up and hates RP to core?
now what?
9 more weeks to endure before I take a good 10 weeks of break?

HELLOS, GOOD BYE.
I hate RP like whatever.
can't imagine I got myself into such stupid pile of mess.
why hadn't I been more smart and go into some better school and study better things.
one day one problem is so not going to work for me.
fcuk u school.

im pissed too b'cause i have 7 mozzie bites on my right leg.
ONLY my RIGHT LEG.
pls die u MOZZIES!

anw, I think I'm going to highlight my hair.
feel like it.
should call up cousin ben soon and ask him to help me.

i'm sorry to be spitting vulgarities.
pardon me for being so angry b'cause I'm freaking tired.

hols starts.

2007-11-05T15:51:00.000+08:00

Listening to : Rooney - I'm shakin'

I have alot I want to accomplish though.

TO DO LIST.

Clean up my room
Study for computing UT2
Read the books I borrowed
Meet up with gf Irah.
Go shopping!
Support smartie on his match
Change bedsheets

quite alot to accomplish.
with this 1 week hols.
I don't know if it's accomplishable.
LOLS.

I praying that on wed.
it doesn't rain!
cause, I hadn't have a backup plan for the 5s!
must think think think and think.
okays, I better stop b'cause I need to go touch up my mom's dye.

TOODLES.

lazy shan.

2007-11-04T22:39:00.000+08:00

Listening to : Fergie - Big girls don't cry.

I think im so tired of everything.
fancy crying the first thing I wake up.
like how fun is that?
at this point of time, it's useless to deem who's right and who'se wrong.
this family isn't like a family anymore.

reflect and think through if it's all worth it or not.
tell me what I should do to regain all the role model in u.
tell me how to look up to u again like I always do.
frankly speaking, this is freaking tiring.

enough of ranting.
i went out the entire noon.
to escape from emo-ness.
BAHHHHHHHHHHHHS.

went lunch with clar.
lols, she asked me where's fs.
I called him.
and down came monster, songming and terry.
lols!
but fs is super on, one phonecall and he's here.
:D

then went to watch slinger's match.
damn high.
okays lahs.
next sunday.
smartie's match, I told him I'll be there to support him.

yes yes.
hol's is here.
but FAGGOT.
UT 2 starts again when school starts.
VB VB VB.
awwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
):

willis is BULLIEST.

ha ha ha.

HAPPY BDAY PEE SIS SHEENA!
:D

arsenal my love.

2007-11-04T00:55:00.000+08:00

Listening to : Dainty Kane - Show Stopper

home ground was shaking like mad.
it's damn fun to be in there b'cause every scream in the same tune.
arsenal is love!
I think words just can't describe how much fun me and my bro had there.
it's FUN to the fullest!

I drank sherry temple again.
mocktail is better than cocktail.
hahahhahahahs.

i'm disappointed with my dad.
totally disappointed.
did he ever thought of the consequences?
no, he didn't have marital affair.
but it just made me and bro so disappointed with him.
he spoiled today, but he should thank arsenal for making me and bro happy.

PHOTOS.

humpty dumpty.

2007-11-03T13:21:00.000+08:00

Listening to : Marques Houston - Circle

im in a not enough sleep kind of mood.
hahahs, very tired that is.
it's 7 hours to the BIG MATCH!
:D

but before that, im going to my gram's place
then to somewhere which i don't know where to wait for my bro.
as he referee the match.
then down to liz pub.
WOOOHOOOOOO.

outs tml to watch spore slinger's match.
wed out to sentosa with the 5s for "excursion"
then next week 1 day is for GF.
and, I want to buy a small sling bag.
BAHHHHHHHHHS.

im going to find a red top and wear now.
okays.
TOODLES.
i'll update when i'm home.
(:

arsenal VS sheffield united

2007-11-02T00:04:00.000+08:00

listening to Avril lavigne - Girlfriend.

ARSENAL WON SHEFFIELD UTD.
they lost during the last carling cup.
today, they trash them 3-0.
:D
now it's sat that im looking forward to.
to liz pub and watch!
WHEEEEEES.

okays, I have to go school tml because my dad don't allow me to pon school.
saded.
& so, I can keep kim accompanied tml.
or rather later cause it's 12.15am now.

im hungry.
and the thought of mac breakfast sends me DROOLING.
pft!

toodles.

arsenal VS sheffield united

2007-10-31T23:07:00.000+08:00

listening to : wait for you - elliot yamin.

im going to sleep soon.
no wait, i hadn't read the 6P yet.
okays, sounds pathetic enough.
because im DAMN SLEEPY!

there's arsenal match later.
carling cup.
SHEFFIELD UNITED VS ARSENAL.
away match.
arsenal please win.

if there isn't any UT on tml, I'll sure wake up and watch.
BUT, blame it on the fact there's UT tml.
nvm, I should get up at 5 and watch the last few moment.
arsenal please win.
:D

okays, off to study.

TOODLES.

bang bang, you died.

it's through

2007-10-29T21:56:00.000+08:00

Listening to : Keyshia Cole - Give it up to me.

I've alot to write for today's entry.
so be prepared for a duper long etry.
or maybe, I'll just summarize everything huh.

SATURDAY.
& so, I met up with kim at hg int.
I was like so sleepy that I decide to take a nap while waiting for her to call me.
in the end, I scare myself b'cause kim called.
lol, suddenly my ringtone sounded when it's all so quiet.

brought her to plaza for chicken rice.
MY FAVOURITE at plaza.
then bring her for some walking around at mall befor going to cut hair.
$10 for her hair is cheap and nice.
:D

then brought her to the place where the monsters always go and talk.
we swing till we almost wanted to throw up.
HAHS.
silly enough.

dinner was MACDONALD'S with my bro.
before rotting at home, watching man utd VS middlesbrough.
ehhhhs, at least I do watch other club's matches too.
not all so ARSENAL.
momsie brought horlicks icecream and chependak icecream from ice kimo again.
sad news, the relatives decided to go msia kluang on 10-13 dec.
H-E-L-L-O-S, why are they going when I'm having my UT?
they goes my chance of buying new pumps, new skirts.
& most importantly, EATING GOOD FOOD!

SUNDAY.
met up with kim with the intention to go get out stupid revantage card at youth park.
who knows it was pouring like mad when we're in town.
it's like CRAZY.
so even we have umbrella, we still had to be in the shelter.
ended up we got scammed because they were like not giving out the cards anymore.
now we got to wait till end nov before we can recieve our cards.
FAGGOT.
so we went to kobayshi to have our early dinner.
the tepanyaki udon is not that bad but a little salty.
who cares, any food that fills my stomach is good food.
kim and I started our window shopping expedition.
tempted and tempted with more and more things.
I've got the urge to get the top from TopShop.
but, I need my SIZE dude.
ended up, we didn't buy anything at all.

I must appluad kim for her super good patience when shopping with me.
I wanted to get myself a new watch, so I kept on choosing here and there.
but still hadn't got the one I love, kim was there telling me this nice or that nice.
she's damn patient.
then got to head back home to watch the match of the day.

LIVERPOOL VS ARSENAL.
12am kicked off.
faggot, steven gerrad scored from free kick in less than 10 mins.
watched and nap during half time.
then bro woke me up for 2nd half of the match.
H-O-T-T-I-E scored on the 83 mins.
I can imagine the people at elizabeth pub going CRAZY.
though he scored.
but he had his flops during the match too.
like he blast wide a open goal.
gave a free kick to liverpool in which they scored.
plus a lot more.

FULL TIME SCORE?
1-1
:D
peace between both clubs.

TODAY
took train to school & I was so so so early.
2nd person in class.
VB for computing.
oh please die.
thankfully, mel and wendy was in the same team as me.
else, I'll die alone.

so tired out b'cause sleeping at 2am and waking at 6.20am is CRAZY.
):
okays, I better go start doing my RJ.
no wait.
it's BATHE first.
SMELLY shan.

to be frank, i'm numb as to what is happening.
all these splitting ups and all.
it's happening too frequently that it just numbs me.
and i won't pursue to say who did it all.
maybe it'a all fate that everything should end somehow.
like i said, no use trying tto force everything when it's not meant to be.
as we grow old, maybe the tiny memories we had would lit a smile on our face then.

post published at 11.10pm

sleepy like shit.

2007-10-27T12:12:00.000+08:00

this sillyness in me;

first time in my life, i forget to submit RJ.
supposingly waking up at 5.30am to submit the damn RJ for the tiko peh.
but i think i snooze my alarm.
then i woke up out of a sudden at 9am.
to realise RJ is already close and i need to submit through email.
ROTS.

i flood him to death with my 2 page long RJ.
lols!
who ask him to be so kuku and shoot me ystd?

he asked why would we suggest samantha to open her bakery near tourist location.
then i shoot back.
"we HAD mention just now that beside the fact it's youth and people who like jap anime that she's targetting. Toutrist can also like jap anime and frequent the shop"
then he no happy say, tourist would not enter spore bakery shop.
so i shoot back like always.
"what makes u think they won't enter a bakery shop? I go hongkong, I also went into their bakery and buy their egg tart to eat what, so does it means that won't enter out bakery and buy?!"

I WON.
:D

okays, back to topic.
im waiting for time to pass now so i can meet KIM later at hg int.
(:

anw, PD and I was talking about our etp tiko peh.
then PD say facil wears his undies outside.
and so i drew him.
lol, PD and ahmad both say it's so cute.

hahas, i still dislike etp lesson.
damn stress somemore.
pft.

nvm, TML'S THE BIG DAY!
:D
LIVERPOOL VS ARSENAL.
hahahas.

tml tml tml.
(:

im tired

2007-10-26T00:18:00.000+08:00

so long, so saddening.

im still doing my RJ now.
-.-"
i should be going to bed.
I SHOULD.

i tried getting high for nothing just so I won't dread enterprise module later
(since this post is published after 0000, it'll be friday now)
i'm so tired both physically and mentally.

im now taking train on tues and thurs.
just so I won't get stuck in jams.

& for the monday im late.
my computing facil wrote in the comment that,
she hope I would be punctual.
.......
try getting stuck in TPE and SLE for 1 hour and raining somemore.
TRY.

pft.

my mom's starting to nag again today.
all the nonsensical things coming out from her.
at times, i just felt so much like a puppet.
i really do.
sometimes, i just yearn for a little bit.
nothing else.

i think only food appease me now.
RWARRRRRRRS.
i BITE.

arsenal my love.

2007-10-24T15:18:00.000+08:00

dum dum dee dee dee dum.

ystd was cognitive.
chance VS science.
went IT helpdesk with kim after school.
finally got my chinese problem fixed on my laptop.
(:

took a freaking crowded 161 home and had to stand all the way till compass.
159 to point and get my donughts!
WHEEEEEEEEEEES.
KFC for dinner.

then it was RJ and Quiz time.
took me pretty long to figure out what I want to write in my RJ.
the day before ystd i took pictures with baby.
she's super sweet!

I didn't wake up at 5am to watch arsenal's match.
decided to sleep in till 6am and watch 2nd half instead while preparing to go school.
when I switch on the tv.
4-0.
wahhhhhhs, I REGRETED NOT WATCHING THE 1ST HALF!

i watched walcott's 2nd half's goal.
i watched hottie's 2nd half goal.
:D
then they subt my next love in.
NIKLAS BENDTNER!
i missed his goal cause i was in my room changing up for school.
pft!
full time was 7-0.
& im going to join spore arsenal's fan club.
YES.

this morning, how pale.

my relief facilitator for science just pissed me off.
she shoot my team like shit.
& yongann that faggot!
screw u.
i use the GAME u have a problem is it?
die pls!

okays, im so in a foul mood and have no wish to come school on friday.

i so want to smile like this for forever.

okays, BYE.
>:[

ladies, we'll try what left to do to keep this clique going.
we said to try and definitely breaking up would not be the answer.
it's not the end to what we once held on to.
LOVES, 5s.

computing VB.

2007-10-22T21:13:00.000+08:00

what was it that held me on?

SHAN'S LATE FOR SCHOOL TODAY.

it's the FIRST time anyone has heard me being late for school.
and being late.
it meant I went into class at 10am.
instead of usual 9am.

i got house out of house late today.
plus it was raining.
so, I was stuck in a jam like always.
1 at sengkang right before the TPE.
the second one is at SLE.

I was only at woodlands int aroud 9.30am.
how late was i.
hahs.

bump into PD at int.
& we both decide to walk in only at 10am.
I was sulking of course due to my still not installed visual studio.
like how am I suppose to do VB without a visual studio?
4 hours of trying last night.
but it just didn't work.

who knows.
in less than an hour when I went for break.
it was installed fully.
I think it's biased against my home wireless.

so slog my asses off for today's VB.
It's tedious in a way.
but once it becomes understandable.
it' actually pretty okays.

but still, it's so TOUGH lahs!

met up momsie and charlotte and hg point.
they made me waited for so so long.
so i made my mom buy me donughts.
(:
WAIT, i think i paid for the donughts.
grrrrrrr.

the melon donught is so so so nice!
i'm going to get it again on tml!

anw, i'm supposed to be doing RJ now.
and then study for tml's culture UT.
but, I don't know how to study for culture's UT.
lols, like what is there to study about?
ahahhahahahahs.

okays, off to think about my super IDK how to answer RJ.

"Character cannot be developed in ease and quiet. Only through experience of trial and suffering can the soul be strengthened, ambition inspired, and success achieved." -Helen Keller. Do you agree? How has the problem developed your character today?

toodles.

如果你也聽說　會不會相信我
對流言　會附和　還是你　知道我還是我
跌跌撞撞才明白了許多懂我的人就你一個
想到你想起我　胸口依然溫熱

these words meant so much.

on a HAPPIER NOTE.

2007/08 Champions Lge: Arsenal Vs Slavia Prague, Matchday #3 (Same day Telecast)
05:00 AM - 07:00 AM

im a happy kid!
:D

how tired and wish for a little break.

2007-10-21T20:39:00.001+08:00

a little treat for a motivation to carry on ahead.

suddenly, I realised I have so many things not complete.
SUI!'s RJ and book review.
installing of visual studio.

and till now, i still don't know bout the stupid enterprise balance sheet and all.
so let's die for thur's UT.

there's this guy who keeps wanting to add me as friend on friendster.
i keep declining, he keep sending friend request.
GET LOST.

tml's VB lesson.
someone can just pick up my corspe after school.
lols!
plus the SUI! reflection thing.
faggot.

ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
why is RP so kuku as to have such things called CE point?
if there's no CE point, I won't need to attend SUI!

I ..... DON'T ..... FEEL ...... LIKE ...... GOING ...... SCH ..... TML.

tired but having fun.

2007-10-21T00:11:00.000+08:00

I leave no space in my life for a you,
for I don't need you to complete the missing piece.

went out with the monsters clique today!
K box at cine.
but meetin place was at kovan.
was dead late so I took a cab there.
5 bucks.
pft.

then headed down to town.
clar joined in at k box.
and she forget my poor calculator.
sing sang sung till 7.10pm.
then dinner at youth park's kopitiam.

we witness a fight going on when we were crossing the road.
frightened was all I can say.
I even didn't want to cross the road.
kids these days.

then to singtel building behind somerset MRT.
chit chatting session.

mrt home with them.
cab home from serangoon station.
i got pissed waiting for the bus.
& that arsenal's match has started.
plus the bus stop stinks like shit.

missed out 15 mins of the match.
1st half 0-0.
bolton wanderers played damn rough.
they were pratically asking for fights.
damn bad.

full time.
2-0!
:D
toure's freek kick was superb.
bolton's defender blocked their own keeper's view.
damn lame.
2nd was rosicky with walcott's asist.

& walcott runs so fast!
okays, i think i've mention he's next to fabregas.
(:

ahmad reminded me.
next sun is the BIG day.
LIVERPOOL against ARSENAL.

I had HORLICKS ICE CREAM when I came home.
from ICE KIMO.
then plus my SUBWAY cookies.
it's LOVES LOVES LOVES.
:D

im gna go to bed soon soon soon.
im very tired.

etp facil sucks.

2007-10-19T22:33:00.000+08:00

blast the music and forget the troubles,
else walk in the rain to forget the pain.

shouldn't have gone to school today.
got so freaking pissed off by my enterprise facil.
screw him.

CPF calculation was so screwed up.
we needed help, yet he didn't want to help us.
then what is he there for?
we're there to learn and isn't a facil there to guide us and help us?
since he didn't wna help us, then he can don't bother coming into w24p every fri.

all he knows is to come and shoot us like faggot.
don't wna help us.
die please.
so he came for the sake that every class he teach he gets $300.
is that true?

I don't see how he's going to help me in my enteprise module.
all I see is myself struggling freaking hard to get through the rest of the 11 weeks left.
bro told me this, u can have any kind of facil for enterprise.
but not this kind of f up kuku facil.

I'm really pissed off with him at the fact that he leaves us to die.
and add in points to confuse us like mad.
his RJ doesn't look at QUALITY.
in fact it's QUANTITY.

i've no wish to turn up for next week's etp.
& i know no matter how hard we've all tried today.
there won't be any A for me.
since he said that some of the people in the class is not at least prepared for the presentation.
he said we weren't taking it seriously.
fcuk u.

if he had seen how hard we were trying.
how hard we were wanting to put in something quality for our grading.
but his one sentence just throw everything down the drain.

I present to u.
my FAGGOT ENTERPRISE FACIL.

& now, im in no mood for anything.
not even RJ.
faggot lahs.

okays, im darn pissed.

fs' bday celebration.

2007-10-18T23:49:00.000+08:00

I gotta go my own way.

UT today is as good as asking me to die.
I pratically left the 10 marks question blank.
brilliant job.

culture was alrights.
discrimination.

met up with songming after school and cab down to NP.
then meet up with bro, sis, mel and terry.
the bus to city hall.
fusheng's bday dinner at NYNY @ citylink mall.
it was damn fun lahs.

i miss this monster clique so much.
(:
mel lose scissor paper stone to fs and had to drink a spoonful of some disgustin mixture.
where songming just keep adding things into it.
fs got smashed by cheesecake.
the whole celebration was just so fun.
& fs is like this little kid who is so so so happy.

got prank by my facil vippy.
she said she's closing the RJ at 5am.
but it's still stated 1159pm.
thank goodness i rush 1 for her.
now, im dead tired.
im going to bed and prepare to fight with my enterprise facil again on tml.

he god damn it have to fight with me every week.
i cannot stand him.
planning to skip tml, but kim have duty tml.
so must go support her.
& my good classmate PD and JJ ask me to go school.
cause the problem tml is easy.
* PD, if tml i see not easy u die ahs!

I almost was able to have my horlicks ice cream.
but damn, bad timing.
gastric cramp still not all recovered.

some photos and off i go to bed.
& lastly.

HAPPY 18TH BDAY FUSHENG!

look at my new wallpaper!
:D
PD is so going to say im gross.

pft

2007-10-17T08:55:00.000+08:00

just so you know, this feeling's taking control.

im too early today.
yes, too early.

gastric's killing me again now.
im feeling so cold.
my nose's killing me too.

i dont wna leave for home early again.
if the gastric doesn't hurt.
i'll be a damn happy kid.

gastric cramps

2007-10-16T20:52:00.000+08:00

if only there was a reason.

computing & maths UT was a bonker.
30 mins is never enough to complete them.
& now I have this urge to do it, like complete it or something.
I think im crazy.

my cognitive facil wasn't in school & so there was this relief facil.
Pamela.
I wasn't even paying attention throughout all 3 meetings today.
just so tired and in pain plus my runny nose made it even worst.
but still contributed some points to the team before I left during 2nd break.
I don't know what happen after that.

bought beard papa home.
okays, kim don't kill me please!
dropped dead right till near 7pm.
before got awoken up by the pain again.
ate medicine before dinner.
& then cousin elephant went off home with auntie connie.

now im sitting here, where I just email pam & told her why I left early.
im trying to figure out how to do the quiz.
I still don't know what's parable.
so much for staying throughout till 2nd breakout, im such a loser.

I need to start going for CE talks organise by CIE.
else I really don't know how to complete my DA points.
so I'm going to go for tml's talk.
DP & DA points for DCRSM students.
tml's talk is by Starhub on customer service and contact centres.
I WANT MY DA POINTS!

oh, I signed up for the re:vatage card.
it's for free so just sign up for FUN.
HA HA HA.

look at my quiz question.
how to answer?

Janis felt that allegories and thought experiments in philosophy & science were a complete waste of time – they were all just talk. Her best friend Su-mei was horrified that she felt this way and shared with her their importance by applying her favorite “parable”. How would you convince Janis otherwise using an example of a parable?

my nose is runny again, my gastric is cramping now, my intestines are fighting.
FAWWWWAHHHHHHHHSSSSSSS.

a need to fulfil something.

sick ass.

2007-10-15T22:00:00.000+08:00

haven't I always love you.

gastric SUCKS.
pft.
despite eating and all.
my gastric is all cramped up & it's as though my intestines are fighting against each other.
freaking awful.

maths module today was more of like PHYSICS lesson.
all the distant, speed and rate of change thing.
I don't find it at all a maths sum.

SUI! duty was boring.
but laoda came and accompany me.
kim and jolin too.
:D

beard papa after school with kim & zinc.
i ate 2 of them.
it's so nice.
I was hesitating between donught, beard papa or bubble tea.
kim said no to my bubble tea wish.
because my gastric is killing me.
I swear it hurts so much I cannot stand straight.

168 changed 103 home.
then waited for dad to come home.
then off to the doctor.
I waited so long just to see the stupid doctor.
if I was there alone, I think I would have died.

my favourite chicken rice for dinner.

gastric cramped up.
too much gas inside gastric.
no wonder i keep burping out of nowhere.
& now I cannot take fruit juice or milk stuffs.

which sad enough, I took them ystd ehs!
lols, bundung soya milk with pearl at old airport road.
carrot juice back home.
ahahahahhas!
ops, so i'm the cost of my own ache.
faggot.

okays, need to go do RJ now.
then revise for tml's UT.
lastly, install back my VB studio.
just in case they need it on tml or something?
I seriously hope they don't give VB.
else, I'm so going to flunk UT.

enough said.
TOODLES.
hurry complete my work, i can sleep early.
im drowsy.

[edit 2346]

PD told me rumours were my hottie is leaving arsenal.
i'll cry if he does so.
stay fabregas!

& im so so so sleepy.
i think it's the med.
i think so.
okays, im so blur now.
& weishan's telling me cognitive is TOUGH.
die.

[/edit]

better now.

2007-10-14T21:38:00.000+08:00

we'll dance together till forever.

good food b'cause I didn't take lunch.
old airport's fried kwaytiao is the best.
no longer feeling the ache.

i swear it's horrible because nobody likes shuttling between,
bed, loo, in front of laptop and in front of the TV set.
pft.

my cousin elephant is over at my place now.
and i'm waiting for my turn to bathe.
tml's computing and maths module again.
I don't know if she's going to change team or not.

& I so hope tml problem is not difficult at all.
most importantly, my gastric recover fully.

okays, this is such a random post.
ohhhhs, on a lighter and happier note.
I played mahjong game today and win 10 tai!

(:
beginner's luck.
muahahahhaahs!

just so u know;

2007-10-14T08:59:00.000+08:00

aint any better.

):

SPLENDID.

2007-10-14T02:20:00.000+08:00

GRRRRRRRR.

gastric's killing me now.

SPLENDID.

going to sleep soon.
and i swear my UT's flunking.

there's nothing I can do.
just leave me to who I am.
no point trying to do things I won't appreciate.

saturday at home.

2007-10-13T22:45:00.000+08:00

I got to leave because I don't belong here.

stay home saturday.
suppose to go out BUT decided not to.

so I stayed home and sleep and sleep till 6 plus PM.
didn't study computing and maths module.
I so hope VB doesn't have to come out for UT.

brought dinner and switched channels here and there.
ended up watched high school musical 2.
I swear it's freaking nice.
which I almost cried.

now, im hooked onto the song.
Gotta go on my own way by vanessa hudgens.
PD says he's going to help me find this song.

I don't know.
but somehow the song feels so close.

we've all drifted from where we started from.
all the memories that we once shared.
i randomly joked with yongann saying im recruiting pee buddies in w24p.
but it's not the same as what we have.
the pee buddies where we really talk nonsense, do stupid stuffs.
pon school together.

I had a talk with bro today.
and it all feel so nice.
like we speak what's in our heart.
it all felt so familiar.
I miss heart to heart talks with bro.

now that ahmad need not fast.
let's meet up more.
the TCK can do jackass stunts AGAIN.
we pees can do stupid things together.
hang out till late.
emo the shit outta ourselves.

:D

momsie brought nutella ice cream back for me.
ICE KIMO ICE CREAM!
lols, i got to love the fact my gram's live so so near Ice Kimo.

I'm so going to eat my horlicks ice cream next week.
& im going to meet chuan up one day next week.

JJ is sending me the song now!
YAYS!
:D

& my good old friend Sam is talkin to me now.
he claims he wna reminisence the old times.

no soccer tonight to cheer myself up.
NEXT WEEK.

look at my new wallpaper!
it's damn hot.
my brother notice the old one has the jersey of O2
so he shoot me say it's FLY EMIRATES now.
and i found this newer one.

HOTTIE!!
:D

H-O-T-T-I-E is LOVE.

betty's bday and freaking #$%^&^% etp facil.

2007-10-12T22:27:00.000+08:00

this room of four walls,
where there's only me and no one else.

didn't want to come school today.
but hadn't had much choice cause it's betty bday today.
thus, i must be present else all the efforts would be gone.

ended up there's only 11 people in class.
pathetic like shit and we rush a ppt like crazy man on the loose.
my etp realeased us late and all.
so practically there wasn't enough time for everything.

had to change celebration plan to 1st break.
thanks guys for helping us make this celebration a success.
betty knows nothing at all!
:D

kim, me laoda, betty and yongann finished up the cake.
it was SO SO SO delicious.
okays, I ate the most.
3 pieces.
but no choice cause I hadn't had breakfast and was freaking hungry.

betty the bday girl.

shannon likes to steal limelight, hahs.

most of W14M. (:

I made her did this.

last small candle.

I had a share in asking david to do this. ahahahs, sry betty! (:

the 5s.

nice face wene.

me and laoda.

kim feeding betty.

attack the damn delicious cake!

kim and me.

them 3.

betty and me.

betty and laoda.

betty and kim.

betty with the very noisy M'SIAN yongann. (inside joke in w24p btw)

US 4. (:

okays, im damn pissed with my etp facil now.
bro says he's telling us the wrong thing.
expenses is to be with liability.
so what is right and what is wrong??
i think my etp facil can just die.
huat! where are u?
pls come back and save me from clarence tan that faggot etp facil.

okays, and i found out my $%^&* facil is rights.
expenses are expenses.
nothing to do with liability.

I need my feast of cakes and my HORLICKS ICE CREAM.
*GF! pls meet me up very soon to eat.
im dying from school.
):

I bet I'll get pissed off later when I study for Computing & maths II UT.

do we go through this together or I do it all by myself,
self less being of foolish thoughts.

UT 1 over.

2007-10-11T23:29:00.000+08:00

"A rainbow after the rain takes this lot to make you realise
No greater love could ever fill the sky"

i think i love culture module the most.
team changed but still with wendy.
HORRAY!
:D
now, PD with us too.
hahahs, JJ is dead.

UT for cognitive today was okays.
next up is computing and maths UT (A112)
which is severe devastation to me.
they sent a email to all student.

For A112 UT1, the topics covered will be from A111 P01 to P16 inclusive and from A112 P01 to P04 inclusive.

okays, what to do now?
I only have a choice which is to slog my asses off to recall what I did in sem 1.
faggots.
VB sucks and if VB comes out, I'm so sure I don't know how to do.

knocked against the facil table after school.
and now, blueblack.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

they said tml's early dismissal.
3pm.
but how are we going to rush a presentation out?
& wendy + mable not coming school.
I don't feel like going school at all.

enterprise is no longer fun.
my facil is so gay and he likes to bully me.
I swear he's going to say I look sleepy again on tml.
the problem statement for tml's lesson is OH SO LONG.
confused by all the word.
and ending it's only finding about bankruptcy.
FAGGOTS, MAGGOTS!

im about to doze off.
but im not done with my RJ.
i hadn't go DL last sem's A111 6P.
because I deleted it and my current laptop doesn't have it.

okays, photo of FRUMBLES again.
she's CUTE.

the sentence at the start of entry came from PD.
credits to him. (:

confusion amidst the bright lights.

2007-10-10T21:08:00.000+08:00

we could re-write history, if only you and me.

science was HA HA HA.
we all got confused.
I think I was the one that got confused first.

during 2nd meeting everything was okays.
but when 2nd break came.
we all went blur.

so what is that if temperature rises, volume would rise in fixed dome or floating drum.
and so on and so forth.
but okays, we manage to pull through the presentation.
I didn't give up today!!
:D

point to note.
i AGURE with JJ everyday.
can anyone imagine how tired it is?

and so i bullied him last night.
he always meet his friend at a place they call "coconut tree"
i drew him a coconut tree ystd night.
then he told me it looks like a christmas tree.
be my witness.
since when does it look like christmas tree?!

JJ's version of coconut tree.

now take a look at my version

my version of coconut tree.

& tml's cognitive UT.
I hope i rmb everything I knew.
this is where all my hopes and dreams lies in.

scandals are horrendous fagggots.

post 505.

2007-10-08T22:52:00.000+08:00

listening to : Change The World - Anberlin

25 more ice-creams to go.

life's a bitch.

continuation.

2007-10-07T21:59:00.000+08:00

in between those words;

ARSENAL WONNNNNNNNN.
3-2

it's a hard battle lahs.
I swear I was so pissed when they drawed.
and diaby's goal shouldn't be considered as a offside.
if it's not considered.
they would have scored MORE.
if toure's goal had not hit the pole and deflect away.
if walcott's goal had not hit the centre of the pole.

BLAHHHHHS.

van persie scored 2 goals, sendros the clumsy scored 1.

now's liverpool VS tottenham.
& my mom's using the tv which meant I cannot edit the recording.

I was really so pissed when they equalise.
fat asses.
ahahahahas.

okays, enough.

TOODLES.

on a loney sunday.

2007-10-07T14:50:00.000+08:00

the diary that has ur name on it.

today's weather's LOUSY.
but it's super nice to sleep in like what I did.
hahs.
heavy rains, lightning with thunder.

F1 @ Shanghai showing now.
my bro's going crazy because he doesn't want hamilton to win.
okays, I'm neutral.
I'm only waiting for tonight's match.
7PM which makes it the earliest soccer match I've watched so far.

the sky's darkening again.
very irritating because I hadn't go down to go buy the disc.
and my breakfast for tml.
please don't rain first.

PLEASE?

& hamilton just got kicked out!
ahahas, imagine my house being damn lively now.

okays, i think i better go down soon.

TOODLES.
update on tonight after the match.
:D

nightmare before christmas.

jolene's bday celebration.

2007-10-06T22:48:00.000+08:00

food is HEAVEN.

I think I was super sleepy or something b'cause I slept at 2am.
so waking up at 12 plus PM.
then mcnugget for lunch.

headed to godparent's place at admiralty for jolene's bday celebration.
baby's sick so she didn't come at all.
I MISS HER like MAD.
so I kept eating throughout.
salad prawns, bandong(whatever way it's spely) jelly, beehoon, pudding.
and most importanly.
GELARE ice cream cake!
:D

the ice cream cake is so nice!
seriously!
im so going to gelare on TUES.
waffle waffle waffle PLUS cookies and cream ice cream.
kim, lao da!
let's go on tues!
(:

after the celebration was dinner at somewhere near school.
damn, why do I have to be at woodlands even on a sat?!
pft.

the bday girl ; JOLENE.

the very nice jelly!

gelare's ice cream cake.

(: good food is LOVE.

happy bday pretty.

she's my godsis.

she's carolyn aka ELEPHANT! :D

have a sip that doesn't get drunk, btw i don't drink.

jiajun.

we got so bored and even had to play BINGO.

the muffin i decorated, i think it looks like some evil ass.

while waiting for food to come.

squeeze elephant to death!

there's more than this, but i got lazy to take.

then came home and got online.
ahmad just told me man utd won 4-0.
brilliant.
gunners will do it on tml!
it's freaking early.
7pm!

okays, at the thought that monday's computing.
im so annoyed by it.
but who cares!
im so high after eating good food.
ahahahahs!

okays, time to end entry.
TOODLES.

baby, love should be so beautiful but not this.

post #501.

2007-10-05T21:36:00.000+08:00

you are the latest addiction.

enterprise was alrights because it was again plain arguing with my facil.
I don't know whats wrong with him,
because he ALWAYS want to argue with me.
but he always say LAME stuffs which makes me go -.-"
serious, he's damn LAME.

took my cert finally.
anw i still hadn't figure out who nominated me.
but THANKS to those who did it.
once in a lifetime to recieve such award.
:D

but i wasnt feeling all good and even thought of leaving before school ends.
kim persuaded me to stay because she wna see SAM of MILUBING.
hahas, what to do for my bestie?
so I stayed till lesson end and accompanied kim till she finally took a photo with sam.
I WAS SO HUNGRY THROUGHTOUT!
but on the account of sam being pretty cute, im fine. (:
so kim was super guilty for making lao da and me stay with her to watch the hey gorgeous.
free drink in return.
:D

now that i'm home.
im actually BORED.
seriously, im not talking to anyone online.
MIRACLE lahs shan.

but now that I have the linkin park songs from bro.
i can listen to them over and over again.

i have cravings for a day out on tml.
but i don't know if i should go for jolene's bday celebration or not.
got her the presents already.
whats now its whether I wna go or not to.
tell me what to do?!

my wants :

go shopping at BUGIS
eat my HORLICKS icecream from WILDHIBISCUS
go get that top from OP
chiong for UT which starts next week
sleep like nobody's business

im freaking sleepy now.
but it's not even 10pm.
& i don't know if i wna wait online or to sleep.
cause RJ's till 6am.
I have plenty of time to spare.
& I have nothing to do.
PFT.

and laoda took this of me and kim on ystd.
super random.
super FUNNY.
i have no idea what i was doing.
but only know i was tryin to take photo of kim.
(:

daydreaming is my ability.

a random day.

2007-10-04T23:41:00.000+08:00

music playing : do you know - Enrique Iglesias

tml's friday!
thank goodness.
but im freaking tired.

and i realised i have quite something to do too.

today was kim's time to GG.
she chiong her ppt till she wna die.
& laoda was obviously pissed off by some noobass people.
she walked off in 2nd break.
we accompanied her till kim had to return to class.

class today was erm, free ammunition to shoot people.
painful.
okays lahs, my team's peaceful.
serious, we didn't mean to shoot anyone but we were just clarifyin our doubts.
fumbles the monkey and I are innocent civillians.
ahahahahahahs.

kim dying.

meet my new love, FUMBLES the prince.

& fumbles the SUPERMAN. (:

p.s/ JJ did the crown and superman coat.
effing cute.
i forget to say this.
FUMBLES BELONG TO MY CULTURE FACIL.

okays, need to do my RJ now.
and someone's complaining of me.

am not online.

2007-10-03T22:58:00.000+08:00

music playing : how six songs collide - norweigian recyling

science was hahahahahs.
i've no comments seriously.
just stay in class with me and u'll understand.

kim and laoda came over to look for me during 2nd break.
they totally surprise me when they knocked on my class door.
sweet okays!
especially when i'm dying from overdose of ppt.
hahs.

but i finished my ppt when i was sitting outside with them.
usual talks and lovely moments.
just got to love those 2s.
:D

*kim, laoda! i blog about u 2 ehs. ahahahhahas.

SUI! workshop after school.
my dearest daughter accompanied me even though she went through it.
(:
thank u!

met up with the pees after SUI!.
because it's our dearest pee bro LEONG WENE'S BDAY!
wooooohoooooo.
waited for ahmad and david to join us.
with chris that joker who has to work.
seriously, he missed MY bday then now wene's.
bad ahs bro?
okays, im kiddin.
(:

Siam kitchen for bday bash.
totalling a very nice $190.95 for 7 people.
everyone paid $27.30.

that hand belongs to my lovely pee sis sheena. (:

seriously, i was damn full.
okays, i have small gastric which no wonder i cannot grow fat.
ahahahahs.
then it was plaing talking rubbish and updating each other after the dinner at the restaurant.
i miss those times we did that.
and david have to do stupid things in school.
it's SUPER joker.

okays, i need to go do myPEAKS@RP now.
else i'll never be able to complete my RJ.
my RJ which very funny, is about PEAKS.
... nice one facil.

& i have a secret.
plus I AM NOT ONLINE NOW.
I WON THE BATTLE DUDE.

hahahahahs.

TOODLES.

P.S/ the peaks have 270 statements which stated takes around 30-45 mins!! ):

good ol' day.

2007-10-02T21:17:00.000+08:00

it's not one sided.

lesson today was better than ystd of course.
ahmad was complaining about his maths.
now I think he understand how I survive ystd!
hokays, and I finally send 'Ainul my side of beckham photo.
she's DROOOOOOOLLLLLLLIIIIINNNNNNG.
:D

that photo is WAYYYYYY HOT okays.
I doubt anyone can achieve that kind of hotness.
muahas.

& so it's my mom and dad's wedding anniversary today.
25 years.
I bought a cake when I was on my way home.
my mom rejoicing over the fact there was a cake.
25 years ehs!

sat's jolene's bday celebration.
okays, I have no reasons to not go.
though UT starts on next thurs.
BRILLIANT lahs.

other people are still like having their hols, I'm starting my test.
which is as good as an exam because it weighs so much.
sad enough huh.
I hadn't get jolene's present yet.
nice big sticker album with sticker inside.
I promised her.

so, hahahahhhaahs.
4 more days to look for the present.
tml there's SUI! workshop which I'm still dragging it even till now.
ahhaas.
then meeting up the pees for wene's bday dinner after that.

and so goes my UT schedule.

11 OCT - UT 1 Cognitive
16 OCT - UT 1 Computingg & Maths
18 OCT - UT 1 Basic Science
23 OCT - UT 1 Culture
25 OCT - UT 1 Enterprise

brilliant lahs.
this schedule is never ending.
pft.

& this is what i did for maths lesson ystd.

okays, time to go figure out my RJ.

TOODLES.

the end to everything we once hold on to.

2007-10-01T23:14:00.000+08:00

blast the speaker cause no innocents living.

maths for first day of school is so OMG.
at first we were all staring into the problem.
then we knew we need to do column by column.

someone asked me this good question,
"how come u're doing such kind of modules?"
nice question.
cause I need to finish 2 sems of core module which SUCKS.
but I love culture though, it's fun!

a story i had written in my life,
where i thought the end was only when i left this world.
but now, the ending has arrived.
the story has the word THE END written on it.
nothing done could salvage anything.

I write my own life story.

BWAHHHHHHS.

2007-09-30T15:33:00.000+08:00

on a day with such good weather.

FWAHHHHHHHHHS.
im rotting badly at home.
lols, though I have 2 movies which are not watched yet.
but, they're freaking gore so wait till i have the courage to watch them first.

so now I feel like sleeping again.
I slept at 3am.
PFT.

nelson's sick with high fever.
hope's he okays now because he complained of pain all over.
with my ankle, I can't go anywhere.
im going to be okays soon!

SOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.
i so want to go out and shop.
anw, tues's my dad and mom's anniversary.
wed i think I have SUI! workshop or something.
okays, I need to socialise again.

but im a happy kid now because of my wallpaper.
I FOUND THIS SUPER HOT WALLPAPER OF MY HOTTIE!

B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L.

:D